Mercury in retrograde this Scorpio season is NOT being kind, however not everything is so bad.
I'll start with good news:
I got a new job. Before, I had three jobs, one which was full time and other two I did from home, but I got a good opportunity and left other three because this job is basically working 9 hours 5 days a week. Make it 10 hours if you include traveling to work and the dreadful traffic.
I had some major and extremely dangerous health issues which my family and I recognized right on time. We acted on it, I'm on my road to recovery, I'm not feeling 100%, but I'm around 75% which is great and I promise it'll only get better from there! My physical well-being affected me mentally, which is good all around.
And now the bad news:
Given how hectic my work time is, my roleplaying schedule has shrunk significantly and this includes me feeling very tired and spent. And since I have a group to look after, most of my focus and work is centered around editing and coming up with ideas for the world and everyone's characters, making sure all the members are happy, so writing itself kind of fell lower on my priority list.
Relationship and family issues coming separately. This is where I'm going to blame the Mercury in retrograde, so other than my work draining me, these issues have me mentally and emotionally exhausted. Unfortunately, it isn't one of those situations where you come to a decision and you put effort to it, so things would change. Nobody has done anything wrong, sometimes life comes with a disastrous recipe where no one has done anything yet everyone's paying for consequences, so things just go downhill pretty fast and don't stop until it crashes down. I think those issues are the worst, when it is not up to people, but the outside circumstances, where you're at their mercy. But such is life, can't allow myself to stress about something I have no power to change.
In conclusion, I'll be around, I'll always be around, but I just have a short attention span lately and less energy. I did not ignore anyone, real life simply has been prioritized by myself for logical reasons. A girl can only do so much
Anyway, love ya'll, we'll keep in touch
I'll start with good news:
I got a new job. Before, I had three jobs, one which was full time and other two I did from home, but I got a good opportunity and left other three because this job is basically working 9 hours 5 days a week. Make it 10 hours if you include traveling to work and the dreadful traffic.
I had some major and extremely dangerous health issues which my family and I recognized right on time. We acted on it, I'm on my road to recovery, I'm not feeling 100%, but I'm around 75% which is great and I promise it'll only get better from there! My physical well-being affected me mentally, which is good all around.
And now the bad news:
Given how hectic my work time is, my roleplaying schedule has shrunk significantly and this includes me feeling very tired and spent. And since I have a group to look after, most of my focus and work is centered around editing and coming up with ideas for the world and everyone's characters, making sure all the members are happy, so writing itself kind of fell lower on my priority list.
Relationship and family issues coming separately. This is where I'm going to blame the Mercury in retrograde, so other than my work draining me, these issues have me mentally and emotionally exhausted. Unfortunately, it isn't one of those situations where you come to a decision and you put effort to it, so things would change. Nobody has done anything wrong, sometimes life comes with a disastrous recipe where no one has done anything yet everyone's paying for consequences, so things just go downhill pretty fast and don't stop until it crashes down. I think those issues are the worst, when it is not up to people, but the outside circumstances, where you're at their mercy. But such is life, can't allow myself to stress about something I have no power to change.
In conclusion, I'll be around, I'll always be around, but I just have a short attention span lately and less energy. I did not ignore anyone, real life simply has been prioritized by myself for logical reasons. A girl can only do so much
Anyway, love ya'll, we'll keep in touch
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