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"You don't want to be here and I'm heading out myself? Of course I wan you to tag along." He smiled at her and pushed a strand of hair out of her eyes.

She blushed slightly, blinking at him before turning her head away. "Well I just didn't want to be a burden.." she whispered.

"YOu wont be a burden I promise." He said, his hand resting on her leg. "Are you ok? You seem distracted..."

Xelera glanced at him, "Distracted? Maybe a little." she said, sighing. "I have a lot on my mind I guess." she glanced at him, his hand on her leg was proving to be a distraction all by itself.

"anything you want to talk about?"

She pushed her mouth to the side, leaning her head back. "Everything is so confusing..it's like in a matter of days my life has changed completely. I've changed." she said.

"I know the feeling... I remember when I first started plannar jumping, thing was I couldn't control it. Every day was waking up in a new world and a new body..." He leaned against ehr shoulder, smiling a little. "If I can say anything... You've changed nicely."

She glanced at him, blushing slightly. "That must have been rough." she said, quickly going back to the previous subject. She could feel her heart racing in her chest and only hoped it wasn't as loud as she thought it was.

"Are you sure you don't have anything you want to talk about? You keep acting all blushy." He said, tilting her chin to him and feeling her cheeks.

She blushed more, her mouth gaping open slightly as she tried to find words, but nothing was coming to her. All she could do was stare at his lips, thinking about the kiss she had done in secret.

He seemed a lot closer than before. His hands stayed at ehr cheeks, and they were so loving and caring... so warm...

She swallowed hard, she was broken. She couldn't move, she couldn't talk, and come to think of it, she didn't even think she was still breathing. Her heart was thudding loudly in her chest, and the closer he got the more louder it got as well.

"Xel... talk to me..." He stroked her cheek and smiled a little. "You don't have to be afraid..."

She took in a shaky breath as she finally figured out how to breath again. She was glad he spoke up and startled her, she was about to kiss him again. "I-I'm not afraid.." she said, no afraid was an understatement, she was terrified.

He just smiled, one hand moving up to stroke her hair. Lucia said no more, just stayed clo0se to her. He wanted to know what she was thinking, but he wouldn't pry...

She swallowed again, and took a deep breath, she might as well get it off her chest. "You...you distract me..you terrify me. I've never had any of these feelings before, and now it's all I feel." she said quickly, looking down.

He nodded, one hand falling to her leg.

"Do you want me to stop? I mean... I like you but I dont want to scare you..."

"You don't scare me.." she whispered, looking at him. "What I'm feeling scares me..I've never felt anything strong like this before, it's like it consumes me and makes me act irrational.."

"Well... maybe you should just feed that emotion and get it over with. Maybe you'll understand it better?"

She bit her bottom lip slightly, looking at him. "Feed it? How?" she asked.