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✰ Name ▸ Orion Saturn Extraz Wilder ✰ Meaning ▸ (Orion - ) (Wilder - ) ✰ Nicknames ▸ Orry, Ryan, Extraordinary, Freak, Depresso, The Anxious Kid ✰ Sex ▸ Male ✰ Gender ▸ Cis Male, but he has questioned and almost settled with non-binary ✰ Pronouns ▸ He/Him , They/Them ✰ Age ▸ 18 - 21 Can be edited//It varies ✰ Race ▸ Caucasian American British Was born and slightly raised in America, but was moved to England and raised mainly there |
✰ Species ▸ Human ✰ Hair ▸ Caramel brown, glossy, slicked back, fluffy with no gel ✰ Eyes ▸ Baby blue/light grey, downturned ✰ Complexion ▸ Ash, pure, tanned, freckles, easily become pale, sensitive, heart face ✰ Height ▸ 5'9" ✰ Weight ▸ 173lbs ✰ Scars ▸ all down his legs + thighs = self harming, bunch on his back = child abuse ✰ Family ▸ Abusive mum + dad Little brother + sister ✰ Voice▸ Singing - Troye Sivan Speaking - WIP |
✰ Mental Health ▸ Down the drain, major depression, major anxiety, suicidal tendencies, has tried to commit multiple times ✰ Physical Health ▸ Fine apart from his anorexia which causes his major skinniness and weight loss ✰ Relationship Status ▸ Has been in a few relationships - all ended in heartbreak and pain ✰ Sexual Orientation ▸ Closeted Homoromantic Asexual Orion only experiences romantic feelings towards males, and isn't really fond of the idea of sex ✰ Likes ▸ His pills, the dark, being alone, his laptop, his phone, harming himself, pretending he doesn't exist, taking long walks, getting lost in the middle of nowhere, camping, art, music, playing the guitar ✰ Dislikes ▸ Humaity, accepting his depression, himself, his anxiety, his panic attacks, his diagnoses, being in the company of literally anyone, feeling weak (which is most of the time), feeling useless, falling in love, his family |
✰ Habits ▸ ✧ Harming himself ✧ Talking down on himself ✧ Feeling suicidal ✧ Talking openly about suicide/depression/anxiety ✧ Biting his nails ✧ Scratching the bare ground until his fingers bleed ✧ Doing anything to harm himself ✧ Getting stuck in panic attacks |
✰ Phobia(s) ▸ ✧ Agraphobia; The fear of sexual abuse. From past experiences, Orion is petrified of being raped, or any type of sexual assault. ✧ Algophobia; The fear of pain. From his diagnoses, Orion is afraid of feeling physical pain. He's fine with mental pain, but from lack of experience, he's deadly afriad of feeling physical pain. |
✰ Personality ▸ Self destructive, pessimistic, sad, kind + caring to others, hates himself, selfless, often thinks he's pathetic, is actually pretty strong, no sign of resilience, takes time to recover almost always |