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≿━━━━༺❀༻━━━━≾𝒮𝑒𝓈𝒸𝒾𝓁𝓎 ℳ𝒶𝑒Four Ten | Boulanger | Velveteen Lop≿━━━━༺❀༻━━━━≾
" When peering into one's eyes, it is not just the eyes you see, but the window to their soul. Often a traveler would find themselves weary to peer into such a pool of uncertainty, but it is without a doubt the curiosity within that pulls the strings. Should you know how to swim you'd find yourself safe from drowning, but lost in how such a kind being could get entrapped in a life of hell, to escape, only to be caught once more. "
𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒱𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃Is a twenty-six year old velveteen lop that got married at the ripe age of eighteen. Who learned the ways of bread at an even younger age, and fell madly in love with the process. While she could keep doing what she loved, the relationship got worse after moving away. It went from being able to hide it at work to her inability to work because of broken bones. It has since been six years since she'd been able to both do what she loves, and leave the house.
ℐ'𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓀𝒶𝓎
𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋?≿━━━━━━━༺❀༻━━━━━━━≾ℛ𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅
Married; a toxic relationship that currently has her in the process of running away for good this time, with no chance of him finding her. The chances of her taking up a new one are slim, but not completely off the table.
𝒮𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉
Upon first inspection, there are hints of opium; but the further you delve in, the earthy aromatic of cedar and cinnamon flood the nose cavities.𝒪𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃
Heterosexual; it's safe to say that she does not stray from this mindset. Although her refuge is often sought by other females, it's more her comfort than orientation.𝒯𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍...
everything's going to turn out, better than you expected.≿━━━━━━━༺❀༻━━━━━━━≾ℛ𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅
It's not the first thing on her mind when escaping from a rough marriage; doesn't mean it's impossible and cannot happen. She will be closed off, unknowing of her current situation, her past has her unaware that anyone could love her outside of the man she ran from - she is tender, breakable - but not without healing.(0/1)
ℱ𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈
Sex is an important part of one's self, while she takes care of herself, it's important to take care of one another. Her flings are never without calculated measure; after what she's been through one wouldn't blame her. Even if she's not in the mood, cuddling will do just fine - or she'll take it upon herself to take care of the one she's with. (0/2)ℱ𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅
This is perhaps something of utmost importance, friendship can sometimes be the cure of all things unholy, and to a frail state such as she, it can mean safety. It means there's a chance out of this, that she doesn't - will not, have to go back. It has been a long while since she has felt someone on her side, and it'd just be the melted butter to her toast, to have something like this in her life again.
ℱ𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎
While most of her family is built in Norway - there is but one she knows of, Gina. Up until recently, neither of them thought either existed in this world still. At least, in Sescily's mind*. This will be a conversation to be had with myself and the player of, Gina. However, anyone not related is welcome to build an unbreaking bond should they so wish. (1/?)
𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓈𝑒𝓈
but I'm not asleep..≿━━━━━━━༺❀༻━━━━━━━≾𝒮𝓉𝑜𝒸𝓀𝒽𝑜𝓁𝓂 𝒮𝓎𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑜𝓂𝑒
Stockholm syndrome is a coping mechanism for a captive or abusive situation. People develop positive feelings toward their captors or abusers over time.
Currently healing from the abusive situation!
ℳ𝒾𝓁𝒹 𝒟𝑒𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃
The last few years have been rough to say the least, and her prolonged coping has caused her to believe a lot she was told, to be true. Sescily wholly believes that her entire family is dead because of her; Gina, being the only one to pull her from the fog upon recalled memory.
Has been known to forget she's safe and dissociates𝒩𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓂𝒶𝓇𝑒𝓈
Flashbacks of her previous relationship; the constant state of fear in which she believes he's coming for or has found her. Her dreams feel real and there to cause negative outcomes for her.
Only two people know about her nightmares.
ℳ𝒾𝓁𝒹 𝒫𝒶𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑜𝒾𝒶
Constant feeling of persecution. She feels that around every corner, her husband is lurking and waiting for the perfect time to strike; also includes, anxiety-prone panic attacks.
When around those who have no idea, she makes matters worse by hiding it; has been known to black out because of it.