*produces the two souls, and one is more aqua than the other, but also slightly cracked*
It... Intook more than expected... And I don't think it was ready for it... But at least it won't break... I'm not that stupid...
It's just going to give me flashes of pain while it adjusts and heals...
*sigh* And I get to tell Mia... Heh... She's gonna kill me for this... But it was something I had to do. Otherwise, the strain would have shattered it. . . Ok? Wow... I was honestly expecting you to get pissed at me...
I swear, you act like you want to be my dad sometimes... Heh.
".............................................................................................." (I have spared you) (
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Just saying... If it does happen... *claps a hand to Del's shoulder* You'd make a great dad... Better than I could be. That's for sure.
Honestly... I don't know what to do anymore... I already lost Alex...
*slumps back and stares at the ceiling* Heh... I guess... I just don't know what to do as a father, you know? Mine... I wasn't around for long. He mostly just watched in the background as I trained...
Heh... Just hang in there, bud. I'll bet you'll get there eventually... Probably sooner than me and Mia... You're a lot more straightforward and level headed than I am... I spent ages beating around the bush, mainly because it's a miracle I was alive long enough to even go to the Underground.
I never thought that the life we have now... Would ever be a possibility...
"Yeah...I never thought that we'd be here either..."
*closes his eyes and puts a hand to his head, as if trying to drown out an internal voice* You know... The thing that I like most about you... You have stared your worst self, all your flaws and faults, everything you never wanted to be, in the face... And you didn't flinch... You know your darkness, and have come to terms with it... Hell, you've probably been through a similar hell to me, and you don't back down...
And yet, I'm still haunted every second, by what I have seen and done. You MOVED ON... And yet I'm torn... Part of me, still in the past...
"......to be honest...I still regret what I have done, very often actually...heh..."
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