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(No, she isn't. )
Kuro has had things done to her that would really put any person in a deep depression and make them want to jump off the closest cliff or bridge, but she held on. She had a feeling that Jacob would be worried about all of this. "Also, Suta can't read your mind unless you let him. It is strange, but he won't read anyone's mind unless he has too." She called out to Jacob, making sure that he knew so he could put his worries to rest.

Kuro hated her master with a passion, and she felt nothing but that towards him. She wanted him out of her life for good. She never thought that her master knew how to remove her emotions, she always assumed that he just didn't know how to and just didn't feel that it would be needed to take are of.

Kuro didn't want to forget who she was, that truly was her only fear of removing her memory and having it all come back to her in one moment and having to go through all that pain. She just couldn't. She didn't want to bring back Jacob's memory for two reasons, she worried that either the memory of he truly was to leave him hurt and in pain or that she would end up damaging his mind even more because she had never done it before. She didn't want to end up hurting Jacob when all he wanted was his memory back.

She didn't know why she worried or cared about Jacob at all, mainly because she had just helped him get out of the cold and now was trying to figure out what should happen from this point now on. She had a lot of pressing matters on her mind, but she still worried about him. Why? It wasn't like her to worry about someone she had just met! She had been so kind so far, and usually she was as cold as ice towards new people.

Kuro sighed. "You don't have to leave. It is good to have someone else around close to my age. love Suta, he is like my son to me but taking care of a kid is stressful. You don't need to join me on killing my master, that is my responsibility, not yours. I need to do this on my own." She looked him dead in the eyes with a serious expression. "I don't know what will happen if I do. It could go two ways, it could bring back your memories or it could damage your mind even more and possibly make you insane. Are you willing to have the possibility of you going insane because I couldn't bring back your memories?"

Jacob was ready. He was completely ready to accept the consequences of what she was about to do. He didn't care if he went insane, but if he did, at least he would die with a friend, and not alone. But if the memories depressed him, he didn't care either. It was that, or go insane trying to find out, and he'd rather not go insane that way.

He looked at Kuro and nodded, staring at her. He was glad she was here, helping him. He was glad Kuro didn't want him gone, and he was glad he was alive. He owed everything to her, and he didn't know how to repay her. Moreover, she kept doing things FOR him! She was the kindest person he met, and he wanted to be by her side, and help her somehow. Deep down, he thought that somehow, it would be possible.

"It's better to be smart for one day, then be dumb for your whole life." Jacob said, knowing fully what it meant. If he went insane, it was worth it. "I don't care what I see, as long as I see it. If I'm depressed, so be it. If i go insane, kill me. I can't find any other person I'd want to be with when I go. Just don't leave me,"

And it was true. He only knew her for one day, and already, she was the best thing he had. Well, all that he could remember, that is. Once he got his memory back, it might change, it might not. He hoped it wouldn't, because it would be the worst thing ever. He would never leave unless she told him to, and he never wanted her to leave.

"It's good to meet someone who actually didn't try to kill me," He chuckled. It was partially true now, and later would be ever more so.

Kuro was utterly surprised by what he said. She didn't know what his life was before, but what if it was so bad that he got depressed and he would end up dying from it? She didn't know if she could deal with having just Suta around, he was only a child and she trusted him, but he was naive to how cruel the world really was, but she knew she had to, it was what Jacob wanted. "Would you like me to go ahead and try it? Or would you rather wait?" She was worried about the out come. She knew it could hurt her as well, erasing memories took a lot out of her, but bring someone's memories back could do more damage, but that meant nothing to her.

((Sorry I didn't write a lot. There is a lot on my mind.))

"Like I said, Kuro. Please try." Jacob said, waiting for it. He sat up straight, and stared at her. He was ready for anything. He knew it might hurt her, and he was worried, but he had to do this. For both their sakes. If it hurt her so much, he wouldn't be able to bear it, though. It made him guilty that what he was doing was risky for her. "Lets do this"
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Kuro nodded. "Alright, but the way it is for me is not traditional in the least bit." She looked down at the ground, a blush forming on her pale cheeks. "It is a mouth to mouth kid of thing." She whispered, knowing this was going to be awkward for the both of them. She looked up at him, knowing that no matter how this was going to happen, he wanted to regain his memory at any costs. She gently touched his cheek, trying not to make this any more awkward than it already was. She leaned in and gently kissed him. This was going to be something different for her, usually she would pull the memories out by pulling away so she had to figure out how to do this right. She searched through his mind until she found a door that had chains on it. Now she knew what she had to do, she needed to break the chains and open the door. It was going to take some time though, this wasn't going to be good though. She pulled and tugged on the chains, until they started to creak and moan, meaning that they had to be getting old pretty quickly. She then got an idea on how to break the chains. She did a roundhouse kick, her heel breaking the chains apart. The door then open as the memories flew out like a movie strips. Once it was done, her mind went back into her body and she pulled away from Jacob, out of breath and really weak. "I...think....I... did.....it." She felt faint and weak, she was having a hard time just keeping herself sitting up.

Secretly, he enjoyed every second of it. It made him feel human, and not alone. As soon as the memories rushed back into him, his eyes changed. No longer were they happy, but full of pain, sorrow, loss, and everything else. He saw things he had done, things he never wanted to see again in his life, but saw it again. It flooded him like a horrible dream, a dream that wouldn't leave him, no matter how he tried.

But when he saw Kuro like that, he couldn't stand it. He reached out, and grabbed her, stopping her from falling. But in doing so, she sort of, landed onto Jacob, who was still sitting straight. He hugged her, and sighed, guilty of what he had done to her. Sure, he was glad he had his memories back, but what happened to Kuro? He would never forgive himself for that.

"You did it, Kuro. You did it," Jacob said, breathing in, and still hugging her. "I'm so sorry for what I did. I will never forgive myself."

Even though most of the time her mind wasn't in her body, the moments she was in her mind she did enjoy it but she didn't want to show it. She was thankful when Jacob had caught her before she fell. She saw out of the comer of her eye, Suta walk in, clearly shocked to see her so weak, more so with her body temperature was dropping very quickly. She clung to Jacob as a shiver ran through her body. "Don't b-be sorry. I-I was glad to h-help you. D-don't worry about m-me, I just n-need some rest and t-then I will be fine." She said with a gentle smile before she gave into sleep, closing her mismatched eyes as she fell in to a deep sleep.

Jacob looked, and felt, guilty to a measure that he couldn't understand. He enjoyed being with her, but he knew that she was in trouble. Still holding her, he grabbed a blanket, and put her on the couch, facing the fire. He put the blanket on her, and moved the couch closer to the fire, and prayed she would wake up again. If she didn't... It was over. It would be the straw that broke the camel's back, or more like the Anvil.

Kuro looked peaceful when she slept. It was a peace that he liked, and wanted to keep in any way possible. There was a short, very short, time that he could be like that. But now that his memories were back, that was almost impossible. It was funny. He knew he had a different form, yet he hadn't changed. Perhaps it was because he didn't want to?

Brushing his hair back, he sat on the edge of the couch, near Kuro's feet, and stared into the crackling fire. His back was colder, but he didn't mind. He would make sure that Kuro was okay before he was, and then he could relax. And right now, he wouldn't relax.

"Don't leave... Don't leave... Don't leave me now, Kuro..." Jacob said, silently, like a whisper. He knew Suta was in the room, but he didn't care. He found it odd he only knew her for a couple of days, but with all that was going on, she was his last hope for sanity, and if she went, he would go.

Suta saw that Jacob was worried about Kuro, so was he, but he knew this is what usually happens when she used that ability. "You really don't need to worry. Erasing memories always took a lot out of her, she would sleep for a good twelve hours before she woke up. She will be fine, she is still breathing." He said to Jacob, trying to comfort him.

Kuro slept peacefully, her mind was empty, no dreams, no nightmares. Her chest moved up and down slightly, proving that she was still breathing. This time around, she would probably be asleep for about fourteen hours, give or take.

Jacob nodded in realization, and accepted that she would be asleep for a bit. He thanked Suta for what he said, and stayed there. He was not leaving. Not now, and certainly not ever. He just sat there, smiling a little bit at this chance to stay with Kuro for a little bit, but feeling a little guilty for what he did.

"Thanks, Suta. Makes me feel a little better," He said, still worried about her. He couldn't help it. He would stay there as long as it took for her to wake up, and at that time, he would be grateful that she was alive. He wouldn't move at all.

Time Skip: Next Day

Kuro slowly felt herself grow more awake. She could feel the warmth of the blanket and fire on her. She kicked off the blanket as she began to sit up, rubbing one eye. She looked around, but her eyes have yet to adjust to the bright light. She could see two figures that looked like humans. She reached out to one of them, lightly touching what she thought was their shoulder until her eyes adjusted and saw it was Jacob.

Jacob grabbed her hand, and hugged her, glad that she was awake. He was happy that she was alive, and that nothing bad happened to her. He smiled as he hugged her, and forgot, temporarily, all the troubles he faced, and just remembered her.

"Thanks for coming back, Kuro," He said, smiling.

Kuro was surprised when he hugged her out of the blue like that. She hugged him back, glad to see that she could make him so happy. "Did you really think that would kill me? I'm stronger than I look." She smiled as held on to Jacob.

"Oh, I didn't know. Lets recall the events, shall we?" Jacob said, smiling, and looking at her. It was rather enjoyable, but soon, he would have to face what he did to everyone, and everyone that wanted him dead. But as long as he was enjoying the trip, why not go straight to hell? "First, I ask for my memory, then you kiss me (not saying that I didn't like it. Oh no, it's the opposite.), faint, and wake up fourteen hours later. It seems that you just might scare the hell out of people, but I'm glad you are stronger. Otherwise, I might not be here right now,"

Kuro blushed when he said that he had enjoyed the kiss, she really wasn't expecting that. "I told you it takes a lot of energy to just erase memories, it was going to take some time to get back to normal. Y-you liked the kiss?" She had to ask, it would bug her as long as she was around him. The blush wouldn't disappear from her pale cheeks. Of course, Suta saw it and grinned at the chance to tease Kuro.
"Aw. Does Kuro have a crush?" He said with a teasing tone, making the blush deepen to a darker shade of red.

Jacob laughed when she blushed, and when Suta started teasing her, he laughed even more, then stared at her. She looked nice in the faint firelight, the shadows bouncing off of her face. She looked beautiful, hell, she was beautiful. He loved every moment he spent with her.

"Kuro, I loved every moment of it. I never wanted it to end," Jacob said, smiling.

Kuro didn't know what to say to that. She did enjoy the kiss but she didn't really think he would to. She mumbled something that sounded like "Would you like to do it again?" she kept looking down at the ground as the blush on her cheeks grew even brighter.

Jacob looked down at her, smiling as she asked the question. There wasn't much to say to describe his feelings, except that he was happy beyond belief. He smiled, and chuckled to himself as she asked him if he wanted to do it again.

"Yes. I would love that," Jacob said, staring at her as she blushed.

Kuro looked up at Jacob in surprise, the blush still on her cheeks but it was disappearing slowly. She nodded and leaned in, pressing her lips softly against his. She wrapped her arms around the back of his neck, ignoring what Suta was saying.

Jacob closed his eyes in joy, and wrapped his arms around her, kissing her back. He was surprised, but he loved every second of it, and never wanted it to stop. He ignored Suta, ignored the fire, ignored everything. Except her. Nothing mattered except her, and he wouldn't take his attention off of her.
Don't stop. Oh, Kuro, Don't stop...I love you, He thought, and never let go of that thought.