Jaycelet

Cigarette

• Follow Me Down To The River

  Friends

  	Enyira (played by Enyira)

  Acquaintances

  	Hollens (played anonymously)

  	Adney Hackwell (played by 68_dare)

• Drink While The Water's Clean

  • Sweet Amnesia

    I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
    I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
    And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
    
    Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though she's right beside you?
    When she says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
    
    Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
    If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
    
    'Cause I'm not fine at all
    
    I remember the day you told me you were leaving
    I remember the make-up running down my face
    And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
    Like every single wish we ever made
    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
    And forget about the stupid little things
    Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
    And the memories I never can escape
    
    'Cause I'm not fine at all
    
    The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
    I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
    And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
    
    It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
    It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
    
    It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
    If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
    
    'Cause I'm not fine at all
    
    I remember the day you told me you were leaving
    I remember the make-up running down my face
    And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
    Like every single wish we ever made
    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
    And forget about the stupid little things
    Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
    And the memories I never can escape
    
    If today I woke up with you right beside me
    Like all of this was just some twisted dream
    I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
    And you'd never slip away
    And you'd never hear me say
    
    I remember the day you told me you were leaving
    I remember the make-up running down my face
    And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
    Like every single wish we ever made
    I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
    And forget about the stupid little things
    Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
    And the memories I never can escape
    
    'Cause I'm not fine at all
    No, I'm really not fine at all
    Tell me this is just a dream
    'Cause I'm really not fine at all

  • Journal Entry

    I walk a lonely road
    The only one that I have ever known
    Don't know where it goes
    But it's home to me and I walk alone
    
    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    And I'm the only one and I walk alone
    
    I walk alone
    I walk alone
    I walk alone
    I walk a...
    
    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone
    
    Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
    Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
    
    I'm walking down the line
    That divides me somewhere in my mind
    On the border line
    Of the edge and where I walk alone
    
    Read between the lines
    What's fucked up and everything's alright
    Check my vital signs
    To know I'm not alive and I walk alone
    
    I walk alone
    I walk alone
    I walk alone
    I walk a...
    
    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone
    
    Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
    Ah-ah, ah-ah
    
    I walk alone
    I walk a...
    
    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    And I'm the only one and I walk a...
    
    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone...

  • Journal Entry

    I should never think
    What's in your heart
    What's in our home
    It's all I want
    
    You'll learn to hate me
    But still call me baby
    Oh, love
    So call me by my name
    
    And save your soul
    Save your soul
    Before you're too far gone
    Before nothing can be done
    
    I'll try to decide when
    She'll lie in the end
    I ain't got no fight in me
    In this whole damn world
    Tell you to hold off
    You choose to hold on
    It's the one thing that I've known
    
    Once I put my coat on
    I'm coming out in this all wrong
    She's standing outside holding me
    Saying, 'Oh, please
    I'm in love
    I'm in love'
    
    Girl save your soul
    Go on save your soul
    Before you're too far gone
    Before nothing can be done
    
    'Cause without me
    You got it all
    So hold on
    Without me you got it all
    So hold on

  • Journal Entry

    Dried Blood stained across the page
    

  • Journal Entry

    There appears to be blood smeared into this page
    
    
    
    

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• Follow me down to the river

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    Evangela (played anonymously) || June 26 2014, 11:17pm

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    Gandrell de Lioncourt (played by Eros_Calls) || May 26 2014, 2:37am

    "To my Fledgling:
    
    "True Love doesn't mean being inseparable; it means being separated and nothing changes."
    
    We are pushing a decade now and regardless as to whether we talk every day or once a year, nothing changes between us. I adore you, appreciate you, and hope to keep you in my life."

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• I'll Be Down Here On My Knees