Forums » Smalltalk » Returning again, I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry to all my partners for the delay when I said I'd be back in September.

I was very sick for awhile.
I had sunk so deeply into depression it was ridiculous.
I had suicidal thoughts, and went through therapy, and have learned to get mostly social anxiety and get outside, even go on a bus and more.

I have been going to the gym, and I moved apartments...
My panic attacks have been very bad, and I'm getting trauma counselling now to work with my fears.

I am on new medication for my anxiety, and I am trying to change the way I eat and lose weight.
I feel too sick too often and need to fix things.

I also keep having problems with my heart rate, which scares me at the gym as it's way too high, but I know I have to work through this slowly. I have to get past this or I will die early.
I am slowly coming back to all my sites, and even changing my username.

Anyways, enough of the drama. I'm back, and setting up email alerts again so I won't miss the action anymore.

I deeply apologize to any partners left waiting, and understand if you don't want to rp anymore.
Thank you for your time.

Welcome back! This sounds like a serious trial. I know you will get through it. You are approaching it with the right attitude. One baby step at a time!

Thank you again Kim! Ha ha, I'm surprised you remember me after all the ups and downs and disappearances.
Thank you for the encouragement as well, I'm starting to feel a lot better slowly.

Don't worry, you'll be fine, take your time to go through this stuff.

And may the PURPLE POTATOS be with you

Of course I remember you!