Natasha Salamine

Magic

• Daily Log

  After losing her memories, Natasha has started keeping a new journal. The dream diary had gone missing, likely having been lost somewhere between where her serious injuries were obtained and where she woke up.
  

• • Doctor Vi'Mier December 30th 2015

    Aiden referred me to a doctor in town... Cross. Mostly regarding my right eye that is still giving me trouble. It was watering a lot while I was at the hospital for my appointment. Apparently, the work they did to reconstruct the bone didn't do as well as we thought. He's going to have to go back in to repair it. That's apparently why my eye has been watering a lot. The surgery is scheduled for tomorrow morning. Aiden said she could take me as well as pick me up. I'm excited for the surgery, a little nervous, but excited. Dr. Vi'Mier seems nice enough, and I trust he knows how to fix the issue. He took some x-rays before I left so he could see what needed to be repaired. Still a little painful, but I'm sure I'll feel a lot better afterward. Anyway, I should rest up before the surgery. Might be out of it the next day or so... depending on how the medicine he gives me does.

  • Wow... December 27th 2015

    So, after I wrote the last journal entry... a woman with fiery hair came by the house. She was... I can't even describe her clothing... or rather... uh... lack thereof... She said her name was Aiden, and she knew me from before I lost my memory. I don't really think I want to remember anything from before, but at the same time, there are things that I kinda do want to. I want to know why I was so down and out before, especially around Aiden. She's really nice. I apparently flirted with her a lot before. Maybe I loved her before? I don't know.
    
    She stayed for a bit, helped me out around the house... and things started to get a little hot. Uh... yeah. I don't know how, but being with her, my injuries felt a lot better. We both were careful not to aggravate them of course, but still. Her warmth calmed the aches. I think I might be in love. I've not really seen her much lately though. Saw her at that little cafe in Riverside, Haymarket. She had apparently been invited to a party. I kinda wanted to go, but my ribs were hurting a little, so we both decided it was probably better that I didn't.
    
    Not seen much of her since. She did say she flirts with a lot of people. I don't know if it's the fact of being jealous or what, but... I miss her. I want to hold her again. Maybe I'm being overly jealous. I don't know. I didn't act like I was when she said she was going to the party, and she kinda looked a little upset that I wasn't acting jealous. Maybe I should have? It's so confusing.
    
    I will try to start up getting some paintings out for sale again. It seems that a lot of people that knew me before really liked my art. I just hope it's as good, if not better, than what I did before. I will try. Kinda nervous, but I will try.

  • Waking Up To Pain and the Aftermath December 20th 2015

    It's strange waking up with no memories. All I know right now is what has been shown to me since two guys found me injured in the park. I clearly got hurt somewhere. I guess whatever happened made me lose my memories, because I really don't know what's happened from before that point. I've been told my name is Tasha, and realized that I'm a kitsune. One of the guys that found me tried to bring this one guy to help me... I had a feeling not to trust him though... I know the one guy was trying to help. He seemed nice at least. I'm not mad at him. His name is Math, and his friend... or maybe partner? I don't know... anyway, that one's name is Silver... kinda fitting since his hair is silver. Easy to remember... look at his hair and I'll remember his name. I guess I was scared, I ran away. Found a house, and I'm guessing it was my house from before my memory loss... I had the key for it. Lots of art supplies... I'm pretty certain I was an artist before... and I think I still have that talent.
    
    I was trying to get a little bit of rest, got thirsty and was going for a glass of water when a woman came into the house. Guess I forgot to close the front door. She seemed to know me though. I was hurting... had collapsed on the floor. At least I'd cleaned the blood off my face by that point. She helped me back to the sofa, and got some water for me. She also helped me remember how to go back to hide my ears and tails. After I did that, she called an ambulance for me. Got to the hospital and got treated... had to be taken to surgery to have work done. Apparently had a broken cheekbone and cracked ribs. It still hurts a bit, but they gave me some really good pain medicine. Told me to take it often to keep the pain down. I take one every eight hours. Don't want to become addicted to the stuff, but it makes me not hurt. Anyway... that woman that helped me, her name is Astra. Really nice.
    
    I got back to the house, rested for a little while. But, I guess I just couldn't stay down for long. I had to get up and do something. I was bored. Tried to paint for a while, but couldn't. So, I decided to go out into town to do some things. Stocked up on soups, since the doctors told me to eat soft foods until my face heals. I was heading back to the house, met up with Math again... and this pink haired girl. I think she said her name is Missy. I don't know... something about her made me a little uneasy... but maybe it was just what she said about some things being better left forgotten. There are things I know I want to remember, like the people I knew before losing my memories. Math heard my stomach growl, took me to a nearby McDonalds to get some food. I had to wait until I got home to eat it though... had to turn it to mush. But, I did at least try to eat the burger like it was. Kinda hurt, so yeah... the fries weren't too bad though. Got a milk shake too. That helped my face to feel better. Nice and cold. Though, on my way back to the house, I did meet another woman. I don't think I knew her before. Her name is Lilah. She was holding auditions for a talent show. Seemed interesting, so I decided to sit down and audition for the art portion. She seemed to like the Christmas tree I painted. Not many showed up for the show though... but it was fun regardless. Got back home and rested again for a bit.
    
    Got restless again, decided to go out to the park for a bit. Saw Astra again with some of her friends... seems she had a friend that got hurt... shot, maybe? I don't know why, but the sound of being shot kinda scares me. The thought of guns in general... ugh... Anyway... she saw me, and she and her friend started fussing about how I should be resting and all... but I had been resting all day. Well, most of it at least. I had to get out for a little while though. Was going stir-crazy. Anyway, I finally agreed that I'd go rest again, but I wanted something really good to eat, and Astra was mentioning going out somewhere. So, we did. I told Astra I'd rest when I got back though. And I was good on that promise. We had fun while we were out, I felt a lot better when I got back. Slept through the night.
    
    Woke up this morning, didn't really feel like doing much. Took a hot shower and changed the bandage on my face, painted for a bit, basically had an easy-going day today... stayed in because I was feeling sore. I'm okay now though. Still a tiny bit sore, but I guess that's what happens. Anyway, gonna fix some soup and see if I can figure out something to do. There's a computer here, but I don't know the password to it... Maybe I can find someone to help me with it... though, if Missy is correct... I don't know... maybe I should just... I don't know.