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"I don't want a funeral. I've been to them all my life, and they're all the same. Boring reception, dull and bland, crowded with people bawling their eyes out. I don't want that. I'm not sure if I even want anything for when I die."
There was words echoing from Room 14 in Crosshouse Hospital, Ward 4, which was the Oncology ward. The room used to be white, bland and very, very boring, as Ashir had described it. But now, it radiated with colour, as posters lined the walls, and there was genuine, house furniture in the place. The bed sheets were black with white pattern on them, and the rug on the floor matched them. This room belonged to someone who was almost always in the hospital, more often than not.
This room belonged to a young transgender man with Esophageal Cancer.
-
Ashir Rye was admitted to Ward 4 in Crosshouse at the mere age of fifteen. There was panic, there was shock, but the only family that was there was a grandmother who didn't seem fussed. When asked about it, the young boy simply replied with, "My parents are dead, and she hates me."
The doctors had so much pity and sympathy for the boy, but he refused it. "I don't want your sympathy or pity," he would say, "I'm too used to it now, I find it disgusting."
When he came in, he looked like a boy, but when he was admitted to a closer exam, the saw stitches over his chest, and they found out that the boy was actually a girl, but transgender. The word 'girl' only made Ashir feel sick. He hated it, he wanted to be called a 'boy', not a 'girl', or even a 'transgender boy', because he wasn't limited to his gender. He was more than that, he was Ashir Rye.
There was regular medication for the cancer, treatments that only failed, and by the time he'd turned seventeen, he had a predicted death. He wouldn't live past 27, and he was honestly ready for it. He was ready to die, even if he'd barely been able to live as who he really was.
-
Now at the age of nineteen, Ashir was back in the regular room they'd given him and allowed him to decorate since it was his personal room, and he was supposed to get another treatment, another treatment he knew would fail. He didn't have hope that he would survive, but he had hope that his life would be glorious until the end. He'd have a good life for the rest of the eight years he had left to live.
He was currently talking to one of his favourite nurses who went by the name of Amanda. She had grown quote fond of him, and she'd found out almost everything about him. They were basically best friends, as Ashir had no friends outside of the hospital. He never had, and he was sure that he never would. So, Amanda and Ashir would hang out when he was outside of the hospital too, and there was rumours going around that they were dating, but the pair knew they weren't, and they never would. Because not only was Ashir transgender, but he was also gay.
The pair were talking about what Ashir was going to do when he died, if he wanted a funeral or a wake or something like that, and so far, he was refusing, claiming he hated funerals as he'd been to so many throughout his life. Amanda was certain she could change his mind, but so far, she was loosing.
"Look, I think you should have one."
"Why? So in the afterlife I can be reminded of how many people I don't know? The place will be empty."
"It won't be. I'll be there, so will the other doctors. We've grown quite fond of you."
"No, only you have. The others hate me and just went me to hurry up and die so they can get their room back."
"That's not true!! There's Derek, he likes you, and there's Nancy, she likes you, and then there's Mark! He likes you too! There's more people here that like you than people that don't. Remember that."
Her words had silenced the teenager, and he just sat there, sighing away. The silence was interrupted by a doctor poking his head into the room. "Hey guys!"
"Hey, Mark," Ashir said as Amanda waved.
"Viola's here, Ash, you're good to go. We'll see you next week, alright?"
Ashir nodded and turned to Amanda. "We still on for tomorrow?"
"Of course, I wouldn't miss it for the world."
-
Amanda waved as the ginger went off with his older sister, who was seven years older than him, making her 26, able to sign the boy out as they needed a guardian to sign him out instead of just himself, even though he could refuse care and the such. And because his grandmother, who still hated him, was bed bound, his beloved sister had returned from Africa to help him out. She would travel the world to help out her brother.
The pair got along so well, even if they hadn't seen each other since Ashir was 12, as it simply gave them more to talk about, including the fact about how much Ash had changed since she last saw him, because he was still Sarah back then. But times had changed, and Viola was so proud of how much her brother had grown. She was so proud of his transitioning and the such, and his choice of identity, even if his grandmother did hate him for it, the trans and homophobic--
-
That night as Ashir sat in Viola's rented apartment, he stared at his phone, and the new dating app he'd downloaded. He wanted to try it out, but he really, really didn't want to get too involved, mainly because he'd just have to tell them he was dying later. But, he wanted to try it out anyways. It was on his bucket list. So, he made his account.
Name: Ashir, but people call me Ash or Rye, since that's my last name.
Age: Nineteen, I'm legal!! *smiley face*
Gender: I'm a transgender guy.
Sexual Orientation: I'm so gay I can't think straight. (I'm into guys.)
Hair: Fluffy ginger, it's super wild but I like it.
Eyes: Basically a dull green.
Picture: Yeah, sure,
Looking For: Anyone, really. I'm not picky. But, you have to be amazing at cuddles.
Other: I have cancer--
He stopped typing, and erased what he'd put in the other bit. He'd rather just mess around for a bit.
Other: I'm super weird, and I'm really, really into Troye Sivan.
He sighed and collapsed on his bed, sitting his phone next to him as he furrowed his eyebrows. Was this a good idea? Surely it was fine, he wasn't going to get into anything serious, he was able to resist.
But he was NOT expecting him.
>/-<
Hi frens!!
I've made this new character, and I'm pretty proud of him. I think I've thought him out quite well, and I hope he catches someone's interest!
Plot wise, I've only really thought of someone finding him through the dating app, or maybe even someone could meet him in the hospital, and Ashir'd refuse to tell the person why he was there, or maybe they could meet outside of the hospital, and actually in person? If you have ideas, please spill them to me! I'm not great with plots...
I'm looking for:
- A cute/fluffy romance, but it's gonna be sad in some bits too, as he's had a rough past, and of course, he's dying.
- A male character, cause you know, he's gay.
- Your character may have magic, but don't let it dominate the plot, please?
- A modern setting.
- Single/Semi paragraphs only, please. Sorry, I have nothing against one liners, but for this RP, I just want length.
- Please be semi-literate. Proper grammar and punctuation makes me SO HAPPY, you have no idea.
Warnings:
- ASHIR MAY DIE IN THE RP. If you're not really up for that, please move along. It's not determined, he might survive, but there is the possibility that he might die, cancer being unpredictable and all.
- There will be some sensitive subjects mentioned, like anorexia and depression, and maybe even tints of suicide, but none will be acted or typed out, they're just in the background, so there's not many worries there.
- If you've read everything until here, please comment "Cats" as a code word so I know ^^
Thanks for your time and patience, and I hope this sparks an interest!!
There was words echoing from Room 14 in Crosshouse Hospital, Ward 4, which was the Oncology ward. The room used to be white, bland and very, very boring, as Ashir had described it. But now, it radiated with colour, as posters lined the walls, and there was genuine, house furniture in the place. The bed sheets were black with white pattern on them, and the rug on the floor matched them. This room belonged to someone who was almost always in the hospital, more often than not.
This room belonged to a young transgender man with Esophageal Cancer.
-
Ashir Rye was admitted to Ward 4 in Crosshouse at the mere age of fifteen. There was panic, there was shock, but the only family that was there was a grandmother who didn't seem fussed. When asked about it, the young boy simply replied with, "My parents are dead, and she hates me."
The doctors had so much pity and sympathy for the boy, but he refused it. "I don't want your sympathy or pity," he would say, "I'm too used to it now, I find it disgusting."
When he came in, he looked like a boy, but when he was admitted to a closer exam, the saw stitches over his chest, and they found out that the boy was actually a girl, but transgender. The word 'girl' only made Ashir feel sick. He hated it, he wanted to be called a 'boy', not a 'girl', or even a 'transgender boy', because he wasn't limited to his gender. He was more than that, he was Ashir Rye.
There was regular medication for the cancer, treatments that only failed, and by the time he'd turned seventeen, he had a predicted death. He wouldn't live past 27, and he was honestly ready for it. He was ready to die, even if he'd barely been able to live as who he really was.
-
Now at the age of nineteen, Ashir was back in the regular room they'd given him and allowed him to decorate since it was his personal room, and he was supposed to get another treatment, another treatment he knew would fail. He didn't have hope that he would survive, but he had hope that his life would be glorious until the end. He'd have a good life for the rest of the eight years he had left to live.
He was currently talking to one of his favourite nurses who went by the name of Amanda. She had grown quote fond of him, and she'd found out almost everything about him. They were basically best friends, as Ashir had no friends outside of the hospital. He never had, and he was sure that he never would. So, Amanda and Ashir would hang out when he was outside of the hospital too, and there was rumours going around that they were dating, but the pair knew they weren't, and they never would. Because not only was Ashir transgender, but he was also gay.
The pair were talking about what Ashir was going to do when he died, if he wanted a funeral or a wake or something like that, and so far, he was refusing, claiming he hated funerals as he'd been to so many throughout his life. Amanda was certain she could change his mind, but so far, she was loosing.
"Look, I think you should have one."
"Why? So in the afterlife I can be reminded of how many people I don't know? The place will be empty."
"It won't be. I'll be there, so will the other doctors. We've grown quite fond of you."
"No, only you have. The others hate me and just went me to hurry up and die so they can get their room back."
"That's not true!! There's Derek, he likes you, and there's Nancy, she likes you, and then there's Mark! He likes you too! There's more people here that like you than people that don't. Remember that."
Her words had silenced the teenager, and he just sat there, sighing away. The silence was interrupted by a doctor poking his head into the room. "Hey guys!"
"Hey, Mark," Ashir said as Amanda waved.
"Viola's here, Ash, you're good to go. We'll see you next week, alright?"
Ashir nodded and turned to Amanda. "We still on for tomorrow?"
"Of course, I wouldn't miss it for the world."
-
Amanda waved as the ginger went off with his older sister, who was seven years older than him, making her 26, able to sign the boy out as they needed a guardian to sign him out instead of just himself, even though he could refuse care and the such. And because his grandmother, who still hated him, was bed bound, his beloved sister had returned from Africa to help him out. She would travel the world to help out her brother.
The pair got along so well, even if they hadn't seen each other since Ashir was 12, as it simply gave them more to talk about, including the fact about how much Ash had changed since she last saw him, because he was still Sarah back then. But times had changed, and Viola was so proud of how much her brother had grown. She was so proud of his transitioning and the such, and his choice of identity, even if his grandmother did hate him for it, the trans and homophobic--
-
That night as Ashir sat in Viola's rented apartment, he stared at his phone, and the new dating app he'd downloaded. He wanted to try it out, but he really, really didn't want to get too involved, mainly because he'd just have to tell them he was dying later. But, he wanted to try it out anyways. It was on his bucket list. So, he made his account.
Name: Ashir, but people call me Ash or Rye, since that's my last name.
Age: Nineteen, I'm legal!! *smiley face*
Gender: I'm a transgender guy.
Sexual Orientation: I'm so gay I can't think straight. (I'm into guys.)
Hair: Fluffy ginger, it's super wild but I like it.
Eyes: Basically a dull green.
Picture: Yeah, sure,
here.
Looking For: Anyone, really. I'm not picky. But, you have to be amazing at cuddles.
Other: I have cancer--
He stopped typing, and erased what he'd put in the other bit. He'd rather just mess around for a bit.
Other: I'm super weird, and I'm really, really into Troye Sivan.
He sighed and collapsed on his bed, sitting his phone next to him as he furrowed his eyebrows. Was this a good idea? Surely it was fine, he wasn't going to get into anything serious, he was able to resist.
But he was NOT expecting him.
>/-<
Hi frens!!
I've made this new character, and I'm pretty proud of him. I think I've thought him out quite well, and I hope he catches someone's interest!
Plot wise, I've only really thought of someone finding him through the dating app, or maybe even someone could meet him in the hospital, and Ashir'd refuse to tell the person why he was there, or maybe they could meet outside of the hospital, and actually in person? If you have ideas, please spill them to me! I'm not great with plots...
I'm looking for:
- A cute/fluffy romance, but it's gonna be sad in some bits too, as he's had a rough past, and of course, he's dying.
- A male character, cause you know, he's gay.
- Your character may have magic, but don't let it dominate the plot, please?
- A modern setting.
- Single/Semi paragraphs only, please. Sorry, I have nothing against one liners, but for this RP, I just want length.
- Please be semi-literate. Proper grammar and punctuation makes me SO HAPPY, you have no idea.
Warnings:
- ASHIR MAY DIE IN THE RP. If you're not really up for that, please move along. It's not determined, he might survive, but there is the possibility that he might die, cancer being unpredictable and all.
- There will be some sensitive subjects mentioned, like anorexia and depression, and maybe even tints of suicide, but none will be acted or typed out, they're just in the background, so there's not many worries there.
- If you've read everything until here, please comment "Cats" as a code word so I know ^^
Thanks for your time and patience, and I hope this sparks an interest!!
Sign me the heck up you king!
I got this tol gay, expect slow replies as usual.
Gay is literally my li fe.
Cats
The irony, Isa loves cats with his whole being.
I got this tol gay, expect slow replies as usual.
Gay is literally my li fe.
Cats
The irony, Isa loves cats with his whole being.
Cats...I love cats...
...that's a good passcode
I'm super interested in this plot, it melts my heart and that's hard. Anyways, I could use either of these two characters Joshua Tracey, or Spencer Caine.
Joshy:
Joshy is the band manager and backstage repairman for a rock band called Deadline last night. The band was officially named after Grace Ann "Gracie" Murray was late to a major performance and was mistaken for a fan trying to sneak in and see the band, she ended up having to buy a ticket to her own concert.
The band is made entirely of one group of highschool friends who stuck together after graduation.
While Joshua married his highschool sweetheart and they had a child. Joshua figures out his wife isn't the same woman he fell in love with so he files for divorce and fought for custody of their now four year old daughter, Karri Tracey.
Now, Joshua and Karri have been traveling with the band as they hit the big times and are almost constantly on stage. Yet with no big gigs to come for months Joshua starts to settle in and get used to a life not on the move, even attempting dating though he is no longer interested in women thanks to his ex-wife, Rachel.
Spence: (Spencer Caine, on the profile Brothers in Chains) :
Spence grew up in a Gypsy family, living far away from the big cities he and his older brother Damian had a mostly good childhood.
At the age of sixteen Spencer discovered he was gay. It was also around this time when Damian became addicted to drugs, doing just about anything to get his next fix.
Spencer had just gotten his driver's license and his mother asked him to go to the store since Damian was out, so he went to his parents room to get the keys.
Only...when he opened the door he saw a 'fanged man' as he'd describe in his panic on top of his father on the floor. The fanged man was actually a vampire and when it saw Spencer it attacked him.
Damian got back home just before their mother passed away from the attack to find Spencer was still alive but only because he'd been turned. He was a vampire.
After that day when Damian dragged Spencer out of their home fighting and screaming the two brothers have grown their own separate ways.
Spencer is the lead singer of his rock band, Deadline last night which got its name from a funny story about his drummer, true story. He enjoys singing and is very close with his band since they've been friends since highschool. He gets alot of attention from fans during backstage meetings both from men and women but he's looking for something special.
Hey Ducky! It's been a while since we talked...
Let me know if your interested in either of my guys and/or want to Rp with me~
...that's a good passcode
I'm super interested in this plot, it melts my heart and that's hard. Anyways, I could use either of these two characters Joshua Tracey, or Spencer Caine.
Joshy:
Joshy is the band manager and backstage repairman for a rock band called Deadline last night. The band was officially named after Grace Ann "Gracie" Murray was late to a major performance and was mistaken for a fan trying to sneak in and see the band, she ended up having to buy a ticket to her own concert.
The band is made entirely of one group of highschool friends who stuck together after graduation.
While Joshua married his highschool sweetheart and they had a child. Joshua figures out his wife isn't the same woman he fell in love with so he files for divorce and fought for custody of their now four year old daughter, Karri Tracey.
Now, Joshua and Karri have been traveling with the band as they hit the big times and are almost constantly on stage. Yet with no big gigs to come for months Joshua starts to settle in and get used to a life not on the move, even attempting dating though he is no longer interested in women thanks to his ex-wife, Rachel.
Spence: (Spencer Caine, on the profile Brothers in Chains) :
Spence grew up in a Gypsy family, living far away from the big cities he and his older brother Damian had a mostly good childhood.
At the age of sixteen Spencer discovered he was gay. It was also around this time when Damian became addicted to drugs, doing just about anything to get his next fix.
Spencer had just gotten his driver's license and his mother asked him to go to the store since Damian was out, so he went to his parents room to get the keys.
Only...when he opened the door he saw a 'fanged man' as he'd describe in his panic on top of his father on the floor. The fanged man was actually a vampire and when it saw Spencer it attacked him.
Damian got back home just before their mother passed away from the attack to find Spencer was still alive but only because he'd been turned. He was a vampire.
After that day when Damian dragged Spencer out of their home fighting and screaming the two brothers have grown their own separate ways.
Spencer is the lead singer of his rock band, Deadline last night which got its name from a funny story about his drummer, true story. He enjoys singing and is very close with his band since they've been friends since highschool. He gets alot of attention from fans during backstage meetings both from men and women but he's looking for something special.
Hey Ducky! It's been a while since we talked...
Let me know if your interested in either of my guys and/or want to Rp with me~
If i made a male character could i try it out?
Isamu wrote:
Sign me the heck up you king!
i gotchu fam, sending a PM your way now!!
Orrik_Zynn_x2 wrote:
Hey Ducky! It's been a while since we talked...
Let me know if your interested in either of my guys and/or want to Rp with me~
Let me know if your interested in either of my guys and/or want to Rp with me~
yoyo! it's been too long!
i loved both of your chars, but i gotta admit, i'm leaning towards Spencer, idk why.
sending a PM now!
This sounds like an interesting RP i could use Tsubasa for.
Alright cats lol
If youre still looking id love to offer up my character kieran. Hes a young dad.(dad at 18) but hes been single for some time and hes looking to date. He's a pretty upbeatish guy and he tries to be optimistic.
If youre still looking id love to offer up my character kieran. Hes a young dad.(dad at 18) but hes been single for some time and hes looking to date. He's a pretty upbeatish guy and he tries to be optimistic.
Kieran wrote:
Alright cats lol
If youre still looking id love to offer up my character kieran. Hes a young dad.(dad at 18) but hes been single for some time and hes looking to date. He's a pretty upbeatish guy and he tries to be optimistic.
If youre still looking id love to offer up my character kieran. Hes a young dad.(dad at 18) but hes been single for some time and hes looking to date. He's a pretty upbeatish guy and he tries to be optimistic.
Sorry for the delay! Sending a PM now!
ღ This is also a bump for anyone who might still be interested?
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