Lena Hawthorne

Name: Lena Harcove

First Name Meaning: Light

Second Name Meaning: Nothing

Age: 19

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Straight

Pronouns: She/her

Aesthetic: Grunge

Quotes by her:  

“Physically, yes, I could fight a bird. But emotionally? Imagine the toll.”

“I’ve come to a point in my life where I need a stronger word than fuck”

“You wanna see how hardcore I am?” *punches wall*….”Take me to the hospital.”

“I’m going to defeat you with the power of friendship! ... And this knife I found.”

“ I’d like to offer you moral support, but I have questionable morals”

“Well, well, well... if it isn’t my old friend: the dawning realization that I fucked up bad.”

(I used a generator for these, idk if they are from a movie or nothin’)

Her favorite song: “Bloom” by The Paper Kites and “Bullet” by Hollywood Undead

Hobbies: Playing electric guitar, drawing, collecting bird skulls, baking

Background: 

         Lena's heart ached as she stood in the dimly lit living room, her father Christopher and stepmother Lilian sitting sternly on the worn-out couch across from her. The weight of their disapproval hung heavily in the air, suffocating her. It had been a week since that fateful night, the night she never thought she'd be disowned for.

         The memories of the accident that had claimed her mother Rachel and little sister Catherine were still fresh wounds in her heart. They were torn from her life in an instant, leaving Lena feeling shattered and incomplete. The only consolation was her three-year-old brother, Daniel, who had miraculously survived the crash but was diagnosed with autism shortly after.

          Lena had taken on the role of caregiver and protector for her brother, pouring all her love and energy into making his world as safe and comforting as possible. But it seemed that her father and stepmother had other plans. They blamed Lena for the accident, despite it being a tragic twist of fate, an unpredictable twist that no one could have foreseen.

          "Enough is enough, Lena," Christopher's voice was cold and unforgiving. "We can't keep pretending that you're not to blame for what happened to Rachel and Catherine."

         Lilian chimed in, her voice laced with anger, "And you've neglected your brother, Lena. We've had to step in to provide him with the care he deserves."

          Tears welled up in Lena's eyes as she struggled to find the words to defend herself. She had given up her dreams, her aspirations, all for the sake of Daniel, but it seemed that it was never enough for them.

           "But I love Daniel," Lena's voice quivered with desperation. "I've been doing my best to take care of him."

          Christopher's expression remained unmoved, "It's too late, Lena. We've decided that you need to leave. You're no longer welcome here."

         Lena's world crumbled around her as she realized the severity of their decision. She would be forced to leave her beloved brother, the only family she had left, and face an uncertain future alone.

         Tears streamed down her cheeks as she whispered a final plea, "Please, just let me say goodbye to Daniel."

           But her father and stepmother's hearts had turned to stone, their decision final. In that somber room, Lena felt utterly abandoned and disowned, her heartache unbearable as she leaves. She starts doing odd jobs, dropping out of school to pay for an apartment. Lena becomes a shell of who she once was, turning to smoking to take off the edge. A nasty habit, but she cannot seem to break it now.

Personality: Lena is standoffish at first, quiet and reserved unless her intrusive thoughts get the best of her. She doesn’t make friends easily after the incident, but still is quick to trust others because she craves kindness. She acts like she prefers to be alone, but in reality, she is just scared.

Likes: Halloween, nature, music, art, clothes, cats, food 

Dislikes: Her parents, most people, planes, the ocean, Twilight, the color orange (unless it’s October)

Bad Habits: She is a smoker and will turn the shower onto the hottest setting (those who know, know)

Relationships: (Rachel) Mother•dead, 

(Christopher) Father•alive

(Lilian) Step mother•alive

(Daniel) Brother•alive 



Other stuff:

ADHD, Dyslexia, Suffers from Panic Attacks_________

Disorder Explanations: 

ADHD(Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder): ADHD is one of the most common neurodevelopmental disorders of childhood. It is usually first diagnosed in childhood and often lasts into adulthood. Children with ADHD may have trouble paying attention, controlling impulsive behaviors (may act without thinking about what the result will be), or be overly active.

Dyslexia: Dyslexia is a learning disorder that involves difficulty reading due to problems identifying speech sounds and learning how they relate to letters and words (decoding). Also called a reading disability, dyslexia is a result of individual differences in areas of the brain that process language.



Panic Attacks- Sudden episode of intense fear or anxiety and physical symptoms, based on a perceived threat rather than imminent danger. Warning signs of panic attacks are 



Sense of impending doom or danger.
Fear of loss of control or death.
Rapid, pounding heart rate.
Sweating.
Trembling or shaking.
Shortness of breath or tightness in your throat.
Chills.
Hot flashes.