OLD - Jaguar
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(¯`•. Name .•´¯)Audra Lebeau, while a working legal alias, is not the name he was given at birth. While his legal name is symbolic, it is also a necessity. Shaia Ailbhe Kavanaugh is the name his parents gave to him, and has been forever laid to rest. Audra is a name picked up on one of his many assignments. Lebeau is his lover's family name. For all intents and purposes, Shaia Kavanaugh is dead; there is a paper trail to confirm as much.
(¯`•. Standing .•´¯)He grew up in a household of modest means. Audra’s upbringing was a simple, peaceful one that left him with a proper understanding of hard work. It paid off. If asked, Audra will lay claim to belonging to the “upper” middle class. In terms of money and where that leaves him… Someone would have to know how much he is worth, which is something he will not share. Audra is not a man that favors the spotlight. He keeps to the background as much as he can, even if those he associates himself with make that task difficult at times. There will never be a day when he would embrace the idea of being able to move freely through the higher classes. He has no taste for it and no inclination toward climbing the social ladder more than he already has.
(¯`•. Species .•´¯)Jaguar. Both parents are purebred and, thus, so is Audra. He is leucistic, which results in a white coat and grey rosettes but no variations in pattern.
(¯`•. Physique .•´¯)Standing at only 5’5,’’ he is somewhat lacking in stature for a man. Thin and bordering on feminine, many have been known to overlook the well-defined musculature throughout his form. He is much stronger and capable than he looks.
(¯`•. Features .•´¯)Audra’s face is round and his eyes are a little larger than the average. His facial structure is symmetrical enough that he is easy on the eyes, and with looks teetering between boyish and feminine, he is an easy candidate for an androgynous poster child. Audra's hair is blond and well-kept, grown out and worn in various styles to suit his attire and activities.(¯`•. Attire .•´¯)The style of clothing Audra will wear varies from one day to the next. He plays on his androgyny, wearing anything from a suit to a dress to something blatantly unisex. He dresses to either flatter his form or goes for something more practical for the day’s activities. If one was to set foot into his closet, there are any number of things that could be found there.
(¯`•. Adornments .•´¯)What the jaguar decorates himself with is not wholly dependent on what he is wearing. His accessories range from jewelry to small headpieces to gloves to weaponry. He is almost always armed, even if that does not seem to be possible. He tends to fancy all types of jewelry and decorative chains above all else.
(¯`•. Occupation .•´¯)It can appear that Audra will try his hand at anything from playing bartender to fighting in the arena. More often than not, he is playing ‘guard dog’ to Donatien. In actuality, Audra functions as both an informant/information gatherer and killer—for hire under the nickname of Drey. Audra prefers to work alone but has been known to work with a partner or two when necessary.
(¯`•. Preferences .•´¯)Audra appreciates both the female and male forms. He is as whimsical in this area as he is about how best to wear his hair on any given day. While he prefers to have control over his partners, the jaguar is also extremely masochistic. Whether his partner is male or female makes little difference when it comes to having what he wants; either sex can be as easily subjected to a little rough play as a gentler, almost caring session. 3 on the Kinsey Scale.
(¯`•. Status .•´¯)When working, Audra is as much of a taken man or bachelor as he needs to be. At home his list of partners is shortened to one. He is a thirty-six year old bachelor on paper but his heart—what there is of it—has been claimed for more than twenty years. He is emotionally dedicated to Donatien, and that will never change.
(¯`•. Family .•´¯)Mr. and Mrs. Kavanaugh are alive and well, so is Audra’s older sister—still without children but happily married. They believe Audra dead or missing; he keeps tabs on them when it suits him to do so. He claims all members of the Lebeau household as family. He is the father of a set of twins—now named Basile Ailbhe Lebeau and Mayati Shaia Lebeau. The twins are in the care of Donatien and Emeraude at Donatien’s insistence. As of yet, the jaguar has no interest in acting as parent or otherwise being involved with his children.
(¯`•. Residence .•´¯)There has never been a need in his adult life for Audra to have a place of his own. When working, he stays where he must. Otherwise, he can be found wherever his makeshift family has taken root. Currently he can be found most often in one of three places: Lebeau Manor, Domus Veritas, or The Golden Tether.
(¯`•. Lifestyle .•´¯)Audra is a very private person. He does not like to share his thoughts or whatever feelings he has very often. Spare the enormity and variety of his closets/wardrobe and weapons’ chests, his more private spaces are very impersonal. What he wears and how he looks gives little insight to his character. He keeps anything regarding his work between himself and his colleagues. In private he allows most of his lovers only a glimpse of how he enjoys living his life. When and where he can, Audra adheres to parts of the BDSM lifestyle. Finding his niche there has taken some time. By choice, he will submit—to Donatien always and very rarely to others—but this conflicts with the parts of him that are constantly attesting to his being an alpha male. The one constant is his position as a masochist. Despite popular opinion, submission and masochism do not go hand-in-hand.(¯`•. Mindset .•´¯)Audra might try to present himself as a simple creature but that is hardly true. It has taken nearly his entire life to learn how best to read people. Emotions are something that only selectively weigh him down. While he might enjoy the company of certain individuals, being without another presence causes him little upset. He does not form attachments easily. Audra's only lasting connections have been with three people: Donatien, Emeraude, and Tate. The latter two of which he will function fine without. Donatien seems, at present, to be the only constant he requires. The level of detachment Audra suffers has changed little over the years. He holds no paternal affection for his children and has only a mild sense of caring for his closest friends. This has made it easy for him to abandon his former life in pursuit of something more without an ounce of regret. The two things that seem to give him the most pleasure are pain and killing.
(¯`•. Behavior .•´¯)Through careful observation, Audra has learned to mimic emotion. Doing so makes it easy to mold himself into certain roles or avoid unnecessary discord. He can smile to seem friendly and place a hand on a shoulder in a show of comfort. How sincere any of his actions are is known with certainty by no one but Audra himself. It is a wonder to those who know him well enough to see through the façade if he even feels things such as compassion. In private, he barely utters a word but, in public, says even less. He leaves most with the impression he is mute. -
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