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    Ameline Pines (played anonymously) || January 17 2018, 4:20pm

    "

    
    I know you might not understand it.
    I promise I'm not partial. I love them both...
    
    Leda handles things with logic, like you do. But Junior...is more me than I would ever wish on him. I know we both agreed never to tell him what I done. But baby I had to. the foresight doesn't lie. If he knew, he'd think I ruined his life. But I saved it. Please trust me. I know I've been distant, it's just getting over seeing my boy like this. Because of something I did. Something I had to do. For reasons I can only tell and not show. No matter how fast they grow up? Being a parent fuckin' hurts more than the childbirth. I hope you don't hate me.

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    Ameline Pines (played anonymously) || May 20 2016, 11:26pm

    "

    A rather abrupt and brief text sent as always before she goes to bed, while he's still working.
    Tired, house is clean, goodnight..
    
    Out of character, because usually her texts are teeming with details about her day and affections, or desire for food.
    

    Upon coming home, everything is in fact clean. The apartment filled with the smell of paint and the very loud hum of industrial fans to clear it out of the spare bedroom where Ameline used to keep all of her cirque toys and costume wardrobe. Closer inspection reveals that everything selfish has been purged from the room. Someone has meticulously painted the walls in a way that seems like it must have taken hours of precision. Finally, all of that boxed baby stuff is put together and arranged in a way that looks like a human will be inhabiting this room. It looks like someone got over her fear that this wasn't real. After months and months of refusing to open any of the things they'd bought, of saying "We'll see." The walls decorated with constellations and far off planets, but most of all, old photos and keepsakes one would think long gone are hung in neat little purple shadow boxes titled Mommy & Daddy There she is, sleeping sprawled out in the darkness of the nursery where the depth of navy blue curtains hide the sun. The only light being the projected stars glittering across her paint spattered skin and the cieling. Sure she looks tired, and half her face is flecked with purple, but there is a smile stretched across her face..

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    Ameline Pines (played anonymously) || April 14 2016, 7:14pm

    "

    Yeah?
    

    Yeah. Mr. and Mrs. Shan Pines...and their boy..
    World's finally the way it's meant to be.
    We did it.

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    Ameline Pines (played anonymously) || March 29 2016, 12:38am

    "

    Letters in your shoes
    

    Today, I felt your vermin spawn move in there.
    I know what it is early, but...I think I want to surprise you and paint the room in my apartment.
    There are so many things that I am afraid of when it comes to this. I mean, what if the baby gets all of my shitty genes, and comes out looking like Tiny, from house of 1000 corpses? What if it gets your genes..and it..
    No, That won't happen. Right? It couldn't travel how old were...when you first?
    I have a limited range of emotion now, thanks to hormones. Fat, (it's an emotion) Sad, Happy-sad, food happy, and squealing because tiny shoes are cute, or crying because tiny shoes are cute. This is weird. But all in all...I like it. Feeling it move is..I can't wait until you can feel it.
    I hate that we both work so much... It will be worth it.
    By now, Rena has let me in and fed me, and I'm sleeping off my cake coma in your bed. Don't wake me, I will eat you.

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    Ameline Pines (played anonymously) || March 16 2016, 11:52pm

    "

    
    A series of post its on the bathroom mirror.
    It's hard to like you right now.
    When I'm constantly between starving and nauseous.
    
    But it's so easy to love you, when I can't keep my hands off my stomach.
    When I lay on your side of the bed until I have to go to to work because it's warm and smells like you.
    
    So, even if I am a human incubator...
    I am so in love with our future.
    

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