I took a bit of a much needed vacation from the whole RP thing. I kept messing up RPs I was involved in and kept getting impatient or lost interest. I felt bad for that and decided it'd be best if I stopped. I haven't been on since early May but now I understand so much more about myself. I now understand the reasons why I messed up RPs in the past and kept getting flaky or losing interest. I let myself get depressed in real life and let myself be lazy, making myself believe I'd be getting in the way of others or some other crap. I lost interest in things because I kept looking for something without knowing what it is. That thing I have been looking for all this time was who I am and what I like. I only figured it out recently. I kept trying to make myself fit some mold, even to a subconscious level, convincing myself who I am is wrong. But, not anymore. Now, I know who I am and I know what I want.
Who I used to say I am is EJ, a gay guy who has a boyfriend, loves pokemon, aspires to animate like Yoh Yoshinari, is a nudist, loves drum and bass, doesn't like Fire-type pokemon, never hates anyone, favors the color green, and that I want to make comics and games. I found these to be wrong to some extent.
Who I really am is me. I am in a same sex relationship, I'm attracted to men and sometimes women but not often, my significant other has two personalities with differing genders, I strongly enjoy certain aspects about pokemon, I enjoy Yoh Yoshinari's work and let it help me understand what animation can accomplish, I prefer not to wear clothes when possible, I enjoy music with strong drums, I do like plenty of Fire-type pokemon, there are people I hate, I enjoy other colors just as much as green, and I want to make comics and games. That last one may seem like it's the same as before, but the difference is that I used to be concerned about what others thought about them or wanted from them, not what I thought about them or wanted from them.
So, from this day forth, I'm returning to RP but not as Doc. I'm returning as myself while using the username of Doc. Hopefully this fresh start will make me a much more favorable RP partner in the near future.
Who I used to say I am is EJ, a gay guy who has a boyfriend, loves pokemon, aspires to animate like Yoh Yoshinari, is a nudist, loves drum and bass, doesn't like Fire-type pokemon, never hates anyone, favors the color green, and that I want to make comics and games. I found these to be wrong to some extent.
Who I really am is me. I am in a same sex relationship, I'm attracted to men and sometimes women but not often, my significant other has two personalities with differing genders, I strongly enjoy certain aspects about pokemon, I enjoy Yoh Yoshinari's work and let it help me understand what animation can accomplish, I prefer not to wear clothes when possible, I enjoy music with strong drums, I do like plenty of Fire-type pokemon, there are people I hate, I enjoy other colors just as much as green, and I want to make comics and games. That last one may seem like it's the same as before, but the difference is that I used to be concerned about what others thought about them or wanted from them, not what I thought about them or wanted from them.
So, from this day forth, I'm returning to RP but not as Doc. I'm returning as myself while using the username of Doc. Hopefully this fresh start will make me a much more favorable RP partner in the near future.
Welcome back, fam! I'd love to hit you up for a Pokemon battle in the future 
Welcome back!
That's the spirit, rather than give up, stand up and fight back
Now grab the keyboard and type away, there's a world of adventure lurking in RPR site
Now grab the keyboard and type away, there's a world of adventure lurking in RPR site
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