Aspen Ainsley Sinclair

Intro

• I take care of me.

  

• What do you want to know?

  Name: Aspen Ainsley Sinclair
  Face Claim: Katrina Bowden and Lili Reinhart.
  Gender: Female
  Nicknames: Penny.
  Deity: Christian God.
  Age: 20
  Size: Small.
  Body Type: Slim, but curvy with plump thighs and ass.
  Height: 5'2".
  Weight: 110-130lbs. (depends on how she's doing with her eating disorder.)
  Complexion: Soft light white skin with pink undertones, occasionally tanned.
  Hair: Naturally sandy blonde hair, dyed to a brighter light blonde. Naturally wavy.
  Eyes: Light blue, wide, and expressive.
  Handedness: Right.
  Relationship Status: In a committed relationship.
  Personality: Aspen can be judgemental but protective especially of those she cares about. Usually fairly sweet, she has grown more hardened and wary lately. She now has a strict mindset of 'Take care of me and I'll take care of you.' and screw anyone else. She struggles with the pressure to be the perfect person; previously dealing with anxiety, now also dealing with depression that she is finding harder and harder to hide from people. She is very insecure. She struggles with anorexia. She can come off as dim witted and often uses this to get out of serious conversations. Since her last fling ended abruptly she trusts people even less, has more mood swings and can be a little very sensitive.
  Mannerisms: Brushing locks of hair behind her ears, chewing on her bottom lip, applying chapstick or lip gloss, putting her hands on her hips, writing in her notebook, chewing on pens, tapping her nails against things, always drinking flavored water, always chewing gum, giggling, bouncing excitedly, clapping, cheering.
  Likes: Penny currently finds it difficult to enjoy anything she used to.
  What she used to like/does like but doesn't feel like she does:
  Traveling, cheerleading, English Literature, strawberry flavored water, strawberry flavored ice cream, mozzarella sticks, listening to music, singing, musicals/plays, (Particularly Beauty and The Beast, Phantom of The Opera, and Wicked.) writing, dancing, having sex, romance, romantic comedies, red roses, shopping, swimming.
  Dislikes: Pickles, Math, cold weather, thunderstorms, spiders, being told what to do, being hurt, being abandoned liars, and cheaters.
  
  Employment: College student, cam girl, occasional drug peddler - (diet pills and xanax,) blackmailer.
  
  

• I want to be happy.

  

• The past, the present.

  Aspen was born twenty years ago on December 25th, Christmas, to Marilynn Sinclair and Jonas Sinclair. Younger sister of Sawyer Sinclair (23). Born into an upper middle class family she never have to worry about finances or things other kids might have. She grew up a bit spoiled and pampered. However, her family also pushed and pressured her into being a involved in school and the community as she possibly could be. While she was always a go-getter, motivated, and intelligent, she struggles with knowing what parts of her personality are really her, and what parts of her personality were pushed on her as a child and teenager.
  Her parents were quite emotionally and mentally abusive to her, invading her personal space frequently, controlling her life, including her love life, making her feel as though she was not good enough unless she did the things they insisted she do.
  
  She has been a cheerleader since freshman year of high-school, and graduated with a 3.5 GPA, getting into her choice, (or her parents choice) University with little problem. She continues to be a cheerleader for the university as she is getting a degree in English Literature, and Business. The latter being pushed on her by her parents; but she wants to make them proud, or get them off her bad, so she goes along with it. She writes songs frequently, but is only confident enough to sing for others in terms of karaoke.
  
  Aspen is confident, stubborn, sassy, and blunt, but also caring, protective, and affection to those she genuinely cares about. Her biggest flaws are jealousy, using bitchiness to mask emotions, and striving for unrealistic perfection in order to make others happy.
  
  Penny had been dating a quarterback, Lucas Brant on and off since starting college a year before, but she doesn't really love him. She prefers men who are more aggressive sexually, but also can be loving, and protective. However; Lucas is fairly emotionally abusive, and sometimes physically abusive.
  
  She had a fling with someone she never expected and while it didn't last very long, she grew very attatched in a short period of time thanks to her dwindling mental health needing someone to latch onto. Things ended very adbrupyl without warning an she now finds herself drowning in depression feeling like there's no one to help her, and not trusting many people. She tries to keep it to herself and often uses her bubbly, and dimwitted outward appearance to disguise how she really feels - but can be very cold when pushed.
  
  She quit cheerleading and rarely does anything besides goes to class and lay in bed except when she has to out of obligation - ie one of her jobs, or to keep face up for other people.
  
  
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• Connections

  Friends

  	Burgundy Fontaine OLD VERS (played by MercyInReach)
  The best friend anyone could have; but, she's mine. Get your own! P.S Fine Vincent can have you too.

  Family

  	Jacob 'Jack' Sinclair (played anonymously)
  Uncle Jack. He's been through a lot, we all have really but he's a trooper. Professor at my college so I see him fairly often.

  	Ash Sinclair (played anonymously)
  Aunt Aster, we don't talk much but she seems cool enough. She lives in New York.

• Abandonment.

  
  
  Drawn by me.
  Penny crying with her diet pills spilled on the floor, and a sticky note from a guy named Jerry she got too attached to too quickly and lost abruptly that reads 'Sorry' in cursive.