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Hey guys, I have a big confession on why I'm never on. Only a select few know of this since they're the only ones I can officially trust with this information. One of them being 'OriginalName' one of my best friends. The truth is, I have severe depression and anxiety, though it may shock a few when I'm almost always "happy" when I talk to them in the Just Talkin' chat. I'm always never happy and I just try and hide it away due to me being scared of the consequences of telling by people. My parents barely know and they try to help but their help doesn't work.. That's why I always disappear for a long period of time so I can try to find help on this. I have been scared to tell any of you and I'm sorry if I repeat any of this it has taken a lot out of me to tell everyone.

You can always talk to me! I have depression myself and schizophrenia aswell, but I am always open to hear you out!
If you want my skype, then pm, I am almost always available!

Wow, Clay I never knew this. I have anxiety. Which you may not know, That's why I always check in and out in skype. It's just Draco and Spirit that make me feel like crap pm me on here if anything Clay. Barley on skype now .

You could have just told me I would have totally understood! I can relate and when ever you can reply to the RP we won't mind. I have depression and slight anxiety so I understand its hard to cope with and most people just don't understand. Nothing anyone says really helps, but you like to make them think it does. You act happy so no one worries (like me) even though you don't even want to leave your house and you try everything to make yourself feel better, but its to no avail. I mean for me writing, singing, dancing, talking it out and such really help even though its hard that's why I love RPR so much I can write and think of the world as a better place or more interesting at the least. You'll be fine we're here for you reply when you can even if its not your turn in the RP because it makes me feel better I feel it will help you!

I didn't know... I'm so sorry... I wish you had told me. I would've tried to help you with it...

Hey, my gf knows what it feels like. She's got the SAME problem. So you aren't alone in this.