Guest Book/Journal
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Journal
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In a drunken stupor May 28th 2014, 1:14 am
[It seems during her drunken stupor Grey attempted to make a journal entry. The writing was sloppy and too hard to make out, but hey, give her credit! She still tried!]
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What are you doing in my room!?! May 25th 2014, 8:19 pm
My Dearest Diary,
There has been something in my heart since gazing into the brilliant golden eyes of the demon. It has festered for some time now, unbeknownst to me. A yearning, I can feel it deep inside. She's so terrifying, a single look sends shivers down my spine, but there's something about her that plagues my thoughts.
What is this feeling? I'm terrified but I can't look away, I can't think, I can't breath. I wonder what it would feel to have her hands on me, to be powerless in her grasp. Its exhilarating.
Oh deary me, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself...
[At the end of the entry are a few splatters of ink, caused when Grey entered her room to find Shylah. It ended with a very confused embarrassed Grey and Shylah laughing her ass off.] -
Lies to a trusting man May 25th 2014, 5:00 am
Dearest Diary,
I write this morning from the comfort of my own bed, something I am most undeserving of.
I have done something most unforgivable!
Early this morning/late last night I had decided to leave the Manor of my own choosing, and did not inform my Master, or any of the higher ranking individuals.
I even made it a point to sneak out the back gate while Mister Dezvane was not looking.
It gets even worse than that though!
After I had left I shape shifted to look as human as I possibly could, my ears were a little pointed, and I didn't have my tail, I also removed my claws and fur.
It was the most shape shifting I have done since living with the Mistress who owned me in India!
I was a little rusty, and must have come off very odd looking to some because when I entered the city I was getting many, many stares.
I was very thankful for all the hard work I have been putting in around the bar these last few days, I was able to save some of my tips and use the money to purchase a pair of sandals to aid in my human facade.
Something even now I regret, they were so uncomfortable, they almost bordered on painful!
How do humans do it? These things were tight, and made it terribly hard to remain in touch with nature, I couldn't even feel the beat of nature's heart while walking!
No wonder so many beings want to tear down trees and kill my beloved nature!
If they can't feel the ground or how greatly nature speaks to them, they wouldn't know any better!
But I digress, back to why I'm a terrible, terrible slave...
I had made my way into the city, purchased some sandals, and had just enough money to buy a book from the 'occult' place.
After I had made my selection I had begun leaving and wasn't paying attention to the world around me as I should have been.
My Master was sitting at the cafe across the street, and approached me!
He was speaking French so beautifully, but I was so concerned with keeping my appearance I wasn't able to enjoy it nearly as much as I would have liked!
He treated me as though I was a stranger, so instead of telling him the truth and taking the punishment I should have received, I lied!
I made up a name (Rose Tyler, thanks to a near by flower shop), and even posed as a human!
I'm so terrible, it makes me sick when I think back on how I acted!
I should have just told him who I was, but no, I had to lie and make excuses for why I was out and where I was going!
He took me to a restaurant, ordered me a drink, blood for himself, and I just felt all the worse, he purchased me something I couldn't drink, and I had to feign drinking it..
He paid money for something to go to waste, and on top of it he was forced to drink from an unknown source of blood I didn't bring him!
After everything, he then asked to escort me home, I did the only thing I could think at the time and told him I was staying at the manor!
How could I be so stupid!?!
He escorted me all the way home and allowed me to enter first, with the few seconds I had, I scribbled a note saying I was feeling ill in hopes he wouldn't be too worried or angered when I wasn't at the door to greet him as I should have been.
He escorted me to the hall, and had me choose a room, I chose the first one and figured I could sneak out after he had gone to bed, and claim the woman had left for home or something of the sort.
I was so very, very, wrong...
Before he left for bed Master kissed me and called me by name!
He even said he loves me!
I feel so terrible! I spent an evening telling lies to him and faking human etiquette just to find he knew it was me all along!
I shouldn't be allowed in the house.. I should be punished in some way.. and he did nothing!
I am so confused as to what I am to do!
Master didn't seem irritated with me in the slightest, and even added he loves me ti his good night kiss.
I will have to scrub the Manor, and get him a gift of some sort when possible to apologize with.
Even if he won't be punishing me, I will still need to do something special to show how sorry I am for trying to deceive him.
Hopefully he will accept my apologies and gift this evening.
Thank you as always my wonderful Diary,
Grey -
Master's Recovery! May 24th 2014, 2:19 am
Dearest Diary,
I write to you today with wonderful news!
Mister Indigo has been kind enough to remove the terrible seals put on my Master by the terrible Mister Lucius!
It didn't take terribly long, and Master says he is feeling much better!
I am still worried he may need tending to and will not admit it, but if he has strength enough to move as well as he had, then I have high hopes!
I will be on my guard watching him until I am sure he is back at full strength.
Not to get off topic, but he rested in my lap!
It makes me feel so wonderful that my Master was willing to use me for his own comfort, I got to stroke his hair, and even offered him some of my blood to help him feel better!
Master seemed more than happy to drink from me, but I guess it wasn't enough.
He still stumbled a little going to bed, so I happily helped him by giving him something to lean against and carried his blood IV's.
I made sure he was comfortable in bed and hooked him up to all the bags, glad I learned some of the newer medicine tricks from the kind doctor I met a few years ago!
After I was sure Master was situated I left his room quietly and here I am now, sitting in the hallway writing to you my dearest Diary!
Thank you for listening to my thoughts, as you always do.
Grey -
Confessions!?! May 22nd 2014, 12:00 pm
Dear Diary,
As always I am writing my thoughts in you, and appreciate that you exist.
Last evening I finally said it...
Master had told me he was leaving us forever, and was going to sign me over to Miss Jayce!
We spoke for what felt like an eternity, I did something I was not supposed to do as a slave.
Not only did I argue and disagree with him.. but I confessed my deep love to him.
[a few small wet spots seem to be on the page over the word 'love', as if she had been crying while writing]
He didn't accept my love at first.. he even caused my heart to turn black and cold..
Much like Mother's after Father passed away, the watch became nearly too cold to touch, and so black I became scared I may end up the same as Mother.
When I told Master what it meant he injured himself!
He hit his head against a wall so hard it split the back of his head open and nearly crumbled the wall in the hallway!
I hurried to help him and had to force my blood into his mouth to keep him alive, I'm so scared he may not be able to get himself out of bed anytime soon!
After I tried to care for him, and gave him some blood.. he accepted my love!
He even asked me to sleep in bed with him, and I was more than joyful to accept the offer!
I sincerely hope he will stay with us forever, I worry so greatly for my dearest Master.
Thank you Diary, I value your kindness in taking down my thoughts
Grey -
Another rough day! May 20th 2014, 12:45 am
Dearest Diary,
I come to you once again to allow my thoughts to leave my mind.
I'm still a little tired from the events of today, but I was able to do a good job!
Miss Shylah had asked me to research removing the seal that held the demon inside, so I worked hard and found a way to help!
It required I lose lots of blood.. a couple fingers, and to let the seal burn into my tummy..
But she's all better now!
As I write this all I can do is worry about her and Miss Odette.
Master has informed me that Miss Odette is with child and that he and she will be wed soon.
I don't know why, but my heart feels heavy and pained.
My Master should be happy, yet the thought of him with this woman makes me feel...Oddly..
Is this what they call jealousy?
I can't allow my own feelings to get in the way of his happiness, but I worry I have reacted badly in his presence.
He has disappeared from the manor and I worry he may not return for some time.
I wish to apologize for my actions as soon as possible, I dearly hope all will be well with him and his desired mate.
Thank you for listening to my thoughts as you always do,
Grey
[drawn at the bottom of the page is a symbol of the newly acquired Seal that rests on top of her naval]
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The rune is gone! May 15th 2014, 2:15 am
Dear Diary,
My rune has disappeared!
I awoke this evening to find the purple rune that took so much effort to cover has gone away!
I don't know how, or why, but when I awoke this morning it had disappeared!
I turned around a dozen times and even removed all my glamour from my entire body just to be sure, I could see my scar, and all the spots still healing and growing fur from the injuries of the week, but the rune was gone! I still can't believe it!
I will have to ask my Master if he knows what has happened, but until then I will be showing off the blank area to everyone I know!
The Spirits of the garden are first on my list after leaving the bar, I have already told Master, Miss Shylah, Miss Jayce, and Mister Indigo.
Though they may not have understood me in all of my excitement, it seems I had forgotten myself this evening and had been speaking in French, but I'm sure later tomorrow when I am able to calm myself properly they will be just as happy as I am!
Always a wonderful time giving my thoughts to you dearest diary,
Grey
< Me super happy today!
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