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Hey.....Just thought I'd open a discussion here in hopes to find someone that can relate.

I'm a super dark writer......And I'm having trouble finding someone that matches my taste and willing to push the envelope.

I keep wondering if I'm actually a messed up person and I should stop to cure myself....

So far no luck...

For a brief list of what I write: (MxM only on the Uke end of the spectrum) Non-con, torture, crime, hostage/ Stockholm Syndrome....to list a few.

I find it very hard to come across talented writers that are willing to go there with me. I guess in all this....I'm now just hoping to find a friend that gets it....so I don't feel so weird and alone....

There are certainly darker writers on the site. Things can move at a slower pace on this site.

I enjoy darker writings but MxF is more my style.

I see plenty that can be attributed as dark in the adult section. A quick scroll just through the past few days can support this. Like JustaBitEvil, I am into the MxF category, and remain there strictly. But to be perfectly honest, I can't even begin to mention how much MxM passes through, and I'm sure that if you just keep at it and adjust your approach every so often, you'll find at least one or two rps that help you pass the time.

At worst, just step away for a bit when it feels like nothing is going how you'd like. No harm in it. Don't feel dismayed and don't pressure yourself to find what you're after any time soon. Take it one request at a time. May not be the best advice, but it works for me.

Honestly I'm a pretty dark writer myself, but I usually keep to myself and try not to disturb others. But if there is another dark writer I'd be glad to participate. Anyways, I'm here if you'd like to discuss something.