WHERE I GET OLDER
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Riley grew up with her parents and her older brother Beau in a rich family. Her parents owns a private hospital and are educated doctors themselves. They were rarely at home, so they were never really together as a family. Her mother worked at day, her father worked at night. When her mother was home, Riley was at school and when her father were at home, Riley was asleep. She needed her parents as a child, luckily she had Beau. As a child, Riley was shy and restraining, she went mostly for herself. She didn't have many friends and was too afraid to speak to the few ones she had. She never understood why she was like that, perhaps she was just deep down sad.
When she got in high school, her shyness made her an easy victim. The mean girls saw her as a little girl, but they quickly became friends anyways. It was new to Riley, whom had lived her whole life in the shadows. Probably that's why she was so naive and didn't realize they just wanted to make fun of her. They manipulated her to do transgressive things; she only did it because she felt it would get her even more popular. She started partying, but she never had the doubt to tell her parents. At this time Riley had a huge crush on a guy from the school and of course her new best friends would help her get him. That's why she was pressured to lose her virginity to him at a schoolparty. They next day he dumped her in front of the whole school; it was all just a big scam to make her seem dump and naive. And that's exactly what she got called after that day. In many months she lived like that; hearing them whisper about her as she walked by them at the hall. She finally realized how badly she felt with herself. She started believing the things they said about her; stupid, naive little girl.
Continuing partying a lot, except that now she wouldn't go home alone. She became desperate after love, attention and recognition. She drank every night just as much as it would take her to go with a stranger home. Boys just use her for her body, never her mind. It's like she has some spell over her, every guy she meets never wants to get to know her, they just thinks she's boring and meaningless. But they do love her body.
She will never admit it, but she lowkey wants revenge over her old class mates and every single guy who betrayed and misused her. Riley is very sensitive, which I guess no one can blame her for. She does hide it by wearing small and showing clothes and lots of make up. She's a pretty girl with blonde hair, big boobs and a great body.
As she's gotten older, she's desperately trying to figure herself out. Why does she keep doing this to herself? Letting a boy break her heart over and over again. Will she never get smarter?
Riley is not very smart or clever, at least that's what they say about her. Though, she is convinced she has lots of other things to offer: she's a good friend, a good girlfriend, helpful, sweet, kind and understanding. What else could you ask in a girl? -
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