Crow

Of Fang and Rage

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• Name: Crow Heart Nickname(s): Crow Alias: The Beast Alias Nickname(s): Beasty (Only those who are close to him may call him this... No one is close to him.) Race: Human Apparent Race: Monster... what he is, is a mystery. Many refer to him as a monster or a beast. Age: Around 47 years or so Apparent Age: One honestly could not tell based on his beastly form, but as a human? Early 20s. He's... aged well...? Birthday: February 14 Gender: CIS-Male - He/Him/His - He's honestly not attached to this gender identity, but it's honestly been forced on him. It's something he prefers not to focus on, but some days he just... doesn't feel right as a man. Sexuality: Pansexual // Demiromantic Occupation: Unemployed. Hunts for his food, and luckily has his manor for shelter, pre-beasty. Likeness: Beast form? None. Human form - a young Jensen Ackles Eyes: Bright golden brown amber. He has beautiful eyes, heavy from the years and the pain, but beautiful none-the-less. Hair: Chopped short; It was long while Crow was still

  under his father's thumb, but he absolutely hated it and the fact that it was used to control him, so he chops it short.
  Height: As a human, he's 6'8
  Body Type: Beefy. He has little to do in his manor, and exercise keeps him busy for long enough, so he's a large man with a good amount of muscle.
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  As a human, Crow boasts an erect length of around 8.5 inches. As a beast? Um... too long for any human person to take in a traditional manner, we'll say that much.

  
  Skin: Naturally very pale, and as he rarely leaves his manor, he doesn't tan much (though he can); Freckle monster.
  Marks: Random scars, none of extreme note, but they're there and they're numerous.
  
  

  The Beast: Crow's beast form is... well... a beast. He stands at a terrifying 12 feet tall, has digitigrade feet with seemingly ever-present claws coming forth from them; His hands seem to match though are much more human-esc in build, despite the claws, fur, and hand pads. The fur that covers Crow's body is such a dark brown shade that many consider it black; As rare as it is to see him in the light, he tends to blend it terrifyingly well to the shadows. His muzzle is slightly scarred, placement matching the small scars on his face, and his mouth is full of canine-like teeth; Atop his head sprout two worryingly large horns that curl back behind his head almost like a ram's; One has to wonder how he sleeps with those... Overall, he's a terrifying beast to look at ... more nightmare than physical being. TL;DR it's like a mix of a werewolf and Beast from B&B... kind of...

  Mannerisms: Scratches his jaw lightly when nervous ; Sometimes will sniff the air if he smells something suspicious or something that catches his attention / interest ; Will occasionally scratch behind his ears without thinking about it.
  Likes: Snow, Cold, Animals (preference towards cats / feline animals), Food, Home-cooking, Fall/Winter, Writing and reading, Tea, Learning, Listening to people, period sex
  Dislikes: Being judged, Abuse (seeing or being the attention of...), Wary of other men (even before he became a beast), Coffee
  Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Painting / Sketching
  Mental Illnesses: PTSD (from childhood), Depression
  Personality: Previously a shy young man forced into acting like the upper class gentleman that he was, Crow is used to acting various parts where necessary, and as such, very few people nowadays know who he truly is, if any. Since becoming a beast, he's been left to his lonesome for some 20-odd years, aside from the occasional 'aaaa a monster!' type interactions... which do nothing for his mood or desire to socialize. He's closed off his heart to anyone outside of his manor, which just so happens to be everyone who isn't him. He's had twenty-plus years on his own and as such, he's rusty at socialization at best, and has an odd sense of justice and write and wrong; It's not necessarily that his moral views are flipped, but he certainly has the proclivity to take justice into his own hands when it comes to entities outside of his own manner... He feels as though, since he's a beast, why not act like one, in a manner of speaking. That being said, while he has a harsh exterior, his heart, as closed off as it is, is golden; He's simply a bit too terrified to try and put it to use anymore....

• History

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  • Born into an upper class family, technically wanted for nothing.
  • Except, y'know, a family who actually cared about him. His mother outright handed Crow over to his father; She essentially traded Crow for herself and her daughter; Crow's father could do whatever he wanted to the boy, and Crow's mother and sister would be safe from his abuses.
  • Crow was abused in multiple ways: mentally, physically, sexually... The boy had a hard childhood in the privacy that closed doors allowed, even if to the outside world, all seemed perfect.
  • This being said, Crow has to hide his father's abuses and, as such, became a wonderful actor by necessity. If he let on what was happening to him, his father beat him three fold, and Crow was not about to let this happen. He hid his abuses and pain out of necessity.
  • That being said, he also hid who he truly was. Being of the class Crow was, he was expected to act a very specific way to various classes of people, and while behind closed doors he was a kind young man with a gentle heart, in the public eye he was a ruthless upper class 'gentleman' who treated those beneath him as if they were lesser. At some point, due to his being so secluded as the beast he is, this melded somewhat into his actual personality as he's lost who he is.
  • This acting eventually became his downfall however, as he belittled one seen to be beneath him in stature and ended up cursed by a sorceress. Truly she had been aiming for his father, but Crow happened to be in the right place at the wrong time...
  • Due to this curse, Crow was turned into the beast he is today; His manor itself is cursed, said to be haunted by those who know of it, a never-ending winter having overcome the manor (not that Crow is particularly complaining about it... that might be the only good part of the curse.)
  • Unfortunately, as Crow was cursed, his family, servants, and whatever rare friends he had all left him for their own safety. The few who stayed quickly perished, and now Crow has no one save himself, his books, and his paintings. Considering how many years it has been, he is unsure if his family still lives, or if they have perished due to the curse, as he knows not its reach... He honestly does not know, nor does he particularly care; A small part of him is curious about his sister, if she lives, but as for his parents, he hopes that the curse somehow reached them as well... He's become a bit vindictive in his loneliness.