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Just so tired. I can't think of anything to do more.
I'm already under a vitamins treatement, and I take severals of them.
I cook healthy organic foot, and try to get under the sun, and I do just a bit of sport.

I'm, contantly, tired.
Already been to the doctor, nothing really to do. I'm just very depressed, bored, and alone, so it does a very good job to make me want to just close my eyes and lay in bed.

I just got bumped from a work, they say they won't like to employ me because they are convinced I'm sick (i'm kinda weak, but you don't go bumping people out of work because you think they have a disease, it's not legal) and i'm starting to hate everything, and I have to get into laws pursuits to get my job back. If i can get it back, because it's very difficult to prove it's the reason they bump me out. And they're surely inclined to lie, since they already been that * to me.

Just, so utterly fed up with the * of the world and all. Even school messed up my application and now won't take the blame of it. Waiting for the headmaster to get the case, their shameless bastard working for them. I'm just seriously done.


Is there anything I can take to help my mood?
I've already been to the doctor to get some antidepressants and stuff, but hell... It does not help to be high, just not to feel too down.

I'm tired with this *.

Talk to someone you trust.
Sometimes venting and complaining can ease the depression
It work for me

Or you can go somewhere. Relax. Just don't think about anything for awhile.
Or doing something you like.
Or take a time for yourself, just doing nothing

Hey Raven,
Thanks.

But right at the moment, there is no true person I can trust. Plus the problem it's just doing nothing...
I'll try to get some swimming pool tickets, just to be around some friendky loneliness. (Difficult to be very friendly when you six feet under water literaly, lol.)
Problem is in being very ket down by everything or everyone, pick your share, it's basically no option to have something to do to ease it.

Then, that's why I get around on the net and I'm there for exemple...

Yeah, depression is tricky
Sometimes doing nothing can ease your mind, sometimes it just mess it up more
It's different for everyone

When I'm in a depression state, I used to sleep a lot or doing nothing at all. Because doing even a little thing make me want to break something and talking to people only got me annoyed without reason

Well, I did slept a lot, and doing nothing at all, but it won't be getting rid of it just ease it, I want to work and get back to college cause I feel out of touch, and dealing with the world # and (sorry) # people (let's say wrong-doers.) make me want to nuke them/nuke it.
And I can't afford to talk to a professional since you need a wage for that/ just done.