awsten

dressed to surpress

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  theme song :: worst
  
  
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  Dealing with this shit sober's got me fucked up
  I know it's hard but is all love "tough love?"
  Anxiety is real, depression's very heavy
  I wear them both inside my hoodie,
  wear them out to get me
  
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  awsten is a reserved musician with many issues he doesn't like talking about. he has faded blue hair and two different colored eyes one being blue the other being a soft brown. his skin is pale though soft to touch just like his hair. he likes rock music and has always wanted to go to a concert but his anxiety stops him for the most part. he doesn't talk to anyone new and he barely starts a conversation with anyone he's known for a long time too. he doesn't have many friends seeing he likes to distance himself from everyone but he does have a few trusted acquaintances.
  
  he has had drinking problems in the past and has cut himself before. he has sustained multiple scars on his arms and legs from doing so and he's not able to drink alcohol without hurting himself afterward. he always thought it would help him get away from everything that was bad, but he was unable to do so. even if it felt like he was doing well, eventually he wouldn't be shit faced (drunk) and all his problems would come back.
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  You wanna get drunk
  so you can't remember nothing
  It was me or whiskey,
  now you're pissed I wasn't bluffing
  Fuck it, took a couple shots,
  don't you dare fucking miss me
  Miss Unfaithful
  hit the backboard breaking bedsprings
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