Ethan Wood

"Hello Ethan.
When i first saw you, i felt an attachment. I fell for your charm, your looks and everything about you. You were so dangerous and unpredictable - and i were so young. At that time i wasn't aware of the circumstances - with you not only being high all the time, but also the fact that you were mentally unstable. I was so blinded by the intense love i felt towards you, that i didn't wanna face reality. You were bad for me, but i thought that your age might have made you different than all the other guys i knew.. You weren't different.. You were like any other teenage boy. Yeah, maybe we hadn't know each other for that long, but being so young, makes you fall in love easily. As soon as someone gave you the attention you needed, you were fascinated by them. That's just how a brain under development works. I was only a little kid, and you took advantage of that, knowing that you wouldn't have to deal with the consequence's. I got pregnant - did you know that? Are you even aware of it now? Because i am fully aware of my situation at the moment, and i knew back then, that you wouldn't be able to take care of our child. You wanna know why? Because you're selfish, you're mentally unstable, you're addicted, you're unpredictable, and most of all you're a fucking dick. I didn't tell you that back then, because i was scared.. Scared of your reaction, scared that you were gonna hurt me - not only mentally, but psychically too. You were very violent, and i guess i was afraid that you were either gonna hurt me, or my baby. You weren't deserving of the happiness of a child, or even the love that i could give you. That's why i gave up on you, but i guess you didn't even realize that. You were too busy with everything else, but me. I will always hate you for leaving me with that emptiness, and all of the delusional thoughts. I thought i was the one doing everything wrong, and maybe that was the reason why you didn't love me.. But i wasn't, was i? You were and always will be the problem.. A problem. You hurt me Ethan, and i hope that you know that know. You can't just come into people's lives, and then leave like that.. It's cruel..

- Never yours truly, Destiny."