Something Lost,
Now is Found
Whether it was supposed to, or not.

Shadows of the Ngorongoro Highlands
Now is Found
Whether it was supposed to, or not.

Shadows of the Ngorongoro Highlands
After all that had transpired in his life, William had left London once more, retreating to the heart of Africa to live out what he had suspected to be the remaining years of his life in quiet solitude. There, amidst the vast landscapes and untamed wilderness of the Dark Continent, he shed the constraints of the English aristocracy. The hustle of English cities and the damp chill of its climate had long since become unbearable, and the endless cycle of globe-trotting was insufferable. Africa, with its endless horizons and wild beauty, became his sanctuary. A place to escape from the ghosts of the past, to become a man who had more in common with the earth beneath his boots than the society he had left behind.
Yet, even in his isolation, there were occasional calls… urgent requests from the Queen, a whisper of duty that could not be ignored. The Empire had need of him, and the weight of history called him back to serve, though the world had no idea where he had truly gone.
And after two years living in the village of Iringa, nestled in the shadow of the Ngorongoro highlands of Tanzania, he was found once again. What few knew, however, was that Africa had claimed William once before. A near-fatal brush with death had taken him far beyond the reach of civilization, leaving only whispers of his fate. But thanks to an old witchdoctor and the whispers of ancient magic, Africa would never lose him again.

The Manuscript
Found by the most unlikely of any businessman in London, Lord James Hawthorne, of Hawthorne & Son Construction Company, had found the box during the last surveys of deteriorated building… a box that held something unlike anything anyone had ever seen. The ancient box that held the manuscript, was unmarked, with no indication of its origin. The only clue was a note… written in English by a scrawling, barely legible hand… that simply read:
"For those who understand the past, may this guide you to the forgotten. But bew…."
And the words faded to nothing else but scribble.
Unbeknownst… inside, wrapped in layers of crumbling cloth, the manuscript sat hidden, its edges frayed and fragile, its parchment bearing the weight of centuries. The once-pristine pages had yellowed and curled at the edges, stained with what appeared to be the remnants of time itself. Faint traces of what could only be ancient ink decorated the surface, the text written in a language long abandoned by history.
The manuscript was thick… more than two hundred pages… yet its weight was not merely physical. Each page seemed to carry the weight of the ages, as though it had been touched by generations of hands, each leaving a silent imprint upon it. The first thing that struck anyone who dared to look closely was an intricate map embedded within the pages, drawn with an astonishing degree of detail. The map depicted a vast and untamed land, its contours strange and unfamiliar, leading into the heart of Africa… near the Ngorongoro highlands… where few had ventured and fewer still had returned from.
When the cloth would be peeled away and the manuscript laid out on a clean table, the faded red seals on the spine of the book would become visible… an enigmatic symbol… a series of interlocking shapes that seemed to dance together, as though they held some arcane significance, their meaning lost to time. The seals were old, perhaps older than the manuscript itself, and while they were beautifully crafted, they seemed to hold a dangerous allure.
Inside, the text would be written in a fluid script that spoke of places forgotten by history… ruins lost to time, sacred cities swallowed by the earth, and legends of a civilization that had once thrived and then disappeared, leaving no trace behind but the whisper of its name in ancient stories. One word in particular repeated throughout the manuscript… "Bantahla" …and though its meaning remained elusive, it appeared as if the very foundation of the manuscript revolved around it. Bantahla was not a place, it seemed, but a concept… a lost people, a philosophy, a civilization of mystery and deep wisdom.
The pages would not hold only words, but illustrations… strange, delicate sketches of monolithic structures and carvings on stone, of intricate rituals, of people dressed in elaborate garments, their faces serene yet hiding some unspoken sorrow. Some of the images were faint, barely more than shadows on the page, but others were startlingly clear, as though the very essence of the civilization had been captured in every stroke of the quill.
One page, near the center, bore a cryptic passage that appeared to be in a language that could not easily be translated. A cipher… its origins unknown, perhaps a form of encryption or symbolic language meant to guard secrets from the world. And yet, as the edges of the cipher glowed faintly in the sunlight, there was an undeniable sense that it had been intentionally designed to remain hidden, a puzzle that demanded the right mind to decipher.
How the manuscript had found its way to Minerva’s museum, no one could say. It was delivered by someone… the Hawthornes maybe? It was as if it had been waiting for someone to find it, someone who could understand its significance. Whoever had brought it to Londowntown had ensured its survival for generations, carefully preserved in a sealed box with the only clue being the note. Was it a gift? A warning? Or a key to unlocking an ancient secret long thought lost?
In the quiet of the museum’s archive room, the manuscript lay… waiting for the right person to unlock its mysteries, to bring its story into the light of the modern world. The words on the pages would soon call out to someone far more familiar with the land, far more familiar with the places it spoke of. And when they did, the manuscript’s true journey would begin.
Minerva Westbrook
There were some who mistook Minerva Westbrook for a quiet thing. A plain little wallflower hiding behind horn-rimmed glasses and scholarly pursuits, with her modest hemlines and ink-stained fingertips. She rarely corrected them. Let them underestimate her. It gave her room to work.
Tucked away in the Westbrook Wing of the South Kensington Museum, far from the gleaming main exhibits and the crowds snapping photos of pharaohs and marble busts, she cultivated her peace among the forgotten and the obscure. Ancient contracts on cracked clay tablets. Religious texts scrawled in dying dialects. Ceremonial items whose uses had long been lost to time. It was here, in the hush of history, that Minnie found her voice—quiet but resolute, always asking questions others forgot to consider.
She had just settled into her morning routine when the box arrived.
It wasn’t marked with the usual courier stamps or delicate handling labels. No formal documentation. No provenance file. Just a parcel of aged wood, bound in iron, and sealed with wax that looked as though it had been poured from another century.
Most curators would have been alarmed by the lack of record. Not Minnie. Her curiosity was sharper than fear.
She had donned her gloves before even lifting the lid.
The contents were wrapped in old linen, stained by time and travel, and the air inside the box carried the scent of earth—dry, sunbaked, and laced with something deeper, something that tugged at the most primal corners of memory. Beneath the fabric lay a manuscript, thick and solemn, its corners frayed, its spine bound in worn leather stamped with an unfamiliar sigil.
There was a note. Short. Scrawled. The sort of handwriting one might expect from a dying man or a mad one.
"For those who understand the past, may this guide you to the forgotten. But bew—"
It ended there. The last line smudged, overtaken by an erratic flourish of ink.
Minnie leaned in, nose nearly touching the parchment. The language on the first page wasn’t English. It wasn’t Latin, or Arabic, or even the Bantu scripts she had studied under Professor Nkosi at Oxford. But it felt familiar.
Then came the map.
As she turned the delicate pages, her breath caught.
The Ngorongoro Highlands. The cradle of mystery, myth, and unrelenting beauty. Her father’s journals had once mentioned the region, scattered between his accounts of fieldwork in Zanzibar and Nairobi. She had spent her girlhood trailing her finger along his worn atlases, dreaming of red earth and acacia trees, of drums in the distance and star-blanketed skies. But those were only dreams. Her work was here, in London. She had never stepped foot on African soil.
Still… she felt it. Something ancient, something buried, stir inside her.
"Bantahla," the word repeated again and again in the manuscript’s margins, circled in faded red ink. Was it a place? A people? A philosophy? A myth wrapped in riddles? She didn't know—but she felt its gravity. Her pulse quickened with every page she turned.
It was not merely the content that intrigued her. It was the feeling. The sense that this was meant for her.
She sat back slowly in her chair, hands poised mid-air as though afraid to disturb the delicate air around her. Through the high windows of the museum, London’s grey light slanted in beams across the desk. Dust motes danced like spirits. Somewhere, a floorboard creaked.
Minerva Westbrook was not prone to dramatics. She did not believe in destiny or fate. But this manuscript had found her—and whether it had traveled continents or centuries to do so, she could not ignore it.
Not when everything about it whispered that she might be the only one left who could read what had been so carefully hidden.
Not when the seal on the spine shimmered faintly under her gaze.
Not when it called to her, not just as a scholar, but as a woman who had always felt just slightly out of step with the present—as though some forgotten past was waiting for her to turn the page.
She reached again for the manuscript, settling her palm against the timeworn leather, her hazel eyes bright with the quiet fire of discovery.
Whatever secrets Bantahla held… they would not remain secrets for long.
Not now.
Not with Minnie.
South Kensington, London
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
There were some who mistook Minerva Westbrook for a quiet thing. A plain little wallflower hiding behind horn-rimmed glasses and scholarly pursuits, with her modest hemlines and ink-stained fingertips. She rarely corrected them. Let them underestimate her. It gave her room to work.
Tucked away in the Westbrook Wing of the South Kensington Museum, far from the gleaming main exhibits and the crowds snapping photos of pharaohs and marble busts, she cultivated her peace among the forgotten and the obscure. Ancient contracts on cracked clay tablets. Religious texts scrawled in dying dialects. Ceremonial items whose uses had long been lost to time. It was here, in the hush of history, that Minnie found her voice—quiet but resolute, always asking questions others forgot to consider.
She had just settled into her morning routine when the box arrived.
It wasn’t marked with the usual courier stamps or delicate handling labels. No formal documentation. No provenance file. Just a parcel of aged wood, bound in iron, and sealed with wax that looked as though it had been poured from another century.
Most curators would have been alarmed by the lack of record. Not Minnie. Her curiosity was sharper than fear.
She had donned her gloves before even lifting the lid.
The contents were wrapped in old linen, stained by time and travel, and the air inside the box carried the scent of earth—dry, sunbaked, and laced with something deeper, something that tugged at the most primal corners of memory. Beneath the fabric lay a manuscript, thick and solemn, its corners frayed, its spine bound in worn leather stamped with an unfamiliar sigil.
There was a note. Short. Scrawled. The sort of handwriting one might expect from a dying man or a mad one.
"For those who understand the past, may this guide you to the forgotten. But bew—"
It ended there. The last line smudged, overtaken by an erratic flourish of ink.
Minnie leaned in, nose nearly touching the parchment. The language on the first page wasn’t English. It wasn’t Latin, or Arabic, or even the Bantu scripts she had studied under Professor Nkosi at Oxford. But it felt familiar.
Then came the map.
As she turned the delicate pages, her breath caught.
The Ngorongoro Highlands. The cradle of mystery, myth, and unrelenting beauty. Her father’s journals had once mentioned the region, scattered between his accounts of fieldwork in Zanzibar and Nairobi. She had spent her girlhood trailing her finger along his worn atlases, dreaming of red earth and acacia trees, of drums in the distance and star-blanketed skies. But those were only dreams. Her work was here, in London. She had never stepped foot on African soil.
Still… she felt it. Something ancient, something buried, stir inside her.
"Bantahla," the word repeated again and again in the manuscript’s margins, circled in faded red ink. Was it a place? A people? A philosophy? A myth wrapped in riddles? She didn't know—but she felt its gravity. Her pulse quickened with every page she turned.
It was not merely the content that intrigued her. It was the feeling. The sense that this was meant for her.
She sat back slowly in her chair, hands poised mid-air as though afraid to disturb the delicate air around her. Through the high windows of the museum, London’s grey light slanted in beams across the desk. Dust motes danced like spirits. Somewhere, a floorboard creaked.
Minerva Westbrook was not prone to dramatics. She did not believe in destiny or fate. But this manuscript had found her—and whether it had traveled continents or centuries to do so, she could not ignore it.
Not when everything about it whispered that she might be the only one left who could read what had been so carefully hidden.
Not when the seal on the spine shimmered faintly under her gaze.
Not when it called to her, not just as a scholar, but as a woman who had always felt just slightly out of step with the present—as though some forgotten past was waiting for her to turn the page.
She reached again for the manuscript, settling her palm against the timeworn leather, her hazel eyes bright with the quiet fire of discovery.
Whatever secrets Bantahla held… they would not remain secrets for long.
Not now.
Not with Minnie.
The Manuscript
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
It had been sheer accident… or perhaps something far more deliberate… that brought the artifact to light.
During the final survey of a derelict structure slated for demolition in East London, a foreman hired by Lord James Hawthorne, head of Hawthorne & Son Construction Company, uncovered the ancient box. Hidden behind a false wall in the crumbling cellar, the box was unlike anything cataloged or even rumored in antiquarian circles. It bore no markings, no inscription, nothing but the cold weight of something meant to be forgotten.
The foreman, taking control of the manuscript, careful not to harm the book, secured it, and summoned his employer to the worksite. What Lord Hawthorne didn't say… what he couldn’t say… was that the box had a history. Lord Hawthorne, already treading a delicate line with his company’s illicit dealings… artifacts unaccounted for, permits forged, shipments quietly redirected… knew possession of such an object would bring more than unwanted attention… and the possibility of a monetary reward. The unwanted attention would bring the kind of scrutiny that couldn’t be bribed away. And so, with more caution than he was known for, he sent it off. No courier’s record. No signature. Just a box, sealed in old wax, delivered in silence to the Westbrook Wing of the Museum of Antiquities. Because even a man neck-deep in secrets knew when he’d found something better left buried.
South Kensington Museum, Westbrook Wing – Restricted Archives, Case File #413-B
It was bound in dark kudu hide, its leather warped and cracked with age. The spine had long since come loose, and several pages had been re-stitched with thread not of English make, but native cordage… hand-twined from river reeds. A faded brass nameplate, nearly rubbed smooth by time and touch, still bore the engraving: M.C. Pembroke, 1849 – 1856.
It was bound in dark kudu hide, its leather warped and cracked with age. The spine had long since come loose, and several pages had been re-stitched with thread not of English make, but native cordage… hand-twined from river reeds. A faded brass nameplate, nearly rubbed smooth by time and touch, still bore the engraving: M.C. Pembroke, 1849 – 1856.
The journal had not been part of any official collection; it had been found in a forgotten crate in the museum’s lower vaults, mislabeled beneath a stack of Boer War correspondence. It was only Minerva Westbrook’s meticulous habit of cataloging everything by hand that had brought it to light again. But even she hadn’t expected what she would find within.
The journal was no ordinary account. This was no gentleman’s narrative of noble hunts or botanical sketches. These were off-the-record expeditions, shadow safaris, conducted by former scouts and naturalists who had once served under Major Sir William Cornwallis Harris in the 1830s and '40s… Long before the colonization-sanctioned safaris… this journal was of men who had remained in Africa long after the official British maps had ended, funded by private patrons and imperial interests too delicate to record.
The entries were coded, at times plainly redacted by the author himself. But beneath the crossings-out and cryptic shorthand, a pattern began to emerge… expeditions that strayed far beyond the mapped territories into regions even local tribes refused to enter.
Always north of the Ngorongoro Highlands. Always with a specific goal in mind… not ivory, nor gold, but knowledge. Artifacts. Symbols. Structures that defied explanation.
“May 3rd, 1842 – Returned from 11 days east of the Rift escarpment. Found no game, but encountered signs of old stonework buried under the ash soil. Similar to the site Harris mentioned near Lake Eyasi, though these go deeper. Tunnels? Can’t be sure. The guides refuse to approach. Said the ground is cursed. One saw a figure watching us from the brush—man-shaped, but taller, silent. Not Maasai. Not anything I know.”
“July 17th, 1845 – Second expedition funded by Hawthorne syndicate. Harris’s old coordinates hold truth. Symbols match those in the Abyssinian tablets. Two men lost. One woke screaming every night after. Left for Zanzibar, refused to speak.”
“July 17th, 1845 – Second expedition funded by Hawthorne syndicate. Harris’s old coordinates hold truth. Symbols match those in the Abyssinian tablets. Two men lost. One woke screaming every night after. Left for Zanzibar, refused to speak.”
One entry near the back, nearly illegible from age, mentioned a name only whispered in speculative texts:
“They said it again last night. The name. Bantahla. Not a place. A gate. A test. I heard it once before, on the edge of sleep. Not a voice. A presence.”
It became clear the journal had not been meant for public reading. One passage had been deliberately torn from the book, but a faint imprint remained, pressed into the page beneath it. Under forensic light, a few words could still be made out:
“Cornwallis knew. The Crown knew. Bantahla is not myth. It is the wound the Empire dares not name.”
Now kept under lock and key in the Restricted Archives, the Cornwallis Ledger is displayed only under exceptional request… primarily to scholars of lost civilizations and Victorian esoterica. Few visitors ever see it. Fewer still understand its true value. But Minerva would… For what lay in that journal is not just a record of where men went, but of what followed them back.

According to a faded African safari journal similar to the Pembroke journal, displayed at the museum, said that a manuscript had been stolen by a treasure hunter some forty or fifty years ago, a mercenary of fortune who’d accompanied a safari into the lands north of the Ngorongoro Highlands. The expedition had numbered 150 men… guides, naturalists, armed escorts, porters… and not a single one returned. All were lost to the interior, consumed by the jungle or swallowed by something far older. All but one. The treasure hunter stumbled out weeks later, sunburnt and delirious, dragging behind him a bloodstained satchel and the manuscript inside. He never spoke of what happened. He simply vanished back into London, and so too did the artifact… until now.
But what she would discover, it would not be until Minerva’s third or fourth careful read-through… deep into the quiet hours of evening, long after the museum had locked its gates and the streetlamps outside cast watery halos through the frosted glass… that she found it. At first, she thought the final page of the manuscript was blank, a single leaf of untouched parchment, brittle and ghost-pale. But as she tilted it toward the light, something shifted. There, barely visible beneath the texture of the paper, ink began to bloom… faint, sepia-toned, as though drawn out by her presence alone. Not part of the manuscript's original hand, but scribbled hastily in a different script, different ink.
More modern. More human. A log… the penmanship was erratic, desperate, scrawled with the uneven hand of someone on the edge of madness. A confession. A warning. A legacy… etched into the last breath of the page:
It wasn't gold. God help me, it wasn't ever gold.
The guides spoke in riddles when we reached the edge of the highlands. Called it “the breathing earth.”
Said no man should cross into the basin unless he had a death wish or a soul tied to the old ways. I thought it superstition. Now I know better.
We lost the first party… 30 men… at the third rise.
The jungle was wrong… too quiet. Like it was watching us.
It has been two days, the 45 porters vanished without a struggle.
No sounds in the night. No signs of struggle. Just empty tents and that terrible, humming stillness.
It’s the fifth day… another 40 or so porters missing… again, no sounds in the night.
No signs of struggle. Just shredded tents… that damnable silence.
8th day… Something in the night… the 3 guides and remaining porters… gone…
and the doctor began muttering scripture in reverse. He slit his own throat with a bone needle.
By the 12th day… I think… I fear the end, for only I remain.
Should not have come to the Dark Continent… Should not have come here…
Should leave… But curiosity drew me deeper.
I found the chamber beneath the cracked plateau…
not carved, not built, but grown into the rock.
Inside—God, I shouldn't have taken it.
But it was calling. I didn’t understand the words, but they sang behind my eyes.
A city swallowed by time. The cradle of something older than man.
They followed me. I could feel them in the trees for days. Not beasts. Not men. Something in-between.
I carried the manuscript wrapped in my shirt, and they let me go. They let me go.
I should have burned it. But I was too afraid. Afraid of what it would do if it was destroyed.
Afraid of what it meant if it wasn’t.
To whomever finds this: the name is written throughout the pages. "Bantahla."
It is not a place. It is a threshold. And once crossed…
There is no return.
The guides spoke in riddles when we reached the edge of the highlands. Called it “the breathing earth.”
Said no man should cross into the basin unless he had a death wish or a soul tied to the old ways. I thought it superstition. Now I know better.
We lost the first party… 30 men… at the third rise.
The jungle was wrong… too quiet. Like it was watching us.
It has been two days, the 45 porters vanished without a struggle.
No sounds in the night. No signs of struggle. Just empty tents and that terrible, humming stillness.
It’s the fifth day… another 40 or so porters missing… again, no sounds in the night.
No signs of struggle. Just shredded tents… that damnable silence.
8th day… Something in the night… the 3 guides and remaining porters… gone…
and the doctor began muttering scripture in reverse. He slit his own throat with a bone needle.
By the 12th day… I think… I fear the end, for only I remain.
Should not have come to the Dark Continent… Should not have come here…
Should leave… But curiosity drew me deeper.
I found the chamber beneath the cracked plateau…
not carved, not built, but grown into the rock.
Inside—God, I shouldn't have taken it.
But it was calling. I didn’t understand the words, but they sang behind my eyes.
A city swallowed by time. The cradle of something older than man.
They followed me. I could feel them in the trees for days. Not beasts. Not men. Something in-between.
I carried the manuscript wrapped in my shirt, and they let me go. They let me go.
I should have burned it. But I was too afraid. Afraid of what it would do if it was destroyed.
Afraid of what it meant if it wasn’t.
To whomever finds this: the name is written throughout the pages. "Bantahla."
It is not a place. It is a threshold. And once crossed…
There is no return.
It was a journal entry… an eyewitness account. A man named Horace L. Fenwick. A name anyone did not yet know, but one that already carried the gravity of the dead. He had written of the expedition, of the chamber, of the artifact now beneath her hands. Of Bantahla.
And it had been waiting. Hidden on the final page, like a whisper from the past reaching through parchment and time to find HER. Whatever this manuscript was… it was no longer just history. It was invitation.
Now who would be the world’s most authentic expert on the Dark Continent?
Minerva Westbrook
In a quiet corner of Belgrave Square, where the world outside moved at the measured pace of hansom carriages and the clipped heels of well-dressed ladies, the Westbrook Wing of the London Museum of Antiquities stood stoic against the passage of time. A red brick edifice with ivy-covered walls and arched windows dressed in velvet drapery, it was the kind of place one entered not for spectacle, but for reverence.
And it was within its oldest chambers—rooms that smelled of vellum, tobacco, and the faintest trace of sandalwood—that Miss Minerva Westbrook had made her sanctuary.
Few young women moved as freely through the museum’s archives as she. Fewer still held a position as researcher and lecturer without the benefit of a husband or titled relation to open doors. But Minnie, as her late father had fondly called her, had not needed a man’s endorsement to earn her place among the Museum’s quiet ranks. Her father’s legacy—Professor Charles Westbrook, once an esteemed scholar of African antiquities—had opened the door. But it was her own brilliance, tireless devotion, and, some would say, uncanny instinct for lost things that had kept it open.
On that particular afternoon, as London’s fog clung stubbornly to the eaves, and the gas-lamps outside flickered pale gold against the dusk, Minnie stood alone in the restricted archive room—where only the most delicate and dangerous of items were held. Before her, resting atop a black velvet cloth, was the manuscript.
She had not expected it. No one had. It had arrived without announcement, wrapped in wax-sealed linen, the box bearing no label, no provenance. The Museum’s head registrar, Mr. Ashcombe, had nearly refused it outright—declaring that nothing without catalog or sender could be admitted into the Royal Register. But something in the way Minnie looked at it—how her gloved hands trembled when she touched the cracked leather binding—had softened his resolve. “I shall assume responsibility for it,” she had said simply.
And so, it became her charge. Bound in dark kudu hide, the manuscript was warped by time and damp. Its spine had been repaired with native cordage—twined reed, not English hemp—suggesting a life lived long in the interior of Africa. A nameplate, barely legible, caught the light: M.C. Pembroke, 1849–1856. The name struck her like a whisper from a dream.
She had heard it once before—buried within one of her father’s field journals. A man her father claimed had gone missing during a clandestine expedition beyond the mapped territories of German East Africa. A man who had written letters to the Crown no one had dared answer. A man who, it was rumored, had vanished after speaking of a city “older than the memory of men.”
At first, the manuscript appeared to be a field log—a thick ledger of travel notes, weather reports, and coded observations. But Minnie, with her eye for symbols and languages long thought dead, saw at once that it was more.
The symbols… the patterns… the curious, looping script that adorned its borders, all spoke of something ancient. Older than Sumer. Older than the sacred language of the Berber tribes. And throughout the pages, one word repeated again and again—sometimes woven into the sketches of towering monoliths, other times tucked in the margins like a whispered prayer: Bantahla. The word chilled her blood.
She had seen it once before—scribbled in the margins of a letter her father had never sent. A letter written shortly before his final expedition, where he vanished near the edge of the Ngorongoro highlands. His notes, which the Museum had dismissed as fevered imaginings, had spoken of a test… a threshold… a place not marked on any man’s map. He, too, had called it Bantahla.
Until now, she had believed the word a figment of his grief-stricken mind. But the manuscript was real. And so too, perhaps, was the place it described.
Further research brought to light a second treasure—a journal misplaced in the Museum’s vaults and mislabeled beneath irrelevant military correspondence. She found it herself, drawn to the crate by no rational impulse but the feeling—old and familiar—that something was waiting for her. The journal belonged to Horace L. Fenwick. An explorer, a mercenary of fortune, lost to time and rumor. The journal described a failed expedition. One hundred and fifty men entered the interior—guides, naturalists, soldiers. Only Fenwick emerged. His words, scribbled in failing script at the end of the book, were not the ramblings of a well-fed aristocrat chasing gold. They were the confessions of a man who had glimpsed something that did not belong in the world of men. It wasn’t gold. God help me, it wasn’t ever gold… The tale unfolded in fragments—men gone without struggle, tents left intact, nights swallowed by silence. And always, the sense of being watched. Followed. Judged.
On the twelfth day, the last words were scrawled in a hand barely legible: To whomever finds this: the name is written throughout the pages. “Bantahla.” It is not a place. It is a threshold. And once crossed… There is no return. Minnie had sat in silence long after she read it. The manuscript lay open, a velvet shadow beneath the amber light. She knew what it meant. That this was no mere anthropological find. It was a warning. A legacy. But most of all—it was a question.
And she, Minerva Westbrook, daughter of Charles, bearer of his notes and his secrets, might be the only soul in England capable of answering it. There were moments in history—quiet, invisible moments—where the future tilted slightly, waiting to be caught by those brave enough to reach. Minnie stood now at the edge of such a moment, the weight of it settling on her shoulders like a crown made not of gold, but of memory.
She would not speak of it yet. Not to the board. Not to the Museum. But the pieces were assembling. The names aligning. And whatever Bantahla truly was—it had waited long enough. Now it waited for her.
South Kensington, London
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
The Westbrook Wing,
Museum of Antiquities
In a quiet corner of Belgrave Square, where the world outside moved at the measured pace of hansom carriages and the clipped heels of well-dressed ladies, the Westbrook Wing of the London Museum of Antiquities stood stoic against the passage of time. A red brick edifice with ivy-covered walls and arched windows dressed in velvet drapery, it was the kind of place one entered not for spectacle, but for reverence.
And it was within its oldest chambers—rooms that smelled of vellum, tobacco, and the faintest trace of sandalwood—that Miss Minerva Westbrook had made her sanctuary.
Few young women moved as freely through the museum’s archives as she. Fewer still held a position as researcher and lecturer without the benefit of a husband or titled relation to open doors. But Minnie, as her late father had fondly called her, had not needed a man’s endorsement to earn her place among the Museum’s quiet ranks. Her father’s legacy—Professor Charles Westbrook, once an esteemed scholar of African antiquities—had opened the door. But it was her own brilliance, tireless devotion, and, some would say, uncanny instinct for lost things that had kept it open.
On that particular afternoon, as London’s fog clung stubbornly to the eaves, and the gas-lamps outside flickered pale gold against the dusk, Minnie stood alone in the restricted archive room—where only the most delicate and dangerous of items were held. Before her, resting atop a black velvet cloth, was the manuscript.
She had not expected it. No one had. It had arrived without announcement, wrapped in wax-sealed linen, the box bearing no label, no provenance. The Museum’s head registrar, Mr. Ashcombe, had nearly refused it outright—declaring that nothing without catalog or sender could be admitted into the Royal Register. But something in the way Minnie looked at it—how her gloved hands trembled when she touched the cracked leather binding—had softened his resolve. “I shall assume responsibility for it,” she had said simply.
And so, it became her charge. Bound in dark kudu hide, the manuscript was warped by time and damp. Its spine had been repaired with native cordage—twined reed, not English hemp—suggesting a life lived long in the interior of Africa. A nameplate, barely legible, caught the light: M.C. Pembroke, 1849–1856. The name struck her like a whisper from a dream.
She had heard it once before—buried within one of her father’s field journals. A man her father claimed had gone missing during a clandestine expedition beyond the mapped territories of German East Africa. A man who had written letters to the Crown no one had dared answer. A man who, it was rumored, had vanished after speaking of a city “older than the memory of men.”
At first, the manuscript appeared to be a field log—a thick ledger of travel notes, weather reports, and coded observations. But Minnie, with her eye for symbols and languages long thought dead, saw at once that it was more.
The symbols… the patterns… the curious, looping script that adorned its borders, all spoke of something ancient. Older than Sumer. Older than the sacred language of the Berber tribes. And throughout the pages, one word repeated again and again—sometimes woven into the sketches of towering monoliths, other times tucked in the margins like a whispered prayer: Bantahla. The word chilled her blood.
She had seen it once before—scribbled in the margins of a letter her father had never sent. A letter written shortly before his final expedition, where he vanished near the edge of the Ngorongoro highlands. His notes, which the Museum had dismissed as fevered imaginings, had spoken of a test… a threshold… a place not marked on any man’s map. He, too, had called it Bantahla.
Until now, she had believed the word a figment of his grief-stricken mind. But the manuscript was real. And so too, perhaps, was the place it described.
Further research brought to light a second treasure—a journal misplaced in the Museum’s vaults and mislabeled beneath irrelevant military correspondence. She found it herself, drawn to the crate by no rational impulse but the feeling—old and familiar—that something was waiting for her. The journal belonged to Horace L. Fenwick. An explorer, a mercenary of fortune, lost to time and rumor. The journal described a failed expedition. One hundred and fifty men entered the interior—guides, naturalists, soldiers. Only Fenwick emerged. His words, scribbled in failing script at the end of the book, were not the ramblings of a well-fed aristocrat chasing gold. They were the confessions of a man who had glimpsed something that did not belong in the world of men. It wasn’t gold. God help me, it wasn’t ever gold… The tale unfolded in fragments—men gone without struggle, tents left intact, nights swallowed by silence. And always, the sense of being watched. Followed. Judged.
On the twelfth day, the last words were scrawled in a hand barely legible: To whomever finds this: the name is written throughout the pages. “Bantahla.” It is not a place. It is a threshold. And once crossed… There is no return. Minnie had sat in silence long after she read it. The manuscript lay open, a velvet shadow beneath the amber light. She knew what it meant. That this was no mere anthropological find. It was a warning. A legacy. But most of all—it was a question.
And she, Minerva Westbrook, daughter of Charles, bearer of his notes and his secrets, might be the only soul in England capable of answering it. There were moments in history—quiet, invisible moments—where the future tilted slightly, waiting to be caught by those brave enough to reach. Minnie stood now at the edge of such a moment, the weight of it settling on her shoulders like a crown made not of gold, but of memory.
She would not speak of it yet. Not to the board. Not to the Museum. But the pieces were assembling. The names aligning. And whatever Bantahla truly was—it had waited long enough. Now it waited for her.
"Ol Oiboni Enkipaata"
Warriors Rest, the Maubrey Estate
Iringa, Tanzania,
southeast Africa
Warriors Rest, the Maubrey Estate
Iringa, Tanzania,
southeast Africa
William had grown used to silence. Iringa had become his haven, a place where time seemed to stand still, and the only noise came from the wind, the calls of birds of prey, and the occasional hoofbeats of his Maasai guides. The days had blurred together, each one like the last… quiet, contemplative, and entirely removed from the hustle of the world he had once known.
For months now, he had been the subject of an increasing number of letters from London… most of which he had read and ignored. He had long ceased to care about the political machinations of the British government, having given his life to service of the Queen… or any other requests for his involvement. His last days in London had left him embittered, worn down by the relentless demands of society, of legacy, of expectations he could no longer fulfill. He had buried that world behind him, just as he had buried his family’s history.
The letters started innocently enough, most from a Minerva Westbrook at first, then others were signed off by museum representatives and soon enough by various government officials… each with the Westbrook name involved, with requests for his expertise on matters concerning Africa, and the expeditionary knowledge he had accumulated during his many years as an explorer. But in those first few months of silence, he had grown accustomed to the petitions… and had, in his own way, decided to leave them unanswered.
Then came the last letter… He hadn’t expected it. He didn’t know how to expect it. She was persistent to say the least… more so than any other request he had ever received. The language of her letters was careful, almost polite in its urgency. She sought his help, his knowledge, and made it clear that the matter at hand was not one of mere academic curiosity.
This was something deeper, something older than the dust-covered tomes in his library. She spoke of the manuscript… the one that had somehow made its way into the London Museum of Antiquities, and of the mysterious word: Bantahla.
At first, William dismissed her words. He had no desire to delve back into the world of antiquities, or to confront the very thing that had driven him from Europe in the first place. Bantahla… the name alone stirred something in him, a sense of long-buried fear, a sense of something ancient that he had hoped would remain untouched. He had buried that chapter of his life with his family and the losses he had suffered… his wife, his children, his sanity.
The letters continued.
Months passed, and they grew more desperate in tone, but William only became more resolute in his silence. He had no intention of going back. Africa had claimed him, and he was content with the wild, solitary life he had chosen. He had heard the stories of men like Fenwick and Pembroke, and he had seen the consequences of their actions. These were not just historical figures… they were men who had paid the price for seeking the forbidden, and William had no interest in sharing that fate.
Then came the final letter.
The wax seal was familiar… he knew the mark of nobility… the Earl of Pembroke… and he knew what it meant. A request for assistance, though this time, it was not from the Queen herself. This one came from a Sir Harold Pembroke… the youngest son of Martin Charles Pembroke, the long-lost adventurer with whom he had history… a name that held sway with Will… who spoke of Minerva Westbrook’s persistence and the significance of her findings. It was, as always, accompanied by a thinly veiled request for his help. But there was something different in the tone this time…an urgency that made William pause.
The letter hinted at something he could not ignore. The manuscript, the word Bantahla, and the records from his own expeditions… all of it was coming back. And for all his attempts to bury it, William knew the pull of the past was too strong to resist.
William sat at his desk in his small cabin in the heart of the Ngorongoro Highlands, the letter in front of him. The fire crackled low in the hearth, and the weight of it all pressed on him like the air before a storm. He could feel it… this unavoidable force drawing him back into the world he had so carefully left behind. The words of Minerva Westbrook echoed in his mind, not as a plea, but as a demand for truth. A truth that, it seemed, had been waiting for him… just as it had waited for so many before him.
He closed his eyes, the weight of his decision settling on his shoulders. In a way, he knew it was inevitable. Miss Westbrooke had found him, and the very mention of Bantahla… the place that had once been whispered about in hushed tones… meant that his own fate was now tied to hers. There was no more silence.
"Damnation." The word was a soft curse, half to himself, half to the country that burned his life… that had held him captive for so long. He stood from the desk, folding the letter carefully. He would write his response… one final letter… because, like it or not, Bantahla had waited for centuries. It had waited for someone to cross the threshold. And if Minerva Westbrook was the key to that journey, then perhaps… just perhaps… William was meant to be the one to walk beside her.
In the quiet of the evening sun casting long shadows across the land, William’s thoughts were not of duty or obligation. They were of Africa… the place that had both healed and claimed him, the place that had never once let him go, even in death. He loved Africa, with all its beauty and brutality, and he would go where it led.
For now, however, there was one more step to take. The manuscript. Minerva Westbrook. The journey ahead would not be one of simple exploration, but of truths long buried beneath the earth, secrets entwined with the very fabric of Africa’s soul. William had spent years in its embrace, but now he would walk with it, once again, into the past that had shaped them both.
The letter had been his summons, and he would answer it… not because he had to, but because he knew Africa had given him a path that could not be ignored. The past, long buried, would rise to meet them both. The only question left was how deep the roots of Bantahla ran, and what would be uncovered when they finally reached it.
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
August 30th, 1874
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
August 30th, 1874
Miss Minerva Westbrook
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Dear Miss Westbrook,
I trust this letter finds you in better health than that of its previous predecessors. It is not my habit to write at length… nor to entertain requests of this nature… but your persistence has warranted both my consideration and a response.
First, allow me to commend your determination in the face of what is, no doubt, a most daunting pursuit. I have read your letters, each more urgent than the last, and I cannot fault your spirit. However, I must also ask that you temper your enthusiasm with caution, for while your scholarly passion is commendable, it may, in the case of matters such as these, prove far more perilous than one might expect.
You have, as you are well aware, requested my assistance in unraveling the mysteries of the ancient manuscript and the word "Bantahla"… the significance of which is not lost on me, nor is the weight of the burden it places upon those who dare to seek its truth. The manuscript, as you have no doubt realized, is but a shadow of what lies beneath, and though I have read the accounts of your father… his references to it in passing… your position, Miss Westbrook, as both a scholar and a daughter, has no doubt ignited a spark of curiosity within you that cannot easily be extinguished.
Let me make myself clear… I am no longer the man I once was. I have removed myself from the world of maps and expeditions, preferring the quiet, steady rhythm of the Ngorongoro Highlands to the cacophony of the London Museum’s corridors. I sought solitude here, not for escape, but to find peace… a peace that remains largely unbroken. I have no interest in revisiting the past, particularly when it concerns something as... delicate as this. I do not wish to be drawn back into the intrigues of long-forgotten expeditions, rumors, or ghosts.
That said, Africa and I share a history, one you will, I am certain, come to understand in time. It is a history neither written in books nor defined by lines on maps. It is a part of me, just as I am part of it. The manuscript you have so fervently embraced will, in all likelihood, yield its secrets… should you be patient enough to coax them. But it will not do so in the comfort of London, and certainly not from the confines of your well-meaning, though ultimately limiting, museum. The place where the truth lies, Miss Westbrook, is here… in the shadow of the Ngorongoro Highlands, and deeper still into the Crater. If you are truly determined to uncover what is buried, it will require you to cross the threshold. There will be no easy way.
While I am willing to assist you, I have one stipulation… I shall not entertain your coming to Africa. The very nature of this journey demands a separation from the world you know, a distance from the comfort of civilization that your presence would disrupt. You will not find me at ease with such a company… this journey is not for the faint of heart, nor is it one to be undertaken lightly.
However, if you wish to proceed… and I understand your desire to do so… I would ask that you have the manuscript and Horace L. Fenwick's journals delivered directly to me here, to Iringa. I will need to review them in the environment that they speak of… where their meaning can be fully appreciated and understood. Only then will I agree to assist you further. In return, I will offer you the insight you seek, albeit from the distance that is necessary.
I expect no less than the safe arrival of the documents within the coming weeks. You will find that my terms are simple, and I am not without my reasons. The land has its rules, Miss Westbrook. I cannot change them. I trust you will understand my position, and I await your next steps.
With sincere regard,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
I trust this letter finds you in better health than that of its previous predecessors. It is not my habit to write at length… nor to entertain requests of this nature… but your persistence has warranted both my consideration and a response.
First, allow me to commend your determination in the face of what is, no doubt, a most daunting pursuit. I have read your letters, each more urgent than the last, and I cannot fault your spirit. However, I must also ask that you temper your enthusiasm with caution, for while your scholarly passion is commendable, it may, in the case of matters such as these, prove far more perilous than one might expect.
You have, as you are well aware, requested my assistance in unraveling the mysteries of the ancient manuscript and the word "Bantahla"… the significance of which is not lost on me, nor is the weight of the burden it places upon those who dare to seek its truth. The manuscript, as you have no doubt realized, is but a shadow of what lies beneath, and though I have read the accounts of your father… his references to it in passing… your position, Miss Westbrook, as both a scholar and a daughter, has no doubt ignited a spark of curiosity within you that cannot easily be extinguished.
Let me make myself clear… I am no longer the man I once was. I have removed myself from the world of maps and expeditions, preferring the quiet, steady rhythm of the Ngorongoro Highlands to the cacophony of the London Museum’s corridors. I sought solitude here, not for escape, but to find peace… a peace that remains largely unbroken. I have no interest in revisiting the past, particularly when it concerns something as... delicate as this. I do not wish to be drawn back into the intrigues of long-forgotten expeditions, rumors, or ghosts.
That said, Africa and I share a history, one you will, I am certain, come to understand in time. It is a history neither written in books nor defined by lines on maps. It is a part of me, just as I am part of it. The manuscript you have so fervently embraced will, in all likelihood, yield its secrets… should you be patient enough to coax them. But it will not do so in the comfort of London, and certainly not from the confines of your well-meaning, though ultimately limiting, museum. The place where the truth lies, Miss Westbrook, is here… in the shadow of the Ngorongoro Highlands, and deeper still into the Crater. If you are truly determined to uncover what is buried, it will require you to cross the threshold. There will be no easy way.
While I am willing to assist you, I have one stipulation… I shall not entertain your coming to Africa. The very nature of this journey demands a separation from the world you know, a distance from the comfort of civilization that your presence would disrupt. You will not find me at ease with such a company… this journey is not for the faint of heart, nor is it one to be undertaken lightly.
However, if you wish to proceed… and I understand your desire to do so… I would ask that you have the manuscript and Horace L. Fenwick's journals delivered directly to me here, to Iringa. I will need to review them in the environment that they speak of… where their meaning can be fully appreciated and understood. Only then will I agree to assist you further. In return, I will offer you the insight you seek, albeit from the distance that is necessary.
I expect no less than the safe arrival of the documents within the coming weeks. You will find that my terms are simple, and I am not without my reasons. The land has its rules, Miss Westbrook. I cannot change them. I trust you will understand my position, and I await your next steps.
With sincere regard,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
William’s fingers hovered over the page for a moment, the ink drying beneath his pen as he carefully considered the words he had written. The letter was deliberate, designed to deter Minerva's physical presence while still offering the knowledge she sought. He had not wanted this… the intrusion into his peace… but her persistence had brought the past hurtling back toward him, and he knew that he could not ignore it. Not now.
He leaned back in his chair, staring out the window toward the Ngorongoro Highlands, the distant volcanic peaks faintly visible in the early dusk. The land here was alive, he was alive, and it had a way of calling to those who had once belonged to it. He could feel the pull, the same pull that had drawn him back after his near-death. It was no wonder the manuscript had found its way to her. And though he would not welcome her here, William knew that, somehow, their paths would soon cross… if only through the cryptic, buried truths of the land itself.
For now, he had to trust that Minerva would accept his terms. The manuscripts, the journals… they were the keys to a door that had remained closed for far too long. And as much as he had hoped to remain in the shadows, it seemed the time had come for him to step back into the light, albeit from a distance. He had never abandoned Africa... and Africa had never abandoned him. He was alive.
The scent of old paper and beeswax polish lingered in the high-vaulted reading room, where the gaslights flickered dimly behind green-tinted glass. Shadows stretched long across the floor, curling beneath wooden tables stacked with parchment, sealed cases, and open volumes. The hour had passed respectable society by, but Minerva Westbrook had never cared much for such limitations. Not when the letter rested in her gloved hands.
She read it three times before moving. Each line bore weight. His tone was clipped, restrained—controlled in a way that told her more than his words themselves. William James Maubrey III had responded.
Her heartbeat had scarcely slowed since she broke the seal. The letter—rough parchment, folded with care and written in a deliberate, heavy hand—carried the scent of ash and sandalwood. A scent, she imagined, native to the hearth of a man who had not written a single frivolous word in more than a decade. It was as she’d hoped. As she’d feared. The spell had been cast. The circle was beginning to close.
Minerva set the letter gently upon the table, fingers lingering on the edges as if the paper might vanish should she let go.
It had been months—months of letters written in the long hours of the evening, long after her colleagues had gone home, long after the museum staff had given up on her obsession. She had used every contact her father had once held, called upon every favor owed to the Westbrook name, and written with increasing urgency as each thread unraveled into something darker, deeper, more ancient than she had dared believe at the start.
Bantahla.
She whispered it now, under her breath, as though it might hear her.
It had begun with the manuscript, yes—but it had never truly been about ink and parchment. The moment she uncovered that first map, that first sigil etched in weathered leather, Minnie had felt something shift. Her father had warned her in one of his final journal entries: “The truth is often buried not for protection, but to spare those who would dig it up.” He had written it after a return from Cairo, his eyes hollowed by something he refused to explain.
Minerva had been raised not on fairy tales, but on expeditions. Her father had taken her to the corners of the British Museum by candlelight and taught her to read Sumerian cuneiform before she could properly sew. She had sat beside him as he transcribed whispered tribal lore from a man who refused to speak above a murmur. She had known how to handle ancient vellum long before she had ever danced at a society ball—and even when she had done so, it was always with a mind half-distracted by some artifact waiting in her office.
And now… this.
The letter from William had confirmed everything. Not in details—but in tone. He knew.
She stood slowly from her chair, her skirts rustling softly against the rug beneath her. Her boots clicked across the floor as she made her way to the tall cabinet at the far end of the archive, unlocking it with one of the brass keys that never left her chain. She withdrew the manuscript first, carefully wrapping it in waxed linen cloth, then laid it beside the bound copy of Fenwick’s journal—its pages now annotated in her own hand, marked with silk ribbons and pressed flowers to track recurring symbols.
She placed them both in the secure courier chest the museum reserved for diplomatic transport—an act which had required weeks of bureaucratic maneuvering and the reluctant cooperation of the Earl of Pembroke’s secretary. Sir Harold had proven surprisingly helpful in securing the necessary passage to Iringa, though not without offering his own opinions on the matter—opinions Minerva had quietly ignored.
She returned to her desk and sat, the gaslight catching the glint of her spectacles as she dipped her pen once more in ink.
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October 17th, 1874
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
I must thank you—for the consideration, the candor, and the restraint with which you responded to my letters. I can only imagine the great number of reasons you have for declining such petitions, and I count myself fortunate that you have not done so in this case.
Your conditions, while firm, are understandable. I am not unacquainted with the weight of what I ask, nor ignorant of the risks such knowledge often carries. I do not pursue this matter from a place of vanity or romanticism. This is not a quest for lost cities or treasure maps—but for the preservation of truth, of record, of legacy. If that makes me ambitious, so be it. If it makes me naïve… well, I suspect I have already passed beyond that stage.
The manuscript and accompanying journal will be dispatched by secure courier within the week, accompanied by a sealed case of relevant notes, translations, and ciphered sketches. I trust you will find them organized and annotated to your preference. I have refrained from making interpretive assumptions, though you will no doubt recognize the symbols recorded in Pembroke’s pages. My interest lies not in speculation—but in clarity.
You mentioned that Africa has its rules. I believe you. And though I shall honor your stipulation not to travel, I hope you might consider this: knowledge is not a thing bound by oceans, nor are its consequences. Whatever truths lie hidden in the Crater or beneath the bones of Bantahla, they are not foreign to London—they are merely forgotten.
And you, Mr. Maubrey… you are the last man alive who has seen their shape.
Should you choose to share what you find—what you remember—I will be here. Waiting. Listening. Writing it all down.
Yours in earnest,
Minerva Westbrook
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
She read it three times before moving. Each line bore weight. His tone was clipped, restrained—controlled in a way that told her more than his words themselves. William James Maubrey III had responded.
Her heartbeat had scarcely slowed since she broke the seal. The letter—rough parchment, folded with care and written in a deliberate, heavy hand—carried the scent of ash and sandalwood. A scent, she imagined, native to the hearth of a man who had not written a single frivolous word in more than a decade. It was as she’d hoped. As she’d feared. The spell had been cast. The circle was beginning to close.
Minerva set the letter gently upon the table, fingers lingering on the edges as if the paper might vanish should she let go.
It had been months—months of letters written in the long hours of the evening, long after her colleagues had gone home, long after the museum staff had given up on her obsession. She had used every contact her father had once held, called upon every favor owed to the Westbrook name, and written with increasing urgency as each thread unraveled into something darker, deeper, more ancient than she had dared believe at the start.
Bantahla.
She whispered it now, under her breath, as though it might hear her.
It had begun with the manuscript, yes—but it had never truly been about ink and parchment. The moment she uncovered that first map, that first sigil etched in weathered leather, Minnie had felt something shift. Her father had warned her in one of his final journal entries: “The truth is often buried not for protection, but to spare those who would dig it up.” He had written it after a return from Cairo, his eyes hollowed by something he refused to explain.
Minerva had been raised not on fairy tales, but on expeditions. Her father had taken her to the corners of the British Museum by candlelight and taught her to read Sumerian cuneiform before she could properly sew. She had sat beside him as he transcribed whispered tribal lore from a man who refused to speak above a murmur. She had known how to handle ancient vellum long before she had ever danced at a society ball—and even when she had done so, it was always with a mind half-distracted by some artifact waiting in her office.
And now… this.
The letter from William had confirmed everything. Not in details—but in tone. He knew.
She stood slowly from her chair, her skirts rustling softly against the rug beneath her. Her boots clicked across the floor as she made her way to the tall cabinet at the far end of the archive, unlocking it with one of the brass keys that never left her chain. She withdrew the manuscript first, carefully wrapping it in waxed linen cloth, then laid it beside the bound copy of Fenwick’s journal—its pages now annotated in her own hand, marked with silk ribbons and pressed flowers to track recurring symbols.
She placed them both in the secure courier chest the museum reserved for diplomatic transport—an act which had required weeks of bureaucratic maneuvering and the reluctant cooperation of the Earl of Pembroke’s secretary. Sir Harold had proven surprisingly helpful in securing the necessary passage to Iringa, though not without offering his own opinions on the matter—opinions Minerva had quietly ignored.
She returned to her desk and sat, the gaslight catching the glint of her spectacles as she dipped her pen once more in ink.
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October 17th, 1874
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
I must thank you—for the consideration, the candor, and the restraint with which you responded to my letters. I can only imagine the great number of reasons you have for declining such petitions, and I count myself fortunate that you have not done so in this case.
Your conditions, while firm, are understandable. I am not unacquainted with the weight of what I ask, nor ignorant of the risks such knowledge often carries. I do not pursue this matter from a place of vanity or romanticism. This is not a quest for lost cities or treasure maps—but for the preservation of truth, of record, of legacy. If that makes me ambitious, so be it. If it makes me naïve… well, I suspect I have already passed beyond that stage.
The manuscript and accompanying journal will be dispatched by secure courier within the week, accompanied by a sealed case of relevant notes, translations, and ciphered sketches. I trust you will find them organized and annotated to your preference. I have refrained from making interpretive assumptions, though you will no doubt recognize the symbols recorded in Pembroke’s pages. My interest lies not in speculation—but in clarity.
You mentioned that Africa has its rules. I believe you. And though I shall honor your stipulation not to travel, I hope you might consider this: knowledge is not a thing bound by oceans, nor are its consequences. Whatever truths lie hidden in the Crater or beneath the bones of Bantahla, they are not foreign to London—they are merely forgotten.
And you, Mr. Maubrey… you are the last man alive who has seen their shape.
Should you choose to share what you find—what you remember—I will be here. Waiting. Listening. Writing it all down.
Yours in earnest,
Minerva Westbrook
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Having re-read the letter several times over the past few weeks… William remained cautious, wary of the dangerous truths that could be uncovered, and wary of Minerva’s eagerness to proceed. He set boundaries, both for her and for himself, but he did so with a measure of reluctant respect for her persistence. He is offering his help, but with the understanding that this journey could be more than she bargained for. The weight of their recent literary history with Bantahla looms large, and it’s clear that Africa itself is both a guide and a challenge that neither of them can control.
Dear Miss Westbrook,
It seems I have underestimated your resolve. I confess, I had not expected a response so measured, so precise. Your letter, like your previous communications, carries with it not just the weight of your intellectual ambition, but the unmistakable mark of someone who has studied far beyond the confines of their immediate world. You are as persistent as you are thorough, and for that, I must extend my reluctant admiration.
You are right in saying that Africa has its rules… and I was not speaking of the land’s physical attributes, nor its vast beauty. No, it is the heart of the land that holds the true law. It does not follow human expectation, and it certainly does not bend to our will. It is a place where time, and everything associated with it, is subjective. It grants what it chooses, and takes what it must.
Nevertheless, I understand the gravity of what you seek. As I have said, I will assist you… but not without stipulations, and not without caution. You ask for clarity, Miss Westbrook, and I believe I can provide it, but you must understand that clarity may come at a price. The manuscripts and journals you are sending are not merely tools for historical exploration; they are a key… one that unlocks a door that should perhaps remain closed.
I have no interest in speculation, as you rightly state, but neither should you… nor anyone else… expect that this journey will be one of clear answers. The truth is never as simple as we hope it to be, and some questions, once asked, lead to other, more dangerous inquiries. You are asking me to step into something that is both mine and not mine… one woven into the very earth beneath my boots.
I have known the shadows of Bantahla, Miss Westbrook. But you are right: I am the last man alive who has seen its shape. The question remains, though… what shape? What will we uncover in the depths of those shadows? What will you… what will we… truly find when the dust finally settles?
I do not seek this knowledge, but I will help you uncover it because I understand what it means to you, and because you are right in saying that knowledge is not bound by oceans. But there are truths that can hurt, Miss Westbrook. You must be prepared for that.
Your package should arrive within the week, and I will begin my own work on it here, in the only place I can. You should know, however, that what I find may not be easily translatable into the language of London. Africa speaks in ways that do not always make sense in your world, and you will need more than the trained eye of a scholar to understand it. You ask that I share what I find. I can do that, but only when I am certain you are ready to hear it. The history you wish to recover may be more than you bargained for. What you uncover in these pages will not be confined to the past; it will shatter the boundaries of what you think you know.
I will meet your terms, Miss Westbrook, but I will do so on my own terms as well. I will not entertain you coming to Africa. That is my final condition. You will not find me at ease in the company of anyone other than those who have lived here, who have understood the language of this land. You will have my help, but I will not walk this path with you in the way you might expect. You may not want to travel to Iringa. But should you continue, know that this journey is not one for the faint of heart. There will be no turning back once we move forward.
And when the truth is laid bare… when you stand in its shadow… will you be ready? Your next step is important.
Respectfully,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
William sat back from the desk, the weight of the letter in his hands. The response had come more easily than he expected, but the words felt heavy, like a decision long made, yet still carrying a weight he couldn’t quite shake. This was the path he had hoped would remain distant. He had always known that something would draw him back. Africa, once again, had proven to be a force far beyond his control. He did not fear the journey he was about to take, but he feared what Minerva Westbrook might uncover… what might be drawn from the shadows of Bantahla. She had not yet grasped the magnitude of what she was asking. It was far more than a simple archaeological discovery. It was a truth that could consume.
As he sealed the envelope, he caught sight of the distant volcanic ridges outside his window. They loomed over him like silent sentinels, timeless and unyielding. Bantahla was waiting for them… waiting for her. And so, it began.
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
November 28th, 1874
November 28th, 1874
Miss Minerva Westbrook,
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Dear Miss Westbrook,
It seems I have underestimated your resolve. I confess, I had not expected a response so measured, so precise. Your letter, like your previous communications, carries with it not just the weight of your intellectual ambition, but the unmistakable mark of someone who has studied far beyond the confines of their immediate world. You are as persistent as you are thorough, and for that, I must extend my reluctant admiration.
You are right in saying that Africa has its rules… and I was not speaking of the land’s physical attributes, nor its vast beauty. No, it is the heart of the land that holds the true law. It does not follow human expectation, and it certainly does not bend to our will. It is a place where time, and everything associated with it, is subjective. It grants what it chooses, and takes what it must.
Nevertheless, I understand the gravity of what you seek. As I have said, I will assist you… but not without stipulations, and not without caution. You ask for clarity, Miss Westbrook, and I believe I can provide it, but you must understand that clarity may come at a price. The manuscripts and journals you are sending are not merely tools for historical exploration; they are a key… one that unlocks a door that should perhaps remain closed.
I have no interest in speculation, as you rightly state, but neither should you… nor anyone else… expect that this journey will be one of clear answers. The truth is never as simple as we hope it to be, and some questions, once asked, lead to other, more dangerous inquiries. You are asking me to step into something that is both mine and not mine… one woven into the very earth beneath my boots.
I have known the shadows of Bantahla, Miss Westbrook. But you are right: I am the last man alive who has seen its shape. The question remains, though… what shape? What will we uncover in the depths of those shadows? What will you… what will we… truly find when the dust finally settles?
I do not seek this knowledge, but I will help you uncover it because I understand what it means to you, and because you are right in saying that knowledge is not bound by oceans. But there are truths that can hurt, Miss Westbrook. You must be prepared for that.
Your package should arrive within the week, and I will begin my own work on it here, in the only place I can. You should know, however, that what I find may not be easily translatable into the language of London. Africa speaks in ways that do not always make sense in your world, and you will need more than the trained eye of a scholar to understand it. You ask that I share what I find. I can do that, but only when I am certain you are ready to hear it. The history you wish to recover may be more than you bargained for. What you uncover in these pages will not be confined to the past; it will shatter the boundaries of what you think you know.
I will meet your terms, Miss Westbrook, but I will do so on my own terms as well. I will not entertain you coming to Africa. That is my final condition. You will not find me at ease in the company of anyone other than those who have lived here, who have understood the language of this land. You will have my help, but I will not walk this path with you in the way you might expect. You may not want to travel to Iringa. But should you continue, know that this journey is not one for the faint of heart. There will be no turning back once we move forward.
And when the truth is laid bare… when you stand in its shadow… will you be ready? Your next step is important.
Respectfully,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
William sat back from the desk, the weight of the letter in his hands. The response had come more easily than he expected, but the words felt heavy, like a decision long made, yet still carrying a weight he couldn’t quite shake. This was the path he had hoped would remain distant. He had always known that something would draw him back. Africa, once again, had proven to be a force far beyond his control. He did not fear the journey he was about to take, but he feared what Minerva Westbrook might uncover… what might be drawn from the shadows of Bantahla. She had not yet grasped the magnitude of what she was asking. It was far more than a simple archaeological discovery. It was a truth that could consume.
As he sealed the envelope, he caught sight of the distant volcanic ridges outside his window. They loomed over him like silent sentinels, timeless and unyielding. Bantahla was waiting for them… waiting for her. And so, it began.
The snow had not yet melted on the cobblestones outside Exhibition Road. Morning had barely broken when the envelope was delivered—its edges stiff with African dust, its weight oddly heavier than its single sheet should allow. Minerva Westbrook had risen early that day, as she often did in winter, lighting the small coal stove in her private archive chamber and settling in with a mug of strong, dark tea as the fog curled along the inside of the windows. She recognized the seal the moment she saw it.
The reply had taken four weeks to arrive. Every day since the postmark she’d made note of, waiting—wondering if it would come at all. But there it was. A letter from Iringa, from the edge of the world she had grown up reading about, a place etched in her bones long before she had seen it with her own eyes. She opened it without ceremony, read it once quickly, and then again, more slowly. Then a third time.
She folded it gently and placed it on the corner of her desk. There would be no hesitation in her response.
⸻
January 2nd, 1875
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
Thank you for your letter. I received it on the twenty-sixth of December, a cold and unremarkable morning in South Kensington, though your words made the snow outside feel oddly less real. It’s a peculiar sensation, reading something written so many thousands of miles away—by firelight, I imagine, with the Highlands behind you like a wall of sleeping giants. There’s something grounding in knowing that two minds, so very far apart, are circling the same truth from opposite ends of the world.
You speak of caution, and of the land’s unforgiving rules. I do not take such words lightly, nor do I dismiss them with the arrogance of a young scholar intoxicated by the scent of aged parchment. But I feel I must speak plainly, lest you continue under any false impression about the kind of woman with whom you correspond.
I am not London’s creature, Mr. Maubrey. I never have been.
I was born on the Isle of Man, in a crumbling stone house not far from the sea. My mother, a woman of excellent lineage and little warmth, tried her utmost to train me for society. My father, however, had other plans. The moment I could walk without stumbling, he had me on steamboats and carriages, across the dusty roads of Egypt, the winding mountain trails of Anatolia, and the humid banks of the Congo. I spent my first years scribbling into the corners of his journals, pressing strange flowers between pages already stained with ink and sweat.
When I was eight, I held a bone fragment dated to the Old Kingdom in my palm, and I remember thinking it was the most beautiful thing in the world. At ten, I stitched my own moccasins from hide while stranded during a rainstorm in Thessaly. And by fourteen, I could identify a dozen tribal dialects by sound alone.
I was raised on the move—not in drawing rooms, but in dig sites and desert camps. I have slept beneath canopies of stars so brilliant they put cathedral ceilings to shame. I’ve knelt in mud up to my waist to retrieve what turned out to be a broken pipe stem, and I have considered it a day well spent.
So, you see, I am not the dainty blossom you might suspect sits behind a desk dusting off antiquities in satin gloves. I have scars that match my knowledge. I earned them, every one.
Your warning—that Bantahla is not merely history but something that lives beneath the skin of the earth—is not lost on me. I believe you when you say the land takes what it must. I believe it has already taken much from you. And yet, here we are.
I do not mistake your caution for dismissal. I respect it. I know you have seen what others have only dared to imagine in shadows. I am not asking you to relive your pain. I am only asking that you help me prevent others from walking blindly into it. Because they will, Mr. Maubrey. Someone always will.
Perhaps that is why this came to me.
My father used to say that stories do not choose listeners at random. They seek the ones who will remember them properly. The ones who will not water them down for the sake of comfort. You may not have chosen this path, but I suspect it chose you. And now it has chosen me, too.
Whatever you find—however fractured, however maddening—I will be ready. I cannot promise to understand it all at once. But I will listen. I will learn. I will not look away.
There is a part of me, even now, that feels the pull of the land. While I make no promises to ever set foot in Iringa in the future. I will honor that request. But understand that I am already walking beside you in every other way. And should this journey take you somewhere too far from the safety of written words, then you may trust that I will be here—to gather the pieces, to tell the story true.
May the land treat you gently,
Minerva Westbrook
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
⸻
She set her pen down slowly, exhaling through her nose. Outside, the bells of St. Augustine’s rang the hour. She wrapped the letter, sealed it in thick parchment, and prepared the crate for its journey—another bundle of supporting materials, glyph etchings, weathered tracings, and a copy of a transcription she had been quietly working on in secret. There was more, always more, but for now, she had said what needed saying.
Not in defense.
But in truth.
The reply had taken four weeks to arrive. Every day since the postmark she’d made note of, waiting—wondering if it would come at all. But there it was. A letter from Iringa, from the edge of the world she had grown up reading about, a place etched in her bones long before she had seen it with her own eyes. She opened it without ceremony, read it once quickly, and then again, more slowly. Then a third time.
She folded it gently and placed it on the corner of her desk. There would be no hesitation in her response.
⸻
January 2nd, 1875
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
Thank you for your letter. I received it on the twenty-sixth of December, a cold and unremarkable morning in South Kensington, though your words made the snow outside feel oddly less real. It’s a peculiar sensation, reading something written so many thousands of miles away—by firelight, I imagine, with the Highlands behind you like a wall of sleeping giants. There’s something grounding in knowing that two minds, so very far apart, are circling the same truth from opposite ends of the world.
You speak of caution, and of the land’s unforgiving rules. I do not take such words lightly, nor do I dismiss them with the arrogance of a young scholar intoxicated by the scent of aged parchment. But I feel I must speak plainly, lest you continue under any false impression about the kind of woman with whom you correspond.
I am not London’s creature, Mr. Maubrey. I never have been.
I was born on the Isle of Man, in a crumbling stone house not far from the sea. My mother, a woman of excellent lineage and little warmth, tried her utmost to train me for society. My father, however, had other plans. The moment I could walk without stumbling, he had me on steamboats and carriages, across the dusty roads of Egypt, the winding mountain trails of Anatolia, and the humid banks of the Congo. I spent my first years scribbling into the corners of his journals, pressing strange flowers between pages already stained with ink and sweat.
When I was eight, I held a bone fragment dated to the Old Kingdom in my palm, and I remember thinking it was the most beautiful thing in the world. At ten, I stitched my own moccasins from hide while stranded during a rainstorm in Thessaly. And by fourteen, I could identify a dozen tribal dialects by sound alone.
I was raised on the move—not in drawing rooms, but in dig sites and desert camps. I have slept beneath canopies of stars so brilliant they put cathedral ceilings to shame. I’ve knelt in mud up to my waist to retrieve what turned out to be a broken pipe stem, and I have considered it a day well spent.
So, you see, I am not the dainty blossom you might suspect sits behind a desk dusting off antiquities in satin gloves. I have scars that match my knowledge. I earned them, every one.
Your warning—that Bantahla is not merely history but something that lives beneath the skin of the earth—is not lost on me. I believe you when you say the land takes what it must. I believe it has already taken much from you. And yet, here we are.
I do not mistake your caution for dismissal. I respect it. I know you have seen what others have only dared to imagine in shadows. I am not asking you to relive your pain. I am only asking that you help me prevent others from walking blindly into it. Because they will, Mr. Maubrey. Someone always will.
Perhaps that is why this came to me.
My father used to say that stories do not choose listeners at random. They seek the ones who will remember them properly. The ones who will not water them down for the sake of comfort. You may not have chosen this path, but I suspect it chose you. And now it has chosen me, too.
Whatever you find—however fractured, however maddening—I will be ready. I cannot promise to understand it all at once. But I will listen. I will learn. I will not look away.
There is a part of me, even now, that feels the pull of the land. While I make no promises to ever set foot in Iringa in the future. I will honor that request. But understand that I am already walking beside you in every other way. And should this journey take you somewhere too far from the safety of written words, then you may trust that I will be here—to gather the pieces, to tell the story true.
May the land treat you gently,
Minerva Westbrook
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
⸻
She set her pen down slowly, exhaling through her nose. Outside, the bells of St. Augustine’s rang the hour. She wrapped the letter, sealed it in thick parchment, and prepared the crate for its journey—another bundle of supporting materials, glyph etchings, weathered tracings, and a copy of a transcription she had been quietly working on in secret. There was more, always more, but for now, she had said what needed saying.
Not in defense.
But in truth.
William sat at his worn wooden desk, the faint light of the dying day casting long shadows across the room. His fingers hovered over the inkpot, the weight of the letter from Minerva still pressing on his mind. The words she had written echoed in his thoughts, each line a delicate blend of intellect and determination. He had expected a response, of course, but not the quiet strength she had conveyed. The letter from London lay to the side, the edges slightly curled, as he prepared to put his thoughts to paper.
Africa, with its vast and unyielding presence, had always spoken to him in ways words could never fully capture. But he would try. This was the beginning of something deeper than either of them could predict. The journey, it seemed, was already in motion.
Dear Miss Westbrook,
I would be amiss, if I did not wish thee a Happy Yuletide and New Year… But I must confess that I did not anticipate the weight of your words. They arrived, not as I expected, with the rush of the academia, nor with the desperate urgency I had feared. No, your reply was something altogether different… something more difficult to dismiss.
You speak with a conviction I can hardly ignore, though I had intended to let silence carry my warning to you. Instead, I find myself compelled to write, compelled to respond. Perhaps it is your words themselves, or perhaps it is the quiet understanding between us that I cannot escape. It is, after all, hard to remain steadfast in isolation when you know the truth of what is waiting in the shadows.
I will not contest your claim to knowledge of this land, nor your sense of what it takes to move beyond the drawing room, as you so aptly put it. I sense that what you have written is not a mere rhetorical challenge, but a statement of resolve. Still, let me be clear… you misunderstand one thing in your letter. I did not suggest the pain of Bantahla to deter you from it. Pain, Miss Westbrook, is a consequence, not a reason. The land… Africa… takes from you not for the sake of its own cruelty, but because it demands a cost for all who approach it. They do not call it the Dark Continent for nothing.
You are right to say I have seen more than I would have wished. You are also right in suspecting that Bantahla has its claim on me… whether I like it or not. But that is not the point. I warned you because I know the truth of the question you ask… when you step into the domain of such power, you do not merely seek knowledge… you invoke it.
Perhaps it is foolishness or perhaps it is something deeper in me that I cannot explain. You see, the land has already chosen me. I never set out to be its keeper, yet here I am, caught in its pulse, always restless and bound to it. Bantahla is a story older than I can understand, but one that you seem destined to help piece together.
And you are right, Miss Westbrook… there is no turning back once the path is set. I had thought you might be content to sit behind a desk, cataloging what history offers from afar, but I see now that you have the same fire that burned in my father. You will not be satisfied with idle curiosity or academic exploration. No, you seek the truth, in its purest, most dangerous form.
So, to that end, I will fulfill my part of the bargain. The manuscripts and Fenwick’s journal shall be placed into your hands when you arrive, assured after spring rains. Come prepared for stepping into something that cannot be easily explained.
You speak of walking beside me in the literary sense you may wish. And while I respect your determination, Miss Westbrook, I must ask you to think carefully. If you will truly walk beside me, I will help guide you to a place where those who have ventured too far never return. And in that, there is a certain trust between us. I will take the first steps on this journey. I cannot promise safety, nor can I promise that it will be as you imagine.
Your package has arrived, and is in safe keeping. I will examine the contents with the same care you have taken to compile them. I expect, though, that what you seek will come with no assurances. Bantahla is not a place to be found… it is a place to be understood, and perhaps never fully. By the time you arrive, I will hopefully devised a plan forward.
I trust that when you are ready… truly ready to face what you seek… you will join me here, if only in mind and spirit. If you insist on coming, I will not turn you away. But know this: there is a reason I made the request I did. The land is not kind to those who are unprepared, and you may find the answers you seek buried far deeper than you wish.
We shall have crossed the threshold with this letter, Miss Westbrook. And though the land may demand its due, there is no turning back now.
I await your arrival… whether by letter or in spirit… when you are ready.
Yours in cautious partnership,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Post Script:
Miss Westbrook, Tanzania, located just south of the equator, experiences a tropical climate with distinct wet and dry seasons. I provide this information, so should you desire to come to our fine highlands, you will be able to plan accordingly, with weather and suitable clothing. However, the seasons can vary somewhat depending upon the region, particularly in the highlands and coastal areas. The Wet Season is March to May… with long rains. This is our heaviest rainfall period, particularly in areas like Iringa, Arusha, and the Ngorongoro Highlands. The rains are usually heavy and frequent, with storms occurring in the afternoon or evening… while, October-December are with short rains. These rains are typically lighter and less consistent than the long rains, but still significant, especially along the coast and in the northern parts of Tanzania.… Dry Season is June-October with cooler temperatures and little to no rainfall from June to August. The temperatures in the highlands can be quite cool at night, sometimes even dropping to near freezing in the higher altitudes, though daytime temperatures can be warm. Then from September to October, the temperatures begin to rise, particularly in coastal areas like Dar es Salaam and Zanzibar, where it can get quite hot and dry. However, in the highlands, temperatures stay milder… Then November through February is our transitional season being both hot and dry before the rains. These months can be hot and dry, especially before the rains begin in March. This is the hottest period of the year, especially in the central and southern parts of Tanzania. Coastal regions, like Dar es Salaam, experience high humidity due to the proximity to the Indian Ocean.
Yours in partnership,
William
William leaned back in his chair, staring at the words he had just penned. It was a letter born of a complicated emotion… one that teetered between respect and wariness. He had not expected her resolve to be so firm. Minerva Westbrook, for all her youthful enthusiasm, was no ordinary scholar. There was something about her persistence, her understanding of Africa's raw beauty and terrible allure, that made her a kindred spirit of sorts. Yet, he could not fully share her idealism.
Africa was a place of truth… but not the kind of truth anyone ever truly wanted to face. It had already taken him once. Would it take her, too?
He folded the letter carefully, sealing it with his personal mark, knowing that the journey ahead would be far from straightforward. Whatever this would become, he knew one thing for certain… Minerva Westbrook had crossed into a world where curiosity could only go so far before it became something far more dangerous.
As the evening light faded outside, he turned his attention back to the horizon, where the volcanic peaks of the Ngorongoro Highlands loomed, ancient and unyielding. Bantahla was waiting. And no matter how much he hoped to avoid it, the journey had already begun.
Africa, with its vast and unyielding presence, had always spoken to him in ways words could never fully capture. But he would try. This was the beginning of something deeper than either of them could predict. The journey, it seemed, was already in motion.
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
February 15th, 1875
February 15th, 1875
Miss Minerva Westbrook,
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Royal Museum of Antiquities
South Kensington, London
Dear Miss Westbrook,
I would be amiss, if I did not wish thee a Happy Yuletide and New Year… But I must confess that I did not anticipate the weight of your words. They arrived, not as I expected, with the rush of the academia, nor with the desperate urgency I had feared. No, your reply was something altogether different… something more difficult to dismiss.
You speak with a conviction I can hardly ignore, though I had intended to let silence carry my warning to you. Instead, I find myself compelled to write, compelled to respond. Perhaps it is your words themselves, or perhaps it is the quiet understanding between us that I cannot escape. It is, after all, hard to remain steadfast in isolation when you know the truth of what is waiting in the shadows.
I will not contest your claim to knowledge of this land, nor your sense of what it takes to move beyond the drawing room, as you so aptly put it. I sense that what you have written is not a mere rhetorical challenge, but a statement of resolve. Still, let me be clear… you misunderstand one thing in your letter. I did not suggest the pain of Bantahla to deter you from it. Pain, Miss Westbrook, is a consequence, not a reason. The land… Africa… takes from you not for the sake of its own cruelty, but because it demands a cost for all who approach it. They do not call it the Dark Continent for nothing.
You are right to say I have seen more than I would have wished. You are also right in suspecting that Bantahla has its claim on me… whether I like it or not. But that is not the point. I warned you because I know the truth of the question you ask… when you step into the domain of such power, you do not merely seek knowledge… you invoke it.
Perhaps it is foolishness or perhaps it is something deeper in me that I cannot explain. You see, the land has already chosen me. I never set out to be its keeper, yet here I am, caught in its pulse, always restless and bound to it. Bantahla is a story older than I can understand, but one that you seem destined to help piece together.
And you are right, Miss Westbrook… there is no turning back once the path is set. I had thought you might be content to sit behind a desk, cataloging what history offers from afar, but I see now that you have the same fire that burned in my father. You will not be satisfied with idle curiosity or academic exploration. No, you seek the truth, in its purest, most dangerous form.
So, to that end, I will fulfill my part of the bargain. The manuscripts and Fenwick’s journal shall be placed into your hands when you arrive, assured after spring rains. Come prepared for stepping into something that cannot be easily explained.
You speak of walking beside me in the literary sense you may wish. And while I respect your determination, Miss Westbrook, I must ask you to think carefully. If you will truly walk beside me, I will help guide you to a place where those who have ventured too far never return. And in that, there is a certain trust between us. I will take the first steps on this journey. I cannot promise safety, nor can I promise that it will be as you imagine.
Your package has arrived, and is in safe keeping. I will examine the contents with the same care you have taken to compile them. I expect, though, that what you seek will come with no assurances. Bantahla is not a place to be found… it is a place to be understood, and perhaps never fully. By the time you arrive, I will hopefully devised a plan forward.
I trust that when you are ready… truly ready to face what you seek… you will join me here, if only in mind and spirit. If you insist on coming, I will not turn you away. But know this: there is a reason I made the request I did. The land is not kind to those who are unprepared, and you may find the answers you seek buried far deeper than you wish.
We shall have crossed the threshold with this letter, Miss Westbrook. And though the land may demand its due, there is no turning back now.
I await your arrival… whether by letter or in spirit… when you are ready.
Yours in cautious partnership,
William James Maubrey III
Ol Oiboni Enkipaata
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Post Script:
Miss Westbrook, Tanzania, located just south of the equator, experiences a tropical climate with distinct wet and dry seasons. I provide this information, so should you desire to come to our fine highlands, you will be able to plan accordingly, with weather and suitable clothing. However, the seasons can vary somewhat depending upon the region, particularly in the highlands and coastal areas. The Wet Season is March to May… with long rains. This is our heaviest rainfall period, particularly in areas like Iringa, Arusha, and the Ngorongoro Highlands. The rains are usually heavy and frequent, with storms occurring in the afternoon or evening… while, October-December are with short rains. These rains are typically lighter and less consistent than the long rains, but still significant, especially along the coast and in the northern parts of Tanzania.… Dry Season is June-October with cooler temperatures and little to no rainfall from June to August. The temperatures in the highlands can be quite cool at night, sometimes even dropping to near freezing in the higher altitudes, though daytime temperatures can be warm. Then from September to October, the temperatures begin to rise, particularly in coastal areas like Dar es Salaam and Zanzibar, where it can get quite hot and dry. However, in the highlands, temperatures stay milder… Then November through February is our transitional season being both hot and dry before the rains. These months can be hot and dry, especially before the rains begin in March. This is the hottest period of the year, especially in the central and southern parts of Tanzania. Coastal regions, like Dar es Salaam, experience high humidity due to the proximity to the Indian Ocean.
Yours in partnership,
William
William leaned back in his chair, staring at the words he had just penned. It was a letter born of a complicated emotion… one that teetered between respect and wariness. He had not expected her resolve to be so firm. Minerva Westbrook, for all her youthful enthusiasm, was no ordinary scholar. There was something about her persistence, her understanding of Africa's raw beauty and terrible allure, that made her a kindred spirit of sorts. Yet, he could not fully share her idealism.
Africa was a place of truth… but not the kind of truth anyone ever truly wanted to face. It had already taken him once. Would it take her, too?
He folded the letter carefully, sealing it with his personal mark, knowing that the journey ahead would be far from straightforward. Whatever this would become, he knew one thing for certain… Minerva Westbrook had crossed into a world where curiosity could only go so far before it became something far more dangerous.
As the evening light faded outside, he turned his attention back to the horizon, where the volcanic peaks of the Ngorongoro Highlands loomed, ancient and unyielding. Bantahla was waiting. And no matter how much he hoped to avoid it, the journey had already begun.
The scent of spring clung to the parchment—faint but unmistakable. The letter was heavier than her usual, the envelope sealed in dusky violet wax stamped with her personal crest: a lion sleeping beneath an open book. A deliberate nod, perhaps, to the path she now walked.
The handwriting—elegant, slanted, assured—was hers. Minerva Westbrook, in her own hand, three months late. But not, she hoped, too late.
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Postmarked: April 11th, 1875
Bath, Somerset
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
You will, I hope, forgive the delay of this reply. Your last letter reached me on the first of March, though it had been dated weeks prior—weather and distance conspired against the post, as they often do. I had intended to respond straightaway, but life, in its characteristically poor timing, intervened.
My mother, in one of her fits of dramatic insistence that London’s air was conspiring to kill us all with coal smoke and scandal, whisked the entire family away to Bath. We were meant to “take the waters,” though I suspect the true purpose was to spare her the embarrassment of another Season with her daughter conspicuously unengaged. I did not wish to be here, but one cannot always choose the stage upon which life insists they perform. I hope you understand, then, my silence was not willful.
It has, however, afforded me something else—a sort of clarity I might not have otherwise found.
You see, I had been making plans of my own prior to your last letter. There were invitations, quiet offers to join expeditions in the Americas—Peru, to be specific—where a colleague of mine has been cataloging petroglyphs in the cloud forest. I’d considered it seriously. The notion of escape to another hemisphere, to a place that demands nothing of me socially, was appealing.
And yet… I could not forget your letter. I have read it more times than I care to admit. Folded and unfolded it until the creases wore thin.
There is something in the way you write—not just the words themselves, but the rhythm of them—that makes it impossible to dismiss the truth you are trying to convey. You do not offer comfort. You offer warning. And I find that infinitely more valuable.
You were right, of course. We have crossed a threshold. Or perhaps… the path beneath us had already been charted, and we are only now realizing the direction it points.
Your mention of Bantahla’s pain being a consequence, not a reason, struck me deeply. My father used to say much the same thing—that the greatest truths never announce themselves gently. They arrive like storms. They tear things down so that something older might be uncovered beneath. It seems we are both standing amid the rubble, trying to read the patterns in the dust.
I do not expect this journey to offer me any great revelation. I have no fantasies left about tidy answers or glittering discoveries. I am not coming to write a book. I am coming to understand something that no map can define. And if that understanding comes at a cost…
Well, so be it.
You wrote that I might come—in spirit or in form. I choose the latter. I have made my decision. I shall leave for Iringa before the year’s end, and God willing, before the next London Season begins. I could not bear to pass another spring standing on the edge of other people’s conversations, dressed like someone’s idea of a bride and spoken of as though I were a curio collecting dust on the shelf. My mother will rage, of course. She will blame my father, and she will blame Africa, and eventually she will blame you. But it matters not.
I have spent too many years standing politely behind other men’s discoveries. It is time to meet the world on my own terms.
Your letter gave me the last piece I needed, Mr. Maubrey. I no longer wonder where I am meant to go. Only when. I will make the proper arrangements in the coming months. I understand the risks, and I accept the cost. You need not shield me from it.
And if I do not return…
Then let it be known I went of my own will, with my eyes open, and a pen in my hand. Perhaps, in some far future, someone will find my pages and remember me—not as a daughter, or a debutante, or even a scholar, but as a woman who sought the truth with everything she had.
Thank you, Mr. Maubrey, for answering me when you did not have to.
I will see you before the year is out.
Yours in conviction,
Minerva Westbrook
Bath, Somerset
Temporary Residence of the Westbrook Family
_______________________________________________________________________
She watched the courier take the letter at the gates of the Royal Crescent, then turned back toward the warm stone façade of the house she’d never asked to visit.
Her mother was inside, undoubtedly fussing over invitations and trimming silk. The Season loomed, and Minerva knew now that she would not be here for it. She would not spend another spring behind lace gloves and false smiles. There was a world waiting far from Bath’s perfumed parlors.
There was Africa.
There was Bantahla.
And a truth older than empire, waiting in the red earth and whispered winds.
She would go. And she would not turn back.
The handwriting—elegant, slanted, assured—was hers. Minerva Westbrook, in her own hand, three months late. But not, she hoped, too late.
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Postmarked: April 11th, 1875
Bath, Somerset
April 8th, 1875
Ol Oiboni EnkipaataIringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
You will, I hope, forgive the delay of this reply. Your last letter reached me on the first of March, though it had been dated weeks prior—weather and distance conspired against the post, as they often do. I had intended to respond straightaway, but life, in its characteristically poor timing, intervened.
My mother, in one of her fits of dramatic insistence that London’s air was conspiring to kill us all with coal smoke and scandal, whisked the entire family away to Bath. We were meant to “take the waters,” though I suspect the true purpose was to spare her the embarrassment of another Season with her daughter conspicuously unengaged. I did not wish to be here, but one cannot always choose the stage upon which life insists they perform. I hope you understand, then, my silence was not willful.
It has, however, afforded me something else—a sort of clarity I might not have otherwise found.
You see, I had been making plans of my own prior to your last letter. There were invitations, quiet offers to join expeditions in the Americas—Peru, to be specific—where a colleague of mine has been cataloging petroglyphs in the cloud forest. I’d considered it seriously. The notion of escape to another hemisphere, to a place that demands nothing of me socially, was appealing.
And yet… I could not forget your letter. I have read it more times than I care to admit. Folded and unfolded it until the creases wore thin.
There is something in the way you write—not just the words themselves, but the rhythm of them—that makes it impossible to dismiss the truth you are trying to convey. You do not offer comfort. You offer warning. And I find that infinitely more valuable.
You were right, of course. We have crossed a threshold. Or perhaps… the path beneath us had already been charted, and we are only now realizing the direction it points.
Your mention of Bantahla’s pain being a consequence, not a reason, struck me deeply. My father used to say much the same thing—that the greatest truths never announce themselves gently. They arrive like storms. They tear things down so that something older might be uncovered beneath. It seems we are both standing amid the rubble, trying to read the patterns in the dust.
I do not expect this journey to offer me any great revelation. I have no fantasies left about tidy answers or glittering discoveries. I am not coming to write a book. I am coming to understand something that no map can define. And if that understanding comes at a cost…
Well, so be it.
You wrote that I might come—in spirit or in form. I choose the latter. I have made my decision. I shall leave for Iringa before the year’s end, and God willing, before the next London Season begins. I could not bear to pass another spring standing on the edge of other people’s conversations, dressed like someone’s idea of a bride and spoken of as though I were a curio collecting dust on the shelf. My mother will rage, of course. She will blame my father, and she will blame Africa, and eventually she will blame you. But it matters not.
I have spent too many years standing politely behind other men’s discoveries. It is time to meet the world on my own terms.
Your letter gave me the last piece I needed, Mr. Maubrey. I no longer wonder where I am meant to go. Only when. I will make the proper arrangements in the coming months. I understand the risks, and I accept the cost. You need not shield me from it.
And if I do not return…
Then let it be known I went of my own will, with my eyes open, and a pen in my hand. Perhaps, in some far future, someone will find my pages and remember me—not as a daughter, or a debutante, or even a scholar, but as a woman who sought the truth with everything she had.
Thank you, Mr. Maubrey, for answering me when you did not have to.
I will see you before the year is out.
Yours in conviction,
Minerva Westbrook
Bath, Somerset
Temporary Residence of the Westbrook Family
_______________________________________________________________________
She watched the courier take the letter at the gates of the Royal Crescent, then turned back toward the warm stone façade of the house she’d never asked to visit.
Her mother was inside, undoubtedly fussing over invitations and trimming silk. The Season loomed, and Minerva knew now that she would not be here for it. She would not spend another spring behind lace gloves and false smiles. There was a world waiting far from Bath’s perfumed parlors.
There was Africa.
There was Bantahla.
And a truth older than empire, waiting in the red earth and whispered winds.
She would go. And she would not turn back.
When the letter arrived, Will stood frozen for a moment, staring at the familiar, yet unexpected sight of the envelope. The violet wax seal caught the light in the late afternoon, almost as if it were daring him to move… daring him to acknowledge what he had tried to ignore for so long. His gaze lingered on it, his thoughts clouded by the weight of the past, the weight of her words, and the knowledge that Minerva Westbrook was no ordinary scholar.
The dust of Africa still clung to his hands, the scent of earth and stone ever-present in his cabin, yet now it was replaced with the faint but unmistakable aroma of paper and ink… a scent that called him back to a time and place he had long since tried to leave behind. He had anticipated this letter, knowing that Minerva's resolve would not be so easily extinguished by the distance between them. But as he stared at the letter, a strange mixture of dread and anticipation gripped him.
He had not wanted this. Not this engagement with the world beyond the land he had made his home. But the longer he held the letter in his hands, the more he realized that Bantahla, and the truth surrounding it, would never truly let him go. The land had claimed him, as it had claimed so many before, and now, somehow, Minerva had found her way to it as well.
As his fingers brushed the edges of the paper, a thought passed through his mind… Would she truly understand? Could she grasp the gravity of what she was asking… of what she was walking into? He doubted it. But then again, that was perhaps what made her dangerous… her bravery, her willingness to step into the unknown. And, to his surprise, he felt a flicker of something else… something like respect.
For a moment longer, he held the letter in his hands, the weight of it pressing down on him. He could feel the pull of Africa, the same pull that had kept him tethered to this place for so long. And he knew, deep down, that whatever this letter contained, it would mark the beginning of something far greater than either of them could fully comprehend. Finally, with a slow breath, Will broke the seal, the soft crack of wax echoing in the silence of his cabin.
Dear Miss Westbrook,
I must admit that when I first read your letter, I did not know whether to feel a sense of relief or foreboding. You write with a resolve that I have come to respect, and yet I find myself both impressed and concerned. You are not one to take such matters lightly, but I fear you underestimate the weight of the path you are so determined to walk.
You are correct, of course. We have crossed a threshold. Your words are sharper than I expected… more insightful… and I cannot deny that they have stirred something in me. Your decision to come, your choice to move beyond what is safe, what is expected, reflects a strength I have seen in few others.
You speak of your father’s warnings, of how truth comes like a storm, tearing things down so something older can be uncovered. I can see that in you, Miss Westbrook. You are not the woman who would seek to fill the gaps with platitudes, nor the woman who would be content with neatly written lines in a dusty ledger. You are seeking something deeper, a truth hidden beneath the layers of history and myth. It would be easy for me to continue to refuse, to dismiss your resolve and tell you that this journey is one not for a scholar… or for any woman, for that matter. But you are no stranger to the risks you are taking, and that is what makes this different. You already understand that the truth, when found, is a cruel thing. It is not gentle. It does not bow to sentiment or hope. And yet, here you are, determined to uncover it.
I do not wish to shield you from what lies ahead. You have already made that clear. But I will offer this… when you arrive in Iringa, do so with the understanding that you will find no comfort here. The land will not welcome you as you might expect. There will be no fanfare, no guides to lead you. There will be only the wilderness, the earth beneath your feet, and the knowledge that what we seek, once found, will change everything.
I did not expect you to come, and yet I understand why you must. You write with the same conviction that you seemingly have pursued all things… an unrelenting drive that both irritates and inspires me. I would say you’ve made a foolish decision, but I suspect you would disagree. I trust that when you do arrive, you will not find me waiting with open arms. You will find me exactly as I have described… isolated, determined, and perhaps a bit too cautious for your liking. But you will also find the truth, and it will be there waiting, as it always has been.
Your package speaks to me and so thus seeks you bear unto your journey… and until you arrive, assuredly I will find more from the manuscript as to our path forward. I excitedly wait your arrival to show you what the manuscript has provided. I too anxiously wait to hear from you once again… when you are ready to step into the world we both now inhabit.
Until then, I remain,
Yours in reluctant agreement,
William
Will set down the pen, the ink still wet on the page, and sighed deeply. He had not expected the weight of Minerva's words to reach him as it had, nor had he anticipated her decision to come. For all his talk of caution, there was a part of him that could not help but admire her conviction.
The truth was, he had always known this day would come. The land, the history, the very essence of what they were about to uncover… it had a way of finding those who were meant to bear it. And Minerva Westbrook, despite her background in books and academia, had a resolve that made her more suited to the journey than any of the other scholars he had worked with over the years.
But now, as the ink dried on the page, he wondered what the future would bring. Would she be ready for what was to come? Would he be able to guide her through the dark and dangerous path they had set before them? What was this woman like? Did she resemble her words of experience… of daring do, unhesitant to venture into the unknown. His mind had began to image what she looked like… what physical features resembled the strength of the unknown… of truth found behind all falsehoods… hidden among the ancients? He imaged her as a stalwart woman with manly features, stout fortitude of worldly experience… and a determination to put men asunder, or under foot… unworthy of any marriage of men… But then again, all based upon her incisive letters.
With a final glance at the horizon, where the highlands stretched out beneath the setting sun, Will folded the letter and sealed it with his personal mark. He knew this was only the beginning. And yet, for all his reservations, he could not shake the feeling that Africa… the land of Bantahla… and Minerva… had already chosen them both.
The dust of Africa still clung to his hands, the scent of earth and stone ever-present in his cabin, yet now it was replaced with the faint but unmistakable aroma of paper and ink… a scent that called him back to a time and place he had long since tried to leave behind. He had anticipated this letter, knowing that Minerva's resolve would not be so easily extinguished by the distance between them. But as he stared at the letter, a strange mixture of dread and anticipation gripped him.
He had not wanted this. Not this engagement with the world beyond the land he had made his home. But the longer he held the letter in his hands, the more he realized that Bantahla, and the truth surrounding it, would never truly let him go. The land had claimed him, as it had claimed so many before, and now, somehow, Minerva had found her way to it as well.
As his fingers brushed the edges of the paper, a thought passed through his mind… Would she truly understand? Could she grasp the gravity of what she was asking… of what she was walking into? He doubted it. But then again, that was perhaps what made her dangerous… her bravery, her willingness to step into the unknown. And, to his surprise, he felt a flicker of something else… something like respect.
For a moment longer, he held the letter in his hands, the weight of it pressing down on him. He could feel the pull of Africa, the same pull that had kept him tethered to this place for so long. And he knew, deep down, that whatever this letter contained, it would mark the beginning of something far greater than either of them could fully comprehend. Finally, with a slow breath, Will broke the seal, the soft crack of wax echoing in the silence of his cabin.
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
May 3rd, 1875
May 3rd, 1875
Miss Minerva Westbrook,
Temporary Residence of the Westbrook Family
Bath, Somerset
Temporary Residence of the Westbrook Family
Bath, Somerset
Dear Miss Westbrook,
I must admit that when I first read your letter, I did not know whether to feel a sense of relief or foreboding. You write with a resolve that I have come to respect, and yet I find myself both impressed and concerned. You are not one to take such matters lightly, but I fear you underestimate the weight of the path you are so determined to walk.
You are correct, of course. We have crossed a threshold. Your words are sharper than I expected… more insightful… and I cannot deny that they have stirred something in me. Your decision to come, your choice to move beyond what is safe, what is expected, reflects a strength I have seen in few others.
You speak of your father’s warnings, of how truth comes like a storm, tearing things down so something older can be uncovered. I can see that in you, Miss Westbrook. You are not the woman who would seek to fill the gaps with platitudes, nor the woman who would be content with neatly written lines in a dusty ledger. You are seeking something deeper, a truth hidden beneath the layers of history and myth. It would be easy for me to continue to refuse, to dismiss your resolve and tell you that this journey is one not for a scholar… or for any woman, for that matter. But you are no stranger to the risks you are taking, and that is what makes this different. You already understand that the truth, when found, is a cruel thing. It is not gentle. It does not bow to sentiment or hope. And yet, here you are, determined to uncover it.
I do not wish to shield you from what lies ahead. You have already made that clear. But I will offer this… when you arrive in Iringa, do so with the understanding that you will find no comfort here. The land will not welcome you as you might expect. There will be no fanfare, no guides to lead you. There will be only the wilderness, the earth beneath your feet, and the knowledge that what we seek, once found, will change everything.
I did not expect you to come, and yet I understand why you must. You write with the same conviction that you seemingly have pursued all things… an unrelenting drive that both irritates and inspires me. I would say you’ve made a foolish decision, but I suspect you would disagree. I trust that when you do arrive, you will not find me waiting with open arms. You will find me exactly as I have described… isolated, determined, and perhaps a bit too cautious for your liking. But you will also find the truth, and it will be there waiting, as it always has been.
Your package speaks to me and so thus seeks you bear unto your journey… and until you arrive, assuredly I will find more from the manuscript as to our path forward. I excitedly wait your arrival to show you what the manuscript has provided. I too anxiously wait to hear from you once again… when you are ready to step into the world we both now inhabit.
Until then, I remain,
Yours in reluctant agreement,
William
Will set down the pen, the ink still wet on the page, and sighed deeply. He had not expected the weight of Minerva's words to reach him as it had, nor had he anticipated her decision to come. For all his talk of caution, there was a part of him that could not help but admire her conviction.
The truth was, he had always known this day would come. The land, the history, the very essence of what they were about to uncover… it had a way of finding those who were meant to bear it. And Minerva Westbrook, despite her background in books and academia, had a resolve that made her more suited to the journey than any of the other scholars he had worked with over the years.
But now, as the ink dried on the page, he wondered what the future would bring. Would she be ready for what was to come? Would he be able to guide her through the dark and dangerous path they had set before them? What was this woman like? Did she resemble her words of experience… of daring do, unhesitant to venture into the unknown. His mind had began to image what she looked like… what physical features resembled the strength of the unknown… of truth found behind all falsehoods… hidden among the ancients? He imaged her as a stalwart woman with manly features, stout fortitude of worldly experience… and a determination to put men asunder, or under foot… unworthy of any marriage of men… But then again, all based upon her incisive letters.
With a final glance at the horizon, where the highlands stretched out beneath the setting sun, Will folded the letter and sealed it with his personal mark. He knew this was only the beginning. And yet, for all his reservations, he could not shake the feeling that Africa… the land of Bantahla… and Minerva… had already chosen them both.
There was no mistaking the salt-stiffened edges of the envelope when it arrived in Iringa. The ivory paper bore the scent of sea brine and lavender, faint but lingering, as though some part of England still clung stubbornly to its surface. The wax seal had cracked slightly in transit—Minerva’s crest, the lion and open book, now softly worn by the journey. But the handwriting inside was steady, deliberate, and unmistakably hers.
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Postmarked: June 18th, 1875
From: Liverpool Docks
Iringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
You may forgive me, I hope, the briefness of this letter—not out of discourtesy, but due to necessity. I am writing you now from Liverpool, from the cluttered calm of my rented room above a maritime clerk’s office. The docks are alive with the scent of oil and salt, the din of crates being hauled by winch, and the shouts of seamen speaking a dozen tongues. I sail at dawn.
The RMS Sultana departs tomorrow for Zanzibar. She is a sturdy vessel—an older steamer, but well-appointed and reliable. The journey is expected to take between twenty-three and twenty-eight days, provided the monsoon winds do not delay us beyond the Red Sea. I’ve arranged passage under my own name, which may be unwise given the Crown’s interest in Pembroke’s line of inquiry, but I suspect discretion will not matter once I set foot on the continent. I do not travel with a retinue. I bring only a single trunk, a traveling case of my field journals and instruments, and one companion—Miss Evelyn Baker, a former botanical assistant at the Royal Gardens at Kew. She is sensible, discreet, and knows how to shoot straight when she must. I trust her implicitly.
I realize now that I should have written you sooner. But you must know how the Season grips even those who wish to escape it. I did not return to London so much as I was recalled there by familial obligation. The Westbrook name still carries weight among the drawing rooms of Mayfair, though heaven knows I’ve tried to tarnish it with enough scandalous refusals to marry. This year was no different—except for the knowledge that I would not remain long enough to endure the whispers. My gowns were not cut for dancing, Mr. Maubrey. They were cut to conceal weapons and notebooks.
And so, I left.
There is something strange about these final days in England. I walk the cobbled streets, past porters and carriages and coal-black horses, and I know I will not see them again. Not like this. The world will change when I reach your highlands. Or perhaps, it is I who will change.
Your letter confirmed what I already suspected: this is not a journey one returns from. Whether in body or mind, the path that leads to Bantahla is not one that allows for retreat. I do not expect comfort. I do not expect ease. But I do expect clarity—even if that clarity comes at a price.
I appreciate your honesty, Mr. Maubrey. It would have been far easier for you to dismiss me, or to protect me with condescension. But you did neither. You have treated me not as an interloper, nor as a woman out of her depth, but as a fellow bearer of truth. For that, you have my respect.
When I reach Zanzibar, I shall charter a guide through the German route inland—through Pangani, then west toward Tabora by rail and caravan. From there, I will travel by foot and cart through the southern trail that splits toward Iringa. I am told that stretch is unforgiving. I will plan accordingly. I do not expect a reception. I only expect the way forward.
I imagine you now in your cabin, the fire low, Africa’s scent in the air. Perhaps this letter will find you after another long day of sorting through our shared ghosts. Perhaps you will read it and sigh, wondering if I understand what I have truly committed to. I do, Mr. Maubrey. I do.
And yet I come anyway.
If fate intends to take me… let it be on the soil of something that mattered. Let it be in the service of a story too long buried. And if I survive—if I emerge from that place of dust and bones and memory—it will not be because I was cautious, but because I believed.
Until then,
Minerva Westbrook
Liverpool
RMS Sultana, Steam Packet Line
En route to Zanzibar, via Suez Canal
⸻
She folded the letter herself and sealed it with care, pressing the wax with the crest one last time before handing it to the harbor courier bound for the diplomatic post. There would be no turning back now.
The next morning, the ship’s whistle split the dawn. With the hem of her skirts lifted and her trunk already stowed, Minerva Westbrook boarded the vessel not as a lady of letters, but as a woman with purpose—her eyes fixed on the horizon, where the seas met the sky, and far beyond that, the red dust of Iringa and the forgotten name carved into stone:
Bantahla.
⸻
Postmarked: June 18th, 1875
From: Liverpool Docks
June 15th, 1875
Ol Oiboni EnkipaataIringa, Ngorongoro Highlands
Mr. Maubrey,
You may forgive me, I hope, the briefness of this letter—not out of discourtesy, but due to necessity. I am writing you now from Liverpool, from the cluttered calm of my rented room above a maritime clerk’s office. The docks are alive with the scent of oil and salt, the din of crates being hauled by winch, and the shouts of seamen speaking a dozen tongues. I sail at dawn.
The RMS Sultana departs tomorrow for Zanzibar. She is a sturdy vessel—an older steamer, but well-appointed and reliable. The journey is expected to take between twenty-three and twenty-eight days, provided the monsoon winds do not delay us beyond the Red Sea. I’ve arranged passage under my own name, which may be unwise given the Crown’s interest in Pembroke’s line of inquiry, but I suspect discretion will not matter once I set foot on the continent. I do not travel with a retinue. I bring only a single trunk, a traveling case of my field journals and instruments, and one companion—Miss Evelyn Baker, a former botanical assistant at the Royal Gardens at Kew. She is sensible, discreet, and knows how to shoot straight when she must. I trust her implicitly.
I realize now that I should have written you sooner. But you must know how the Season grips even those who wish to escape it. I did not return to London so much as I was recalled there by familial obligation. The Westbrook name still carries weight among the drawing rooms of Mayfair, though heaven knows I’ve tried to tarnish it with enough scandalous refusals to marry. This year was no different—except for the knowledge that I would not remain long enough to endure the whispers. My gowns were not cut for dancing, Mr. Maubrey. They were cut to conceal weapons and notebooks.
And so, I left.
There is something strange about these final days in England. I walk the cobbled streets, past porters and carriages and coal-black horses, and I know I will not see them again. Not like this. The world will change when I reach your highlands. Or perhaps, it is I who will change.
Your letter confirmed what I already suspected: this is not a journey one returns from. Whether in body or mind, the path that leads to Bantahla is not one that allows for retreat. I do not expect comfort. I do not expect ease. But I do expect clarity—even if that clarity comes at a price.
I appreciate your honesty, Mr. Maubrey. It would have been far easier for you to dismiss me, or to protect me with condescension. But you did neither. You have treated me not as an interloper, nor as a woman out of her depth, but as a fellow bearer of truth. For that, you have my respect.
When I reach Zanzibar, I shall charter a guide through the German route inland—through Pangani, then west toward Tabora by rail and caravan. From there, I will travel by foot and cart through the southern trail that splits toward Iringa. I am told that stretch is unforgiving. I will plan accordingly. I do not expect a reception. I only expect the way forward.
I imagine you now in your cabin, the fire low, Africa’s scent in the air. Perhaps this letter will find you after another long day of sorting through our shared ghosts. Perhaps you will read it and sigh, wondering if I understand what I have truly committed to. I do, Mr. Maubrey. I do.
And yet I come anyway.
If fate intends to take me… let it be on the soil of something that mattered. Let it be in the service of a story too long buried. And if I survive—if I emerge from that place of dust and bones and memory—it will not be because I was cautious, but because I believed.
Until then,
Minerva Westbrook
Liverpool
RMS Sultana, Steam Packet Line
En route to Zanzibar, via Suez Canal
⸻
She folded the letter herself and sealed it with care, pressing the wax with the crest one last time before handing it to the harbor courier bound for the diplomatic post. There would be no turning back now.
The next morning, the ship’s whistle split the dawn. With the hem of her skirts lifted and her trunk already stowed, Minerva Westbrook boarded the vessel not as a lady of letters, but as a woman with purpose—her eyes fixed on the horizon, where the seas met the sky, and far beyond that, the red dust of Iringa and the forgotten name carved into stone:
Bantahla.
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