Forums » Smalltalk » Lonely and Agitated. Need friends I guess

So, I have found that I get really lonely and agitated at just any and everything for one reason or another, and every time that I do it makes me realize that I don't really have any close friends to talk to or even people that I really talk to on a daily basis. And it makes me mad and I just want to be left alone. But at the same time I want attention and for someone to ask if I'm okay. But.. we're adults so not everyone's king to be there because they have their own things to deal with.

Then thinking about that makes me feel inadequate and like a failure because I screwed up my chance to go to college, such as a university. And even now, I can't get back into school because my grades are terrible because I slacked off.

I'm working two jobs, one of which I despise but need to make sure that I'm or skint broke after I pay all of my bills. Then, on top of that, crappy things happen in my life that seem to come one after another and it's beating me down and I just retreat deeper and deeper into myself because family support is nice but I want someone that will be my side and hold me and say it's okay. But, I get the 'patience' spill and it makes me feel worse because I fear that I will never find someone to be with and love, which in turn lowers my self esteem and just....just slowly kills me inside....

Not to mention all of the happy couples I see almost everywhere. Not just the happy relationships that spawn on rpr but on facebook and in public, etc cetera etc cetera. It just disgusts me but at the same time stabs me with the reality that I'm alone and probably will be for a while until the woman who I'm supposed to be with walks into my life. If she hasn't already and just hasn't said anything about how she feels about me...


Sorry about this rant, guys. I've kept that bottled up for quite a while now. I just had to get that off my chest. Since it's bad to bottle things up.

Pm me if you need to talk

If you wanna talk. I am always here.

You don't know me but I understand how you feel. It really helps to surround yourself in family and to find amazing hobbies. If there's an opportunity take it! You never know who you'll meet. Everyone on this site is family. We need to make people aware that it's alright to feel blue. An old friend told me that "Diamonds are made from the coal that have so much pressure and heat on them." I don't know you but I can tell you're a real Diamond. It just takes time for others to see it too. I want to know you now so here goes a friend request.

If you need to talk you can message mp.
My own is very much in the same case, so maybe we can comfort each others, who knows?

Cheers,

*hugs*
I know that feeling
PM me if you want to talk

*Hugs tight* thank you. And I may just do that now if thats okay with you

We're all here for you. PM if you want to talk.

Tank you!