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WHITE HEAT
❝ and when nobody wakes you up in the morning ,
and nobody waits for you at night ,
and when you do whatever you want .
what do you call it , freedom orloneliness? ❞
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The entire life of the human soul is mere motions in the shadows. We live in a twilight consciousness, never in accord with whom we are or think we are. Everyone harbours some kind of vanity, and there is an error whose degree we can't determine. We are something that goes on during the show's intermission; sometimes, through certain doors, we catch a glimpse of what may be no more than scenery. The world is one big confusion, like voices in the night.
Unpolished with piercing eyes, something about the way he stares. Could be yours for tonight, never for today. Falling for him every time you try to resist. Don't be fooled by british beauty; the dark side lures you in just to leave you behind when the bed has been unmade. Never promising but encouraging frequently. A little too chill. You want him around. Inner visions of heartbreak on replay. Missing euphoria while he's going higher on rocket love. Boyish manhood in a fine wrapping, the one you can't help but feel compelled to think of. His truth is contradicting; torture and an object of affection at the same time. Rudely intelligent on human behaviour, he blurts out words like there's arrows between his teeth and cuts everyone near him with a sentence. Not a fighter, it's all in his mouth. Letting the chips fall where they may, confronting every issue head-on. Never tactful, rarely a gentleman, captivating to say the least. His brutal honesty might upset and anger, that is however only one of many ways to shock or entertain. Never to be changed, he lives out every single one of his foolish fantasies with pride and solitude. Alone but recognizing without fear that existence could end in an instant; always reading the last page first and constantly seeing boundaries instead of possibilities as a result, but that never stops him from achieving the impossible. Somehow undermining his own ability to seek emotional fulfillment and be truly happy. But logical minds can't be silenced when they are of tremendous confidence. His will in himself being the boat that carries him when he goes too far. Out of control and spiralling, he enjoys the present; no limits for a posh lad with capital in his back pocket.