So, in about 22 days I'm getting my gastric bypass. Yes, it's really happening. For the past year, I have worked my behind off and lost 36 pounds. Not only physical but also mentally I changed. I'm so nervous because in my whole life I have never actually accomplished anything. And now I'm really going to accomplish the one thing I never could imagine happening, the one thing I always dreamed about. To be skinnier, to be healthy and fit in. And the funny thing is, it's not even about fitting in, not anymore. I have amazing friends who accept me for who I am and I'm so greatful. This makes me want to change even more. Weird I know..
Why did I put this in smalltalk? Because first of all, I wanna share this journey with you all. RPR has helped me so much. From being a creative outlet to helping me find the amazing friends I have now. And they truly are amazing. Thats the second thing I wanted to talk about. I wanna thank them for supporting me, helping me and finally really seeing me when I thought I was invisible. I especially wanna thank Lyingsmile and Dontbetrippin because they have been the best friends anyone could ask for. Yeah, even though they live miles and miles away, they are better friends than my IRL friends. But not only them.. All of the other skype friends I made through RPR are amazing aswell. And I wanna say thank you, share with everyone how amazing they are because they deserve every praise they get.
The third thing I wanted to talk about was the journey. I'm making a blog right now where I'll be posting about all kinds of stuff, including the struggles through this process. I'll be making an ask collumn so anyone who wants advice can come and ask me. But not only that, I'll be talking about important stuff, like racism, body image and much more. I'm not doing this for succes. It's an outlet so that I can share all of the annoying, chaotic opinions I have. Now if there is anyone who would like to help me with that? I still have to make a banner and change the outlining of my blog. Since I'm not good with stuff like that, I could really use some help. I'll have to stay in bed for about 3 weeks after the operation and I wanna use that time to post my articles and Rp more. Since, staying in bed will be the only thing I can do, I wanna have something to work on.
Thanks RPR for everything! And I'll be even more thankfull when I'm rping while having to stay in bed all freaking day.. :p
Wish me luck and if you have any questions? Don't hesitate and ask them!
Why did I put this in smalltalk? Because first of all, I wanna share this journey with you all. RPR has helped me so much. From being a creative outlet to helping me find the amazing friends I have now. And they truly are amazing. Thats the second thing I wanted to talk about. I wanna thank them for supporting me, helping me and finally really seeing me when I thought I was invisible. I especially wanna thank Lyingsmile and Dontbetrippin because they have been the best friends anyone could ask for. Yeah, even though they live miles and miles away, they are better friends than my IRL friends. But not only them.. All of the other skype friends I made through RPR are amazing aswell. And I wanna say thank you, share with everyone how amazing they are because they deserve every praise they get.
The third thing I wanted to talk about was the journey. I'm making a blog right now where I'll be posting about all kinds of stuff, including the struggles through this process. I'll be making an ask collumn so anyone who wants advice can come and ask me. But not only that, I'll be talking about important stuff, like racism, body image and much more. I'm not doing this for succes. It's an outlet so that I can share all of the annoying, chaotic opinions I have. Now if there is anyone who would like to help me with that? I still have to make a banner and change the outlining of my blog. Since I'm not good with stuff like that, I could really use some help. I'll have to stay in bed for about 3 weeks after the operation and I wanna use that time to post my articles and Rp more. Since, staying in bed will be the only thing I can do, I wanna have something to work on.
Thanks RPR for everything! And I'll be even more thankfull when I'm rping while having to stay in bed all freaking day.. :p
Wish me luck and if you have any questions? Don't hesitate and ask them!
I wish you all the best!!! 
The blog sounds like an amazing idea. I've struggled with my body image and health for most of my life too, it's definitely something I'll read!!
The blog sounds like an amazing idea. I've struggled with my body image and health for most of my life too, it's definitely something I'll read!!
Thanks! I'll keep you up to date then! 
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